mother's sister) came to stay with us. She had married abroad,
and she was, as I have said, a
zealous Catholic. Unknown to the
rest of us, she held conversations on religion with my
sister--worked on the
enthusiasm which was part of the girl's
nature--and
accomplished her
conversion. Other influences, of
which I know nothing, were afterward brought to bear on my
sister. She declared her
intention of entering a
convent. As she
was under age, my father had only to
interpose his authority to
prevent this. She was his favorite child. He had no heart to
restrain her by force--he could only try all that the kindest and
best of fathers could do to
persuade her to remain at home. Even
after the years that have passed, I cannot trust myself to speak
of it composedly. She persisted; she was as hard as stone. My
aunt, when she was entreated to
interfere, called her heartless
obstinacy 'a vocation.' My poor father's
lovingresistance was
worn out; he slowly drew nearer and nearer to death, from the day
when she left us. Let me do her justice, if I can. She has not
only never regretted entering the
convent--she is so happily
absorbed in her religious duties that she has not the slightest
wish to see her mother or me. My mother's
patience was soon worn
out. The last time I went to the
convent, I went by myself. I
shall never go there again. She could not
conceal her sense of
relief when I took my leave of her. I need say no more. Arguments
are thrown away on me, Mr. Penrose, after what I have seen and
felt. I have no right to expect that the
consideration of my
happiness will influence you--but I may perhaps ask you, as a
gentleman, to tell me the truth. Do you come here with the
purpose of
converting my husband?"
Penrose owned the truth, without an instant's hesitation.
"I cannot take your view of your sister's pious
devotion of
herself to a religious life," he said. "But I can, and will,
answer you truly. From the time when I first knew him, my dearest
object has been to
convert your husband to the Catholic Faith."
Stella drew back from him, as if he had stung her, and clasped
her hands in silent despair.
"But I am bound as a Christian," he went on, "to do to others as
I would they should do to me."
She turned on him suddenly, her beautiful face
radiant with hope,
her hand trembling as it caught him by the arm.
"Speak plainly!" she cried.
He obeyed her to the letter.
"The happiness of my friend's wife, Mrs. Romayne, is
sacred to me
for his sake. Be the good angel of your husband's life. I abandon
the purpose of
converting him."
He lifted her hand from his arm and raised it
respectfully to his
lips. Then, when he had bound himself by a promise that was
sacred to him, the terrible influence of the
priesthood shook
even that brave and lofty soul. He said to himself, as he left
her, "God
forgive me if I have done wrong!"
CHAPTER III.
WINTERFIELD RETURNS.
TWICE Father Benwell called at Derwent's Hotel, and twice he was
informed that no news had been received there of Mr. Winterfield.
At the third attempt, his
constancy was rewarded. Mr. Winterfield
had written, and was expected to arrive at the hotel by five
o'clock.
It was then half-past four. Father Benwell
decided to await the
return of his friend.
He was as
anxious to deliver the papers which the
proprietor of
the
asylum had confided to him, as if he had never broken a seal
or used a
counterfeit to hide the betrayal of a trust. The
re-sealed
packet was safe in the pocket of his long black
frockcoat. His own future proceedings depended, in some degree,
on the course which Winterfield might take, when he had read the
confession of the
unhappy woman who had once been his wife.
Would he show the letter to Stella, at a private
interview, as an
unanswerable proof that she had
cruelly wronged him? And would it
in this case be desirable--if the thing could be done--so to
handle circumstances as that Romayne might be present, unseen,
and might discover the truth for himself? In the other
event--that is to say, if Winterfield abstained from
communicating the
confession to Stella--the
responsibility of
making the necessary disclosure must remain with the
priest.
