be found
worthy. He appeared to be deeply
affected. I ventured to
ask if he too had the same
prospect before him. He grieved me
indescribably. He sighed and said, 'I have no such hope; I am
married.' Tell me Father, I
entreat you, have I done wrong?"
Father Benwell considered for a moment. "Did Mr. Romayne say
anything more?" he asked.
"No, Father."
"Did you attempt to return to the subject?"
"I thought it best to be silent."
Father Benwell held out his hand. "My young friend, you have not
only done no wrong--you have shown the most commendable
discretion. I will
detain you no longer from your duties. Go to
Mr. Romayne, and say that I wish to speak with him."
Mr. Mortleman dropped on one knee, and begged for a blessing.
Father Benwell lifted the
traditional two fingers, and gave the
blessing. The conditions of human happiness are easily fulfilled
if we
rightly understand them. Mr. Mortleman
retired perfectly
happy.
Left by himself again, Father Benwell paced the room rapidly from
end to end. The disturbing influence
visible in his face had now
changed from
anxiety to
excitement. "I'll try it to-day!" he said
to himself--and stopped, and looked round him
doubtfully. "No,
not here," he
decided; "it may get talked about too soon. It will
be safer in every way at my lodgings." He recovered his
composure, and returned to his chair.
Romayne opened the door.
The double influence of the
conversion, and of the life in The
Retreat, had already changed him. His
customary keenness and
excitability of look had subsided, and had left nothing in their
place but an expression of suave and meditative
repose. All his
troubles were now in the hands of his
priest. There was a passive
regularity in his
bodily movements and a beatific serenity in his
smile.
"My dear friend," said Father Benwell,
cordially shaking hands,
"you were good enough to be guided by my advice in entering this
house. Be guided by me again, when I say that you have been here
long enough. You can return, after an
interval, if you wish it.
But I have something to say to you first--and I beg to offer the
hospitality of my lodgings."
The time had been when Romayne would have asked for some
explanation of this
abrupt notice of
removal. Now, he passively
accepted the advice of his
spiritualdirector. Father Benwell
made the necessary
communication to the authorities, and Romayne
took leave of his friends in The Retreat. The great Jesuit and
the great
landowner left the place, with becoming
humility, in a
cab.
"I hope I have not disap
pointed you?" said Father Benwell.
"I am only
anxious," Romayne answered, "to hear what you have to
say."
CHAPTER III.
THE HARVEST IS REAPED.
ON their way through the streets, Father Benwell talked as
persistently of the news of the day as if he had nothing else in
his thoughts. To keep his companion's mind in a state of suspense
was, in certain emergencies, to exert a useful preparatory
influence over a man of Romayne's
character. Even when they
reached his lodgings, the
priest still hesitated to approach the
object that he had in view. He made
considerate inquiries, in the
character of a
hospitable man.
"They breakfast early at The Retreat," he said. "What may I offer
you?"
"I want nothing, thank you," Romayne answered, with an effort to
control his
habitualimpatience of
needless delay.
"Pardon me--we have a long
interview before us, I fear. Our
bodily necessities, Romayne (excuse me if I take the friendly
liberty of suppressing the
formal 'Mr.')--our
bodily necessities
are not to be trifled with. A bottle of my famous claret, and a
few biscuits, will not hurt either of us." He rang the bell, and
gave the necessary directions "Another damp day!" he went on
cheerfully. "I hope you don't pay the rheumatic penalties of a
winter
residence in England? Ah, this
glorious country would be
too perfect if it possessed the
deliciousclimate of Rome!"
The wine and biscuits were brought in. Father Benwell filled the
glasses and bowed
cordially to his guest.
"Nothing of this sort at The Retreat!" he said gayly. "Excellent
water, I am told--which is a
luxury in its way, especially in
London. Well, my dear Romayne, I must begin by making my
apologies. You no doubt thought me a little
abrupt in running
away with you from your
retirement at a moment's notice?"
"I believed that you had good reasons, Father--and that was
enough for me."
"Thank you--you do me justice--it was in your best interests that
I acted. There are men of phlegmatic
temperament, over whom the
wise
monotony of
discipline at The Retreat exercises a wholesome
influence--I mean an influence which may be prolonged with
advantage. You are not one of those persons. Protracted seclusion
and
monotony of life are morally and
mentally
unprofitable to a
man of your
ardentdisposition. I abstained from mentioning these
reasons, at the time, out of a feeling of regard for our
excellent
residentdirector, who believes unreservedly in the
institution over which he presides. Very good! The Retreat has
done all that it could usefully do in your case. We must think
next of how to employ that
mental activity which,
rightlydeveloped, is one of the most
valuable qualities that you
possess. Let me ask, first, if you have in some degree recovered
your tranquillity?"
"I feel like a different man, Father Benwell."
"That's right! And your
nervous sufferings--I don't ask what they
are; I only want to know if you experience a sense of relief?"
"A most
welcome sense of relief," Romayne answered, with a
revival of the
enthusiasm of other days. "The complete change in
all my thoughts and convictions which I owe to you--"
"And to dear Penrose," Father Benwell interposed, with the prompt
sense of justice which no man could more becomingly assume. "We
must not forget Arthur."
"Forget him?" Romayne
repeated. "Not a day passes without my
thinking of him. It is one of the happy results of the change in
me that my mind does not dwell
bitterly on the loss of him now. I
think of Penrose with
admiration, as of one whose
glorious life,
with all its dangers, I should like to share!"
He spoke with a rising color and brightening eyes. Already, the
absorbent
capacity of the Roman Church had drawn to itself that
sympathetic side of his
character which was also one of its
strongest sides. Already, his love for Penrose--hitherto inspired
by the virtues of the man--had narrowed its range to sympathy
with the trials and privileges of the
priest. Truly and deeply,
indeed, had the
physician consulted, in bygone days, reasoned on
Romayne's case! That "occurrence of some new and absorbing
influence in his life," of which the doctor had spoken--that
"working of some complete change in his habits of thought"--had
found its way to him at last, after the wife's simple devotion
had failed, through the subtler ministrations of the
priest.
Some men, having Father Benwell's object in view, would have
taken
instantadvantage of the
opening offered to them by
Romayne's
unguardedenthusiasm. The
illustrious Jesuit held fast
by the wise maxim which
forbade him to do anything in a hurry.
"No," he said, "your life must not be the life of our dear
friend. The service on which the Church employs Penrose is not
the fit service for you. You have other claims on us."
Romayne looked at his
spiritualadviser with a
momentary change
of expression--a relapse into the ironical
bitterness of the past
time.
"Have you forgotten that I am, and can be, only a layman?" he
asked. "What claims can I have, except the common claim of all
faithful members of the Church on the good offices of the
priesthood?" He paused for a moment, and continued with the
abruptness of a man struck by a new idea. "Yes! I have perhaps