attached him to the place.
"I hope I have not offended you?" said Father Benwell.
"You have made me
ashamed of myself," Romayne answered, warmly.
"On the day when I became a Catholic, I ought to have remembered
Vange. Better late than never. I refuse to take shelter under the
law--I respect the moral right of the Church. I will at once
restore the property which I have usurped."
Father Benwell took both Romayne's hands in his, and pressed them
fervently.
"I am proud of you!" he said. We shall all be proud of you, when
I write word to Rome of what has passed between us. But--no,
Romayne!--this must not be. I admire you, feel with you; and I
refuse. On
behalf of the Church, I say it--I refuse the gift."
"Wait a little, Father Benwell! You don't know the state of my
affairs. I don't
deserve the
admiration which you feel for me.
The loss of the Vange property will be no pecuniary loss, in my
case. I have inherited a fortune from my aunt. My
income from
that source is far larger than my
income from the Yorkshire
property."
"Romayne, it must not be!"
"Pardon me, it must be. I have more money than I can
spend--without Vange. And I have
painful associations with the
house which disincline me ever to enter it again."
Even this
confession failed to move Father Benwell. He
obstinately crossed his arms, obstinately tapped his foot on the
floor. "No!" he said. "Plead as
generously as you may, my answer
is, No."
Romayne only became more
resolute on his side. "The property is
absolutely my own," he
persisted. "I am without a near relation
in the world. I have no children. My wife is already provided for
at my death, out of the fortune left me by my aunt. It is
downright obstinacy--forgive me for
saying so--to
persist in your
refusal."
"It is
downright duty, Romayne. If I gave way to you, I should be
the means of exposing the
priesthood to the vilest
misinterpretation. I should be
deservedly reprimanded, and your
proposal of restitution--if you expressed it in writing--would,
without a moment's
hesitation, be torn up. If you have any regard
for me, drop the subject."
Romayne refused to yield, even to this unanswerable
appeal.
"Very well," he said, "there is one
document you can't tear up.
You can't
interfere with my making another will. I shall leave
the Vange property to the Church, and I shall
appoint you one of
the trustees. You can't object to that."
Father Benwell smiled sadly.
"The law spares me the ungracious necessity of objecting, in this
case," he answered. "My friend, you forget the Statutes of
Mortmain. They
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positivelyforbid you to carry out the intention
which you have just expressed."
Romayne
dismissed this
appeal to the law irritably, by waving his
hand. "The Statutes of Mortmain," he rejoined, "can't prevent my
bequeathing my property to an individual. I shall leave Vange
Abbey to You. Now, Father Benwell! have I got the better of you
at last?"
With Christian
humility the Jesuit accepted the defeat, for which
he had paved the way from the outset of the
interview. A t the
same time, he shuffled all personal
responsibility off his own
shoulders. He had gained the
victory for the Church--without (to
do him justice) thinking of himself.
"Your
generosity has conquered me," he said. "But I must be
allowed to clear myself of even the
suspicion of an interested
motive. On the day when your will is executed, I shall write to
the General of our Order at Rome, leaving my
inheritance to him.
This
proceeding will be followed by a deed, in due form,
conveying the property to the Church. You have no
objection to my
taking that course? No? My dear Romayne, words are
useless at
such a time as this. My acts shall speak for me. I am too
agitated to say more. Let us talk of something else--let us have
some wine."
He filled the glasses; he offered more biscuits.--he was really,
and even perceptibly, agitated by the
victory that he had won.
But one last necessity now confronted him--the necessity of
placing a serious
obstacle in the way of any future change of
purpose on the part of Romayne. As to the choice of that
obstacle, Father Benwell's mind had been made up for some time
past.
"What _was_ it I had to say to you?" he resumed "Surely, I was
speaking on the subject of your future life?"
"You are very kind, Father Benwell. The subject has little
interest for me. My future life is shaped out--domestic
retirement, ennobled by religious duties."
Still pacing the room, Father Benwell stopped at that reply, and
put his hand kindly on Romayne's shoulder.
"We don't allow a good Catholic to drift into domestic
retirement, who is
worthy of better things," he said. "The
Church, Romayne wishes to make use of you. I never flattered any
one in my life, but I may say before your face what I have said
behind your back. A man of your
strict sense of honor--of your
intellect--of your high aspirations--of your personal charm and
influence--is not a man whom we can allow to run to waste. Open
your mind, my friend, fairly to me, and I will open my mind
fairly to you. Let me set the example. I say it with authority;
an enviable future is before you."
Romayne's pale cheeks flushed with
excitement. "What future?" he
asked,
eagerly. "Am I free to choose? Must I
remind you that a
man with a wife cannot think only of himself?"
"Suppose you were _not_ a man with a wife."
"What do you mean?"
"Romayne, I am
trying to break my way through that inveterate
reserve which is one of the failings in your
character. Unless
you can
prevail on yourself to tell me those secret thoughts,
those unexpressed regrets, which you can
confide to no other man,
this conversation must come to an end. Is there no yearning, in
your inmost soul, for anything beyond the position which you now
occupy?"
There was. a pause. The flush on Romayne' s face faded away. He
was silent.
"You are not in the
confessional," Father Benwell
reminded him,
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submission to circumstances. "You are under no
obligation to answer me."
Romayne roused himself. He spoke in low,
reluctant tones. "I am
afraid to answer you," he said.
That
apparently discouraging reply armed Father Benwell with the
absolute
confidence of success which he had thus far failed to
feel. He wound his way deeper and deeper into Romayne's mind,
with the
delicateingenuity of penetration, of which the practice
of years had made him master.
"Perhaps I have failed to make myself clearly understood," he
said. "I will try to put it more
plainly. You are no half-hearted
man, Romayne. What you believe, you believe fervently.
Impressions are not dimly and slowly produced on _your_ mind. As
the necessary result, your
conversion being once accomplished,
your whole soul is given to the Faith that is in you. Do I read
your
character rightly?"
"So far as I know it--yes."