- calmly [´kɑ:mli] ad.平静地;无风浪地 (初中英语单词)
- worthy [´wə:ði] a.有价值的;值得的 (初中英语单词)
- convert [kən´və:t, ´kɔnvə:t] v.转变 n.改变信仰者 (初中英语单词)
- catholic [´kæθəlik] a.天主教 n.天主教徒 (初中英语单词)
- belief [bi´li:f] n.相信;信仰,信条 (初中英语单词)
- witness [´witnis] n.见证人 vt.目击 (初中英语单词)
- hesitate [´heziteit] vi.犹豫,踌躇 (初中英语单词)
- consideration [kən,sidə´reiʃən] n.考虑;原因;体谅 (初中英语单词)
- persuade [pə´sweid] v.(被)说服;使相信 (初中英语单词)
- welfare [´welfeə] n.福利(事业) (初中英语单词)
- advise [əd´vaiz] vt.忠告;建议;通知 (初中英语单词)
- suspicion [sə´spiʃən] n.怀(猜)疑;嫌疑 (初中英语单词)
- standing [´stændiŋ] n.持续 a.直立的 (初中英语单词)
- estimate [´estimət, ´estimeit] n.估计;评价 vt.估价 (初中英语单词)
- conclusion [kən´klu:ʒən] n.结束;结论;推论 (初中英语单词)
- forgive [fə´giv] vt.原谅,谅解,宽恕 (初中英语单词)
- mischief [´mistʃif] n.伤害;故障;调皮 (初中英语单词)
- innocent [´inəsənt] a.无罪的;单纯的 (初中英语单词)
- intention [in´tenʃən] n.意图;打算;意义 (初中英语单词)
- priest [pri:st] n.教士;牧师;神父 (初中英语单词)
- profession [prə´feʃən] n.职业;声明;表白 (初中英语单词)
- strongly [´strɔŋli] ad.强烈地;强有力地 (初中英语单词)
- conviction [kən´vikʃən] n.定罪;确信,信服 (初中英语单词)
- gently [´dʒentli] ad.温和地;静静地 (初中英语单词)
- ignorant [´ignərənt] a.无知的,愚昧的 (初中英语单词)
- enthusiasm [in´θju:ziæzəm] n.热心;狂热;爱好 (初中英语单词)
- interfere [,intə´fiə] vi.干涉;妨碍;打扰 (初中英语单词)
- resistance [ri´zistəns] n.抵抗;抵制;耐力 (初中英语单词)
- patience [´peiʃəns] n.忍耐(力);耐心;坚韧 (初中英语单词)
- conceal [kən´si:l] vt.藏;隐瞒 (初中英语单词)
- devotion [di´vəuʃən] n.献身;忠诚;热爱 (初中英语单词)
- sacred [´seikrid] a.神圣的;庄严的 (初中英语单词)
- anxious [´æŋkʃəs] a.担忧的;渴望的 (初中英语单词)
- unhappy [ʌn´hæpi] a.不幸的;不快乐的 (初中英语单词)
- interview [´intəvju:] n.&vt.接见;会见;交谈 (初中英语单词)
- responsibility [ri,spɔnsə´biliti] n.责任(心);职责;任务 (初中英语单词)
- impatient [im´peiʃənt] a.不耐烦的,急躁的 (高中英语单词)
- protestant [´prɔtistənt] a.新教的 n.新教徒 (高中英语单词)
- profitable [´prɔfitəbəl] a.有益的;有用的 (高中英语单词)
- gladly [´glædli] ad.愉快地,高兴地 (高中英语单词)
- appeal [ə´pi:l] vi.&n.请求;呼吁;上诉 (高中英语单词)
- appreciation [ə,pri:ʃi´eiʃən] n.评价;感激 (高中英语单词)
- boldly [´bəuldli] ad.大胆地;醒目地 (高中英语单词)
- indoors [,in´dɔ:z] ad.在屋里 (高中英语单词)
- misfortune [mis´fɔ:tʃən] n.不幸;灾祸 (高中英语单词)
- deliberately [di´libərətli] ad.故意地;慎重地 (高中英语单词)
- sanction [´sæŋkʃən] n.&vt.批准;认可 (高中英语单词)
- historical [his´tɔrikəl] a.历史(上)的 (高中英语单词)
- convent [´kɔnvənt] n.女修道院;女修道会 (高中英语单词)
- loving [´lʌviŋ] a.爱的,有爱情的 (高中英语单词)
- radiant [´reidiənt] a.发光的 n.光源(体) (高中英语单词)
- decided [di´saidid] a.明显的;决定的 (高中英语单词)
- proprietor [prə´praiətə] n.所有人;业主;经营者 (高中英语单词)
- confession [kən´feʃən] n.招供;认错;交待 (高中英语单词)
- transformation [,trænsfə´meiʃən] n.转化;转变;改造 (英语四级单词)
- blessed [´blesid] a.享福的;神圣的 (英语四级单词)
- trying [´traiiŋ] a.难堪的;费劲的 (英语四级单词)
- conscientious [,kɔnʃi´enʃəs] a.认真的;谨慎的 (英语四级单词)
- moderation [,mɔdə´reiʃən] n.适度;温和;节制 (英语四级单词)
- anticipation [æn,tisi´peiʃən] n.预期;预料;期望 (英语四级单词)
- zealous [´zeləs] a.热情的;积极的 (英语四级单词)
- theological [θiə´lɔdʒikəl] a.神学(上)的 (英语四级单词)
- dearly [´diəli] ad.深深地(爱等);昂贵 (英语四级单词)
- accomplished [ə´kʌmpliʃt] a.完成了的;熟练的 (英语四级单词)
- conversion [kən´və:ʃən] n.转化;变换;皈依 (英语四级单词)
- interpose [,intə´pəuz] v.插入;调解;干预 (英语四级单词)
- respectfully [ris´pektfuli] ad.恭敬地 (英语四级单词)
- counterfeit [´kauntəfit] a.伪造的 v.&n.伪造 (英语四级单词)
- packet [´pækit] n.盒 vt.…打成小包 (英语四级单词)
- cruelly [´kruəli] ad.残酷地;极,非常 (英语四级单词)
- doubly [´dʌbli] ad.加倍地,双重地 (英语六级单词)
- justification [,dʒʌstifi´keiʃən] n.辩护;根据;缘故 (英语六级单词)
- calling [´kɔ:liŋ] n.点名;职业;欲望 (英语六级单词)
- speaking [´spi:kiŋ] n.说话 a.发言的 (英语六级单词)
- constancy [´kɔnstənsi] n.坚定;坚贞;坚久不变 (英语六级单词)
- asylum [ə´sailəm] n.避难所,收容所 (英语六级单词)