Pretender with his big
infectious laugh, it wasn't all that lot of
politicians, archbishops, and generals, of monks, guerrilