talking about her son again. My interest turned into mere
bitterness of
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contemptuous attention. For I couldn't
withhold it
though I tried to let the stuff go by. Educated in the most
aristocratic college in Paris . . . at eighteen . . . call of duty
. . . with General Lee to the very last cruel minute . . . after
that
catastrophe end of the world - return to France - to old
friendships,
infinite kindness - but a life hollow, without
occupation. . . Then 1870 - and
chivalrousresponse to adopted
country's call and again emptiness, the chafing of a proud spirit
without aim and handicapped not exactly by
poverty but by lack of
fortune. And she, the mother, having to look on at this
wasting of
a most
accomplished man, of a most
chivalrous nature that
practically had no future before it.
"You understand me well, Monsieur George. A nature like this! It
is the most
refinedcruelty of fate to look at. I don't know
whether I suffered more in times of war or in times of peace. You
understand?"
I bowed my head in silence. What I couldn't understand was why he
delayed so long in joining us again. Unless he had had enough of
his mother? I thought without any great
resentment that I was
being
victimized; but then it occurred to me that the cause of his
absence was quite simple. I was familiar enough with his habits by
this time to know that he often managed to
snatch an hour's sleep
or so during the day. He had gone and thrown himself on his bed.
"I admire him exceedingly," Mrs. Blunt was
saying in a tone which
was not at all
maternal. "His
distinction, his fastidiousness, the
earnest
warmth of his heart. I know him well. I assure you that I
would never have dared to suggest," she continued with an
extraordinary haughtiness of attitude and tone that aroused my
attention, "I would never have dared to put before him my views of
the
extraordinary merits and the
uncertain fate of the exquisite
woman of whom we speak, if I had not been certain that,
partly by
my fault, I admit, his attention has been attracted to her and his
- his - his heart engaged."
It was as if some one had poured a
bucket of cold water over my
head. I woke up with a great
shudder to the acute
perception of my
own feelings and of that
aristocrat's
incredible purpose. How it
could have germinated, grown and
matured in that
exclusive soil was
inconceivable. She had been inciting her son all the time to
undertake wonderful salvage work by annexing the heiress of Henry
Allegre - the woman and the fortune.
There must have been an amazed incredulity in my eyes, to which her
own responded by an unflinching black
brilliance which suddenly
seemed to develop a scorching quality even to the point of making
me feel
extremely thirsty all of a sudden. For a time my tongue
literally clove to the roof of my mouth. I don't know whether it
was an
illusion but it seemed to me that Mrs. Blunt had nodded at
me twice as if to say: "You are right, that's so." I made an
effort to speak but it was very poor. If she did hear me it was
because she must have been on the watch for the faintest sound.
"His heart engaged. Like two hundred others, or two thousand, all
around," I mumbled.
"Altogether different. And it's no disparagement to a woman
surely. Of course her great fortune protects her in a certain
measure."
"Does it?" I faltered out and that time I really doubt whether she
heard me. Her
aspect in my eyes had changed. Her purpose being
disclosed, her well-bred ease appeared
sinister, her
aristocratic
repose a
treacherousdevice, her
venerable graciousness a mask of
unbounded
contempt for all human beings
whatever. She was a
terrible old woman with those straight, white wolfish eye-brows.
How blind I had been! Those eyebrows alone ought to have been
enough to give her away. Yet they were as
beautifully smooth as
her voice when she admitted: "That
protection naturally is only
partial. There is the danger of her own self, poor girl. She
requires guidance."
I marvelled at the villainy of my tone as I spoke, but it was only
assumed.
"I don't think she has done badly for herself, so far," I forced
myself to say. "I suppose you know that she began life by herding
the village goats."
In the course of that
phrase I noticed her wince just the least
bit. Oh, yes, she winced; but at the end of it she smiled easily.
"No, I didn't know. So she told you her story! Oh, well, I
suppose you are very good friends. A goatherd - really? In the
fairy tale I believe the girl that marries the
prince is - what is
it? - a gardeuse d'oies. And what a thing to drag out against a
woman. One might just as soon
reproach any of them for coming
unclothed into the world. They all do, you know. And then they
become - what you will discover when you have lived longer,
Monsieur George - for the most part
futile creatures, without any
sense of truth and beauty, drudges of all sorts, or else dolls to
dress. In a word - ordinary."
The
implication of scorn in her
tranquil manner was
immense. It
seemed to
condemn all those that were not born in the Blunt
connection. It was the perfect pride of Republican aristocracy,
which has no gradations and knows no limit, and, as if created by
the grace of God, thinks it ennobles everything it touches:
people, ideas, even passing tastes!
"How many of them," pursued Mrs. Blunt, "have had the good fortune,
the
leisure to develop their
intelligence and their beauty in
aesthetic conditions as this
charming woman had? Not one in a
million. Perhaps not one in an age."
"The heiress of Henry Allegre," I murmured.
"Precisely. But John wouldn't be marrying the heiress of Henry
Allegre."
It was the first time that the frank word, the clear idea, came
into the conversation and it made me feel ill with a sort of
enraged faintness.
"No," I said. "It would be Mme. de Lastaola then."
"Mme. la Comtesse de Lastaola as soon as she likes after the
success of this war."
"And you believe in its success?"
"Do you?"
"Not for a moment," I declared, and was surprised to see her look
pleased.
She was an
aristocrat to the tips of her fingers; she really didn't
care for anybody. She had passed through the Empire, she had lived
through a siege, had rubbed shoulders with the Commune, had seen
everything, no doubt, of what men are
capable in the
pursuit of
their desires or in the
extremity of their
distress, for love, for
money, and even for honour; and in her
precariousconnection with
the very highest spheres she had kept her own honourability
unscathed while she had lost all her prejudices. She was above all
that. Perhaps "the world" was the only thing that could have the
slightest checking influence; but when I ventured to say something
about the view it might take of such an
alliance she looked at me
for a moment with
visible surprise.
"My dear Monsieur George, I have lived in the great world all my
life. It's the best that there is, but that's only because there
is nothing merely
decentanywhere. It will accept anything,
forgive anything, forget anything in a few days. And after all who
will he be marrying? A
charming, clever, rich and
altogetheruncommon woman. What did the world hear of her? Nothing. The
little it saw of her was in the Bois for a few hours every year,
riding by the side of a man of
uniquedistinction and of
exclusivetastes,
devoted to the cult of aesthetic impressions; a man of
whom, as far as
aspect, manner, and behaviour goes, she might have
been the daughter. I have seen her myself. I went on purpose. I
was
immensely struck. I was even moved. Yes. She might have been
- except for that something
radiant in her that marked her apart
from all the other daughters of men. The few remarkable
personalities that count in society and who were admitted into
Henry Allegre's Pavilion treated her with punctilious reserve. I
know that, I have made enquiries. I know she sat there amongst