with the cheese.' There was not only irrit
ability, there was
contempt--oh, yes!
contempt in her tone. Out of respect for
myself, I made no reply. As a Christian, I can
forgive; as a
wounded
gentlewoman, I may not find it so easy to forget."
Miss Notman laid herself back in her easy chair--she looked as if
she had suffered
martyrdom, and only regretted having been
obliged to mention it. Father Benwell surprised the wounded
gentlewoman by rising to his feet.
"You are not going away already, Father?"
"Time flies fast in your society, dear Miss Notman. I have an
engagement--and I am late for it already."
The
housekeeper smiled sadly. "At least let me hear that you
don't
disapprove of my conduct under
trying circumstances," she
said.
Father Benwell took her hand. "A true Christian only feels
offenses to
pardon them," he remarked, in his
priestly and
paternal
character. "You have shown me, Miss Notman, that _you_
are a true Christian. My evening has indeed been well spent. God
bless you!"
He pressed her hand; he shed on her the light of his fatherly
smile; he sighed, and took his leave. Miss Notman's eyes followed
him out with devotional admiration.
Father Benwell still preserved his serenity of
temper when he was
out of the
housekeeper's sight. One important discovery he had
made, in spite of the difficulties placed in his way. A
compromising circumstance had
unquestionably occurred in Stella's
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probability, a man was in some way
connected with it. "My evening has not been entirely thrown
away," he thought, as he ascended the stairs which led from the
housekeeper's room to the hall.
CHAPTER VII.
THE INFLUENCE OF STELLA.
ENTERING the hall, Father Benwell heard a knock at the house
door. The servants appeared to recognize the knock--the porter
admitted Lord Loring.
Father Benwell
advanced and made his bow. It was a perfect
obeisance of its kind--respect for Lord Loring, unobtrusively
accompanied by respect for himself. "Has your
lordship been
walking in the park?" he inquired.
"I have been out on business," Lord Loring answered; "and I
should like to tell you about it. If you can spare me a few
minutes, come into the library. Some time since," he resumed,
when the door was closed, "I think I mentioned that my friends
had been
speaking to me on a subject of some importance--the
subject of
opening my picture
galleryoccasionally to the
public."
"I remember," said Father Benwell. "Has your
lordshipdecidedwhat to do?"
"Yes. I have
decided (as the
phrase is) to 'go with the times,'
and follow the example of other owners of picture g alleries.
Don't suppose I ever doubted that it is my duty to extend, to the
best of my
ability, the civilizing influences of Art. My only
hesitation in the matter arose from a dread of some accident
happening, or some
injury being done, to the pictures. Even now,
I can only
persuade myself to try the experiment under certain
restrictions."
"A wise decision, undoubtedly," said Father Benwell. "In such a
city as this, you could hardly open your
gallery to anybody who
happens to pass the house-door."
"I am glad you agree with me, Father. The
gallery will be open
for the first time on Monday. Any respectably-dressed person,
presenting a visiting card at the offices of the librarians in
Bond Street and Regent Street, will receive a free ticket of
admission; the number of tickets, it is
needless to say, being
limited, and the
gallery being only open to the public two days
in the week. You will be here, I suppose, on Monday?"
"Certainly. My work in the library, as your
lordship can see, has
only begun."
"I am very
anxious about the success of this experiment," said
Lord Loring. "Do look in at the
gallery once or twice in the
course of the day, and tell me what your own
impression is."
Having expressed his
readiness to
assist "the experiment" in
every possible way, Father Benwell still lingered in the library.
He was
secretlyconscious of a hope that he might, at the
eleventh hour, be invited to join Romayne at the dinner-table.
Lord Loring only looked at the clock on the mantel-piece: it was
nearly time to dress for dinner. The
priest had no alternative
but to take the hint, and leave the house.
Five minutes after he had
withdrawn, a
messenger delivered a
letter for Lord Loring, in which Father Benwell's interests were
directly involved. The letter was from Romayne; it contained his
excuses for breaking his
engagement,
literally at an hour's
notice.
"Only yesterday," he wrote, "I had a return of what you, my dear
friend, call 'the
delusion of the voice.' The nearer the hour of
your dinner approaches, the more
keenly I fear that the same
thing may happen in your house. Pity me, and
forgive me."
Even
good-natured Lord Loring felt some difficulty in pitying and
forgiving, when he read these lines. "This sort of caprice might
be excusable in a woman," he thought. "A man ought really to be
capable of exercising some
self-control. Poor Stella! And what
will my wife say?"
He walked up and down the library, with Stella's disappointment
and Lady Loring's
indignation prophetically present in his mind.
There was, however, no help for it--he must accept his
responsibility, and be the
bearer of the bad news.
He was on the point of leaving the library, when a
visitorappeared. The
visitor was no less a person than Romayne himself.
"Have I arrived before my letter?" he asked eagerly.
Lord Loring showed him the letter.
"Throw it into the fire," he said, "and let me try to excuse
myself for having written it. You remember the happier days when
you used to call me the creature of
impulse? An
impulse produced
that letter. Another
impulse brings me here to disown it. I can
only explain my strange conduct by asking you to help me at the
outset. Will you carry your memory back to the day of the
medicalconsultation on my case? I want you to correct me, if I
inadvertently misrepresent my advisers. Two of them were
physicians. The third, and last, was a
surgeon, a personal friend
of yours; and _he_, as well as I
recollect, told you how the
consultation ended?"
"Quite right, Romayne--so far."
"The first of the two
physicians," Romayne proceeded, "declared
my case to be entirely attributable to
nervous derangement, and
to be curable by
purelymedical means. I speak ignorantly; but,
in plain English, that, I believe, was the substance of what he
said?"
"The substance of what he said," Lord Loring replied, "and the
substance of his prescriptions--which, I think, you afterward
tore up?"
"If you have no faith in a prescription," said Romayne, "that is,
in my opinion, the best use to which you can put it. When it came
to the turn of the second
physician, he
differed with the first,
as
absolutely as one man can
differ with another. The third
medical authority, your friend the
surgeon, took a middle course,
and brought the
consultation to an end by combining the first
physician's view and the second
physician's view, and mingling
the two opposite forms of
treatment in one
harmonious result?"
Lord Loring remarked that this was not a very
respectful way of