sixty times at least." Her voice was rising high. She was
struggling against
laughter, but when I tried to put my hand over
her lips I felt her face wet with tears. She turned it this way
and that, eluding my hand with repressed low, little moans. I lost
my
caution and said, "Be quiet," so
sharply as to
startle myself
(and her, too) into
expectantstillness.
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distinctly: "Eh? What's this?"
and then he kept still on his side listening, but he must have
thought that his ears had deceived him. He was getting tired, too.
He was keeping quiet out there - resting. Presently he sighed
deeply; then in a harsh
melancholy tone he started again.
"My love, my soul, my life, do speak to me. What am I that you
should take so much trouble to
pretend that you aren't there? Do
speak to me," he
repeated tremulously, following this mechanical
appeal with a string of extravagantly endearing names, some of them
quite
childish, which all of a sudden stopped dead; and then after
a pause there came a
distinct, unutterably weary: "What shall I do
now?" as though he were
speaking to himself.
I shuddered to hear rising from the floor, by my side, a vibrating,
scornful: "Do! Why, slink off home looking over your shoulder as
you used to years ago when I had done with you - all but the
laughter."
"Rita," I murmured, appalled. He must have been struck dumb for a
moment. Then,
goodness only knows why, in his
dismay or rage he
was moved to speak in French with a most
ridiculous accent.
"So you have found your tongue at last - CATIN! You were that from
the
cradle. Don't you remember how . . ."
Dona Rita
sprang to her feet at my side with a loud cry, "No,
George, no," which bewildered me completely. The suddenness, the
loudness of it made the ensuing silence on both sides of the door
perfectly awful. It seemed to me that if I didn't
resist with all
my might something in me would die on the
instant. In the
straight, falling folds of the night-dress she looked cold like a
block of
marble; while I, too, was turned into stone by the
terrific clamour in the hall.
"Therese, Therese," yelled Ortega. "She has got a man in there."
He ran to the foot of the stairs and screamed again, "Therese,
Therese! There is a man with her. A man! Come down, you
miserable, starved
peasant, come down and see."
I don't know where Therese was but I am sure that this voice
reached her, terrible, as if clamouring to heaven, and with a
shrill over-note which made me certain that if she was in bed the
only thing she would think of doing would be to put her head under
the bed-clothes. With a final yell: "Come down and see," he flew
back at the door of the room and started shaking it
violently.
It was a double door, very tall, and there must have been a lot of
things loose about its fittings, bolts, latches, and all those
brass applications with broken screws, because it rattled, it
clattered, it jingled; and produced also the sound as of thunder
rolling in the big, empty hall. It was deafening, distressing, and
vaguely alarming as if it could bring the house down. At the same
time the futility of it had, it cannot be denied, a comic effect.
The very
magnitude of the
racket he raised was funny. But he
couldn't keep up that
violentexertioncontinuously, and when he
stopped to rest we could hear him shouting to himself in vengeful
tones. He saw it all! He had been decoyed there! (Rattle,
rattle, rattle.) He had been decoyed into that town, he screamed,
getting more and more excited by the noise he made himself, in
order to be
exposed to this! (Rattle, rattle.) By this shameless
CATIN! CATIN! CATIN!"
He started at the door again with superhuman
vigour. Behind me I
heard Dona Rita laughing
softly, statuesque, turned all dark in the
fading glow. I called out to her quite
openly, "Do keep your self-
control." And she called back to me in a clear voice: "Oh, my
dear, will you ever consent to speak to me after all this? But
don't ask for the impossible. He was born to be laughed at."
"Yes," I cried. "But don't let yourself go."
I don't know whether Ortega heard us. He was exerting then his
utmost strength of lung against the
infamous plot to
expose him to
the
derision of the fiendish associates of that obscene woman! . .
. Then he began another interlude upon the door, so sustained and
strong that I had the thought that this was growing absurdly
impossible, that either the
plaster would begin to fall off the
ceiling or he would drop dead next moment, out there.
He stopped, uttered a few curses at the door, and seemed calmer
from sheer exhaustion.
"This story will be all over the world," we heard him begin.
"Deceived, decoyed, inveighed, in order to be made a laughing-stock
before the most debased of all mankind, that woman and her
associates." This was really a
meditation. And then he screamed:
"I will kill you all." Once more he started worrying the door but
it was a startlingly
feeble effort which he
abandoned almost at
once. He must have been at the end of his strength. Dona Rita
from the middle of the room asked me recklessly loud: "Tell me!
Wasn't he born to be laughed at?" I didn't answer her. I was so
near the door that I thought I ought to hear him panting there. He
was terrifying, but he was not serious. He was at the end of his
strength, of his
breath, of every kind of
endurance, but I did not
know it. He was done up, finished; but perhaps he did not know it
himself. How still he was! Just as I began to wonder at it, I
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distinctly give a slap to his
forehead. "I see it all!"
he cried. "That
miserable, canting
peasant-woman
upstairs has
arranged it all. No doubt she consulted her priests. I must
regain my self-respect. Let her die first." I heard him make a
dash for the foot of the stairs. I was appalled; yet to think of
Therese being hoisted with her own petard was like a turn of
affairs in a farce. A very
ferocious farce. Instinctively I
unlocked the door. Dona Rita's contralto laugh rang out loud,
bitter, and
contemptuous; and I heard Ortega's distracted screaming
as if under
torture. "It hurts! It hurts! It hurts!" I
hesitated just an
instant, half a second, no more, but before I
could open the door wide there was in the hall a short groan and
the sound of a heavy fall.
The sight of Ortega lying on his back at the foot of the stairs
arrested me in the
doorway. One of his legs was drawn up, the
other
extended fully, his foot very near the
pedestal of the silver
statuette
holding the
feeble and tenacious gleam which made the
shadows so heavy in that hall. One of his arms lay across his
breast. The other arm was
extended full length on the white-and-
black
pavement with the hand palm
upwards and the fingers rigidly
spread out. The shadow of the lowest step slanted across his face
but one
whisker and part of his chin could be made out. He
appeared
strangely flattened. He didn't move at all. He was in
his shirt-sleeves. I felt an
extreme distaste for that sight. The
characteristic sound of a key worrying in the lock stole into my
ears. I couldn't locate it but I didn't attend much to that at
first. I was engaged in watching Senor Ortega. But for his raised
leg he clung so flat to the floor and had taken on himself such a
distorted shape that he might have been the mere shadow of Senor
Ortega. It was rather
fascinating to see him so quiet at the end
of all that fury, clamour,
passion, and
uproar. Surely there was
never anything so still in the world as this Ortega. I had a
bizarre notion that he was not to be disturbed.
A noise like the rattling of chain links, a small grind and click
exploded in the
stillness of the hall and a eciov began to swear in
Italian. These
surprising sounds were quite
welcome, they recalled
me to myself, and I perceived they came from the front door which
seemed pushed a little ajar. Was somebody
trying to get in? I had
no
objection, I went to the door and said: "Wait a moment, it's on
the chain." The deep voice on the other side said: "What an
extraordinary thing," and I assented mentally. It was
extraordinary. The chain was never put up, but Therese was a
thorough sort of person, and on this night she had put it up to