have in view was first taken
seriously into
consideration, I had
the honor of being
personally acquainted with Lord Loring. I was
also aware that he was an
intimate and trusted friend of Romayne.
Under these circumstances, his
lordship presented himself to our
point of view as a means of approaching the owner of Vange Abbey
without exciting
distrust. I was charged
accordingly with the
duty of establishing myself on terms of
intimacy in this house.
By way of making room for me, the
spiritualdirector of Lord and
Lady Loring was removed to a cure of souls in Ireland. And here I
am in his place! By-the-way, don't treat me (when we are in the
presence of visitors) with any special marks of respect. I am not
Provincial of our Order in Lord Loring's house--I am one of the
inferior clergy."
Penrose looked at him with
admiration. "It is a great sacrifice
to make, Father, in your position and at your age."
"Not at all, Arthur. A position of authority involves certain
temptations to pride. I feel this change as a lesson in humility
which is good for me. For example, Lady Loring (as I can plainly
see) dislikes and
distrusts me. Then, again, a young lady has
recently arrived here on a visit. She is a Protestant, with all
the prejudices
incident to that way of thinking--avoids me so
carefully, poor soul, that I have never seen her yet. These
rebuffs are
wholesome reminders of his fallible human nature, to
a man who has occupied a place of high trust and command.
Besides, there have been
obstacles in my way which have had an
excellent effect in rousing my energies. How do you feel, Arthur,
when you
encounterobstacles?"
"I do my best to remove them, Father. But I am sometimes
conscious of a sense of discouragement."
"Curious," said Father Benwell. "I am only
conscious, myself, of
a sense of
impatience. What right has an
obstacle to get in _my_
way?--that is how I look at it. For example, the first thing I
heard, when I came here, was that Romayne had left England. My
introduction to him was
indefinitely delayed; I had to look to
Lord Loring for all the information I wanted relating to the man
and his habits. There was another
obstacle! Not living in the
house, I was obliged to find an excuse for being
constantly on
the spot, ready to take
advantage of his
lordship's leisure
moments for conversation. I sat down in this room, and I said to
myself, 'Before I get up again, I mean to brush these impertinent
obstacles out of my way!' The state of the books suggested the
idea of which I was in search. Before I left the house, I was
charged with the re
arrangement of the library. From that moment I
came and went as often as I liked. Whenever Lord Loring was
disposed for a little talk, there I was, to lead the talk in the
right direction. And what is the result? On the first occasion
when Romayne presents himself I can place you in a position to
become his daily
companion. All due, Arthur, in the first
instance, to my
impatience of
obstacles. Amusing, isn't it?"
Penrose was perhaps deficient in the sense of humor. Instead of
being amused, he appeared to be
anxious for more information.
"In what
capacity am I to be Mr. Romayne's
companion?" he asked.
Father Benwell poured himself out another cup of coffee.
"Suppose I tell you first," he suggested, "how circumstances
present Romayne to us as a
promising subject for
conversion. He
is young; still a single man; not compromised by any illicit
connection;
romantic,
sensitive, highly
cultivated. No near
relations are alive to influence him; and, to my certain
knowledge, his
estate is not entailed. He has
devoted himself for
years past to books, and is collecting materials for a work of
immense
research, on the Origin of Religions. Some great sorrow
or remorse--Lord Loring did not mention what it was--has told
seriously on his
nervoussystem, already injured by night study.
Add to this, that he is now within our reach. He has lately
returned to London, and is living quite alone at a private hotel.
For some reason which I am not acquainted with, he keeps away
from Vange Abbey--the very place, as I should have thought, for a
studious man."
Penrose began to be interested. "Have you been to the Abbey?" he
said.
"I made a little
excursion to that part of Yorkshire, Arthur, not
long since. A very pleasant trip--apart from the painful
associations connected with the ruin and profanation of a sacred
place. There is no doubt about the revenues. I know the value of
that
productive part of the
estate which stretches southward,
away from the
barren region round the house. Let us return for a
moment to Romayne, and to your position as his future
companion.
He has had his books sent to him from Vange, and has persuaded
himself that continued study is the one
remedy for his troubles,
whatever they may be. At Lord Loring's
suggestion, a
consultation
of physicians was held on his case the other day."
"Is he so ill as that?" Penrose exclaimed.
"So it appears," Father Benwell replied. "Lord Loring is
mysteriously silent about the
illness. One result of the
consultation I extracted from him, in which you are interested.
The doctors protested against his employing himself on his
proposed work. He was too
obstinate to listen to them. There was
but one
concession that they could gain from him--he consented to
spare himself, in some small degree, by employing an amanuensis.
It was left to Lord Loring to find the man. I was
consulted by
his
lordship; I was even invited to
undertake the duty myself.
Each one in his proper
sphere, my son! The person who converts
Romayne must be young enough and pliable enough to be his friend
and
companion. Your part is there, Arthur--you are the future
amanuensis. How does the
prospect strike you now?"
"I beg your
pardon, Father! I fear I am
unworthy of the
confidence which is placed in me."
"In what way?"
Penrose answered with unfeigned humility.
"I am afraid I may fail to justify your
belief in me," he said,
"unless I can really feel that I am converting Mr. Romayne for
his own soul's sake. However
righteous the cause may be, I cannot
find, in the restitution of the Church property, a sufficient
motive for persuading him to change his religious faith. There is
something so serious in the
responsibility which you lay on me,
that I shall sink under the burden unless my whole heart is in
the work. If I feel attracted toward Mr. Romayne when I first see
him; if he wins upon me, little by little, until I love him like
a brother--then, indeed, I can promise that his
conversion shall
be the dearest object of my life. But if there is not this
intimatesympathy between us--forgive me if I say it plainly--I
implore you to pass me over, and to
commit the task to the hands
of another man."
His voice trembled; his eyes moistened. Father Benwell handled
his young friend's rising
emotion with the
dexterity of a skilled
angler humoring the struggles of a
lively fish.
"Good Arthur!" he said. "I see much--too much, dear boy--of
self-seeking people. It is as
refreshing to me to hear you, as a
draught of water to a thirsty man. At the same time, let me
suggest that you are
innocently raising difficulties, where no
difficulties exist. I have already mentioned as one of the
necessities of the case that you and Romayne should be friends.
How can that be, un less there is
precisely that
sympathy between
you which you have so well described? I am a
sanguine man, and I
believe you will like each other. Wait till you see him."
As the words passed his lips, the door that led to the picture
gallery was opened. Lord Loring entered the library.
He looked quickly round him--apparently in search of some person
who might, perhaps, be found in the room. A shade of
annoyanceshowed itself in his face, and disappeared again, as he bowed to
the two Jesuits.
"Don't let me
disturb you," he said, looking at Penrose. "Is this
the gentleman who is to
assist Mr. Romayne?"