the servant was
waiting. That last act of mercy was not left to a
servant. With sisterly
tenderness, Stella took his hand and led
him away. "I shall remember you
gratefully as long as I live,"
she said to him when the
carriage door was closed. He waved his
hand at the window, and she saw him no more.
She returned to the study.
The
relief of tears had not come to Romayne. He had dropped into
a chair when Penrose left him. In stony silence he sat there, his
head down, his eyes dry and staring. The
miserable days of their
estrangement were forgotten by his wife in the moment when she
looked at him. She knelt by his side and lifted his head a little
and laid it on her bosom. Her heart was full--she let the caress
plead for her
silently. He felt it; his cold fingers pressed her
hand thankfully; but he said nothing. After a long
interval, the
first
outward expression of sorrow that fell from his lips showed
that he was still thinking of Penrose.
"Every
blessing falls away from me," he said. "I have lost my
best friend."
Years afterward Stella remembered those words, and the tone in
which he had
spoken them.
CHAPTER VII.
THE IMPULSIVE SEX.
AFTER a lapse of a few days, Father Benwell was again a visitor
at Ten Acres Lodge--by Romayne's
invitation. The
priest occupied
the very chair, by the study
fireside, in which Penrose had been
accustomed to sit.
"It is really kind of you to come to me," said Romayne, "so soon
after receiving my
acknowledgment of your letter. I can't tell
you how I was touched by the manner in which you wrote of
Penrose. To my shame I
confess it, I had no idea that you were so
warmly attached to him."
"I hardly knew it myself, Mr. Romayne, until our dear Arthur was
taken away from us."
If you used your influence, Father Benwell, is there no hope that
you might yet
persuade him--?"
"To
withdraw from the Mission? Oh, Mr. Romayne, don't you know
Arthur's
character better than that? Even his gentle
temper has
its
resolute side. The zeal of the first martyrs to Christianity
is the zeal that burns in that noble nature. The Mission has been
the dream of his life--it is endeared to him by the very dangers
which we dread. Persuade Arthur to desert the dear and devoted
colleagues who have opened their arms to him? I might as soon
persuade that
statue in the garden to desert its
pedestal, and
join us in this room. Shall we change the sad subject? Have you
received the book which I sent you with my letter?"
Romayne took up the book from his desk. Before he could speak of
it some one called out
briskly, on the other side of the door:
"May I come in?"--and came in, without
waiting to be asked. Mrs.
Eyrecourt, painted and robed for the morning--wafting perfumes as
she moved--appeared in the study. She looked at the
priest, and
lifted her many-ringed hands with a
gesture of coquettish terror.
"Oh, dear me! I had no idea you were here, Father Benwell. I ask
ten thousand pardons. Dear and
admirable Romayne, you don't look
as if you were pleased to see me. Good gracious! I am not
interrupting a
confession, am I?"
Father Benwell (with his
paternal smile in perfect order)
resigned his chair to Mrs. Eyrecourt. The traces of her illness
still showed themselves in an intermittent trembling of her head
and her hands. She had entered the room,
strongly suspecting that
the process of
conversion might be
proceeding in the
absence of
Penrose, and determined to
interrupt it. Guided by his subtle
intelligence, Father Benwell penetrated her
motive as soon as she
opened the door. Mrs. Eyrecourt bowed
graciously, and took the
offered chair. Father Benwell sweetened his
paternal smile and
offered to get a footstool.
"How glad I am," he said, "to see you in your
customary good
spirits! But wasn't it just a little
malicious to talk of
interrupting a
confession? As if Mr. Romayne was one of Us! Queen
Elizabeth herself could hardly have said a sharper thing to a
poor Catholic
priest."
"You clever creature!" said Mrs. Eyrecourt. "How easily you see
through a simple woman like me! There--I give you my hand to kiss
and I will never try to
deceive you again. Do you know, Father
Benwell, a most
extraordinary wish has suddenly come to me.
Please don't be offended. I wish you were a Jew."
"May I ask why?" Father Benwell inquired, with an apostolic
suavity
worthy of the best days of Rome.
Mrs. Eyrecourt explained herself with the
modest self-distrust of
a
maiden of fifteen. "I am really so
ignorant, I hardly know how
to put it. But
learned persons have told me that it is the
peculiarity of the Jews--may I say, the amiable
peculiarity?--never to make converts. It would be so nice if you
would take a leaf out of their book, when we have the happiness
of receiving you here. My
livelyimagination pictures you in a
double
character. Father Benwell everywhere else; and--say, the
patriarch Abraham at Ten Acres Lodge."
Father Benwell lifted his
persuasive hands in
courteous protest.
"My dear lady! pray make your mind easy. Not one word on the
subject of religion has passed between Mr. Romayne and myself--"
"I beg your pardon," Mrs. Eyrecourt interposed, "I am afraid I
fail to follow you. My silent son-in-law looks as if he longed to
smother me, and my attention is naturally distracted. You were
about to say--?"
"I was about to say, dear Mrs. Eyrecourt, that you are alarming
yourself without any reason. Not one word, on any controversial
subject, has passed--"
Mrs. Eyrecourt cocked her head, with the artless vivacity of a
bird. "Ah, but it might, though!" she suggested, slyly.
Father Benwell once more remonstrated in dumb show, and Romayne
lost his
temper.
"Mrs. Eyrecourt!" he cried, sternly.
Mrs. Eyrecourt screamed, and lifted her hands to her ears. "I am
not deaf, dear Romayne, and I am not to be put down by any
ill-timed
exhibition of, what I may call,
domestic ferocity.
Father Benwell sets you an example of Christian
moderation. Do,
please, follow it."
Romayne refused to follow it.
"Talk on any other topic that you like, Mrs. Eyrecourt. I request
you--don't
oblige me to use a harder word--I request you to spare
Father Benwell and myself any further expression of your opinion
on controversial subjects."
A son-in-law may make a request, and a mother-in-law may decline
to
comply. Mrs. Eyrecourt declined to
comply.
"No, Romayne, it won't do. I may
lament your
unhappytemper, for
my daughter's sake--but I know what I am about, and you can't
provoke me. Our
reverend friend and I understand each other. He
will make allowances for a
sensitive woman, who has had sad
experience of
conversions in her own household. My eldest
daughter, Father Benwell--a poor foolish creature--was converted
into a nunnery. The last time I saw her (she used to be sweetly
pretty; my dear husband quite adored her)--the last time I saw
her she had a red nose, and, what is even more revolting at her
age, a double chi n. She received me with her lips pursed up, and
her eyes on the ground, and she was
insolent enough to say that
she would pray for me. I am not a
furious old man with a long
white beard, and I don't curse my daughter and rush out into a
thunderstorm afterward--but _I_ know what King Lear felt, and _I_
have struggled with hysterics just as he did. With your wonderful
insight into human nature, I am sure you will sympathize with and
forgive me. Mr. Penrose, as my daughter tells me, behaved in the
most gentleman-like manner. I make the same
appeal to your kind
forbearance. The bare
prospect of our dear friend here becoming a