you?"--rang in her ears. She entreated Madame Marillac to break
the unendurable
interval of silence. The widow's calm voice had a
soothing influence which she was eager to feel. "Go on!" she
repeated. "Pray go on!"
"I ought not to lay all the blame of my boy's
affliction on the
duel," said Madame Marillac. "In
childhood, his mind never grew
with his
bodily growth. His brother's death may have only hurried
the result which was sooner or later but too sure to come. You
need feel no fear of him. He is never violent--and he is the most
beautiful of my children. Would you like to see him?"
"No! I would rather hear you speak of him. Is he not
conscious of
his own misfortune?"
"For weeks together, Stella--I am sure I may call you Stella?--he
is quite calm; you would see no difference outwardly between him
and other boys. Unhappily, it is just at those times that a
spirit of
impatience seems to possess him. He watches his
opportunity, and, however careful we may be, he is
cunning enough
to escape our vigilance."
"Do you mean that he leaves you and his sisters?"
"Yes, that is what I mean. For nearly two months past he has been
away from us. Yesterday only, his return relieved us from a state
of
suspense which I cannot attempt to describe. We don't know
where he has been, or in the company of what persons he has
passed the time of his absense. No
persuasion will induce him to
spe ak to us on the subject. This morning we listened while he
was talking to himself."
"Was it part of the boy's
madness to repeat the words which still
tormented Romayne?" Stella asked if he ever spoke of the duel.
"Never! He seems to have lost all memory of it. We only heard,
this morning, one or two unconnected words--something about a
woman, and then more that appeared to
allude to some person's
death. Last night I was with him when he went to bed, and I found
that he had something to
conceal from me. He let me fold all his
clothes, as usual, except his
waistcoat--and that he snatched
away from me, and put it under his pillow. We have no hope of
being able to examine the
waistcoat without his knowledge. His
sleep is like the sleep of a dog; if you only approach him, he
wakes
instantly. Forgive me for troubling you with these trifling
details, only interesting to ourselves. You will at least
understand the
constantanxiety that we suffer."
"In your
unhappy position," said Stella, "I should try to resign
myself to
parting with him--I mean to placing him under medical
care."
The mother's face saddened. "I have inquired about it," she
answered. "He must pass a night in the workhouse before he can be
received as a pauper
lunatic in a public
asylum. Oh, my dear, I
am afraid there is some pride still left in me! He is my only son
now; his father was a General in the French army; I was brought
up among people of good blood and breeding--I can't take my own
boy to the workhouse!"
Stella understood her. "I feel for you with all my heart," she
said. "Place him
privately, dear Madame Marillac, under skillful
and kind control--and let me, do let me, open the
pocketbookagain."
The widow
steadily refused even to look at the
pocketbook.
"Perhaps," Stella persisted, "you don't know of a private
asylumthat would satisfy you?"
"My dear, I do know of such a place! The good doctor who attended
my husband in his last
illness told me of it. A friend of his
receives a certain number of poor people into his house, and
charges no more than the cost of maintaining them. An
unattainable sum to _me!_ There is the
temptation that I spoke
of. The help of a few pounds I might accept, if I fell ill,
because I might afterward pay it back. But a larger sum--never!"
She rose, as if to end the
interview. Stella tried every means of
persuasion that she could think of, and tried in vain. The
friendly
dispute between them might have been prolonged, if they
had not both been silenced by another
interruption from the next
room.
This time, it was not only endurable, it was even
welcome. The
poor boy was playing the air of a French
vaudeville on a pipe or
flageolet. "Now he is happy!" said the mother. "He is a born
musician; do come and see him!" An idea struck Stella. She
overcame the inveterate
reluctance in her to see the boy so
fatally associated with the
misery of Romayne's life. As Madame
Marillac led the way to the door of
communication between the
rooms, she quickly took from her
pocketbook the bank-notes with
which she had provided herself, and folded them so that they
could be easily
concealed in her hand.
She followed the widow into the little room.
The boy was sitting on his bed. He laid down his flageolet and
bowed to Stella. His long silky hair flowed to his shoulders. But
one
betrayal of a deranged mind presented itself in his delicate
face--his large soft eyes had the
glassy,
vacant look which it is
impossible to mistake. "Do you like music, mademoiselle?" he
asked,
gently. Stella asked him to play his little
vaudeville air
again. He
proudly complied with the request. His sister seemed to
resent the presence of a stranger. "The work is at a standstill,"
she said--and passed into the front room. Her mother followed her
as far as the door, to give her some necessary directions. Stella
seized her opportunity. She put the bank-notes into the pocket of
the boy's
jacket, and whispered to him: "Give them to your mother
when I have gone away." Under those circumstances, she felt sure
that Madame Marillac would yield to the
temptation. She could
resist much--but she could not
resist her son.
The boy nodded, to show that he understood her. The moment after.
he laid down his flageolet with an expression of surprise.
"You are trembling!" he said. "Are you frightened?"
She _was_ frightened. The mere sense of
touching him had made her
shudder. Did she feel a vague presentiment of some evil to come
from that
momentary association with him?
Madame Marillac, turning away again from her daughter, noticed
Stella's
agitation. "Surely, my poor boy doesn't alarm you?" she
said. Before Stella could answer, some one outside knocked at the
door. Lady Loring's servant appeared, charged with a
carefully-worded message. "If you please, miss, a friend is
waiting for you below." Any excuse for
departure was
welcome to
Stella at that moment. She promised to call at the house again in
a few days. Madame Marillac kissed her on the
forehead as she
took leave. Her nerves were still
shaken by that
momentarycontact with the boy. Descending the stairs, she trembled so that
she was obliged to hold by the servant's arm. She was not
naturally timid. What did it mean?
Lady Loring's
carriage was
waiting at the entrance of the street,
with all the children in the
neighborhood assembled to admire it.
She impulsively forestalled the servant in
opening the
carriagedoor. "Come in!" she cried. "Oh, Stella, you don't know how you
have frightened me! Good heavens, you look frightened yourself!
From what wretches have I rescued you? Take my smelling bottle,
and tell me all about it."
The fresh air, and the reassuring presence of her old friend,
revived Stella. She was able to describe her
interview with the
General's family, and to answer the
inevitable inquiries which
the
narrative called forth. Lady Loring's last question was the
most important of the
series: "What are you going to do about
Romayne?"
"I am going to write to him the moment we get home."
The answer seemed to alarm Lady Loring. "You won't
betray me?"