exacting kind. Even with the help of Penrose to
encourage him, he
does not get on to his satisfaction--and yet, as I could
plainlyperceive, the
ambition to make a name in the world exercises a
stronger influence over him than ever. All in our favor, my
reverend friend--all in our favor!
I took the liberty of asking to see Penrose alone for a moment;
and, this request granted, Romayne and I parted
cordially. I can
make most people like me, when I choose to try. The master of
Vange Abbey is no
exception to the rule. Did I tell you,
by-the-by, that the property has a little declined of late in
value? It is now not worth more than six thousand a year. _We_
will improve it when it returns to the Church.
My
interview with Penrose was over in two minutes. Dispensing
with
formality, I took his arm, and led him into the front
garden.
"I have heard all about it," I said; "and I must not deny that
you have disap
pointed me. But I know your
disposition, and I make
allowances. You have qualities, dear Arthur, which perhaps put
you a little out of place among us. I shall be obliged to report
what you have done--but you may trust me to put it favorably.
Shake hands, my son, and, while we are still together, let us be
as good friends as ever."
You may think that I spoke in this way with a view to my
indulgent language being
repeated to Romayne, and so improving
the position which I have already gained in his
estimation. Do
you know, I really believe I meant it at the time! The poor
fellow
gratefully kissed my hand when I offered it to him--he was
not able to speak. I wonder whether I am weak about Arthur? Say a
kind word for him, when his conduct comes under notice--but pray
don't mention this little
frailty of mine; and don't suppose I
have any
sympathy with his weak-minded
submission to Mrs.
Romayne's prejudices. If I ever felt the smallest consideration
for _her_ (and I cannot call to mind any
amiableemotion of that
sort), her letter to Winterfield would have effectually
extinguished it. There is something quite revolting to me in a
deceitful woman.
In closing this letter, I may quiet the minds of our
reverendbrethren, if I assure them that my former
objection to
associating myself directly with the
conversion of Romayne no
longer exists.
Yes! even at my age, and with my habits, I am now resigned to
hearing, and confuting, the
trivial arguments of a man who is
young enough to be my son. I shall write a carefully-guarded
letter to Romayne, on the
departure of Penrose; and I shall send
him a book to read, from the influence of which I expect
gratifying results. It is not a controversial work (Arthur has
been
beforehand with me there)--it is Wiseman's "Recollections of
the Popes." I look to that
essentially readable book to excite
Romayne's
imagination, by vivid descriptions of the splendors of
the Church, and the vast influence and power of the higher
priesthood. Does this sudden
enthusiasm of mine surprise you? And
are you
altogether at a loss to know what it means?
It means, my friend, that I see our position toward Romayne in a
new light. Forgive me, if I say no more for the present. I prefer
to be silent, until my
audacity is justified by events.
--- * Father Benwell's experience had, in this case, not misled
him. If Stella had remained
unmarried, Winterfield might have
justified himself. But he was
honorablyunwilling to
disturb her
relations with her husband, by satisfying her that he had never
been
unworthy of the
affection which had once united them.
CHAPTER V.
BERNARD WINTERFIELD'S CORRESPONDENCE.
I.
_From Mrs. Romayne to Mr. Winterfield._
HAS my letter failed to reach you? I directed it (as I direct
this) to Beaupark, not
knowing your London address.
Yesterday, Father Benwell called at Ten Acres Lodge. He first saw
my mother and myself and he contrived to mention your name. It
was done with his usual adroitness, and I might perhaps have
passed it over if he had not looked at me. I hope and pray it may
be only my fancy--but I thought I saw, in his eyes, that he was
conscious of having me in his power, and that he might
betray me
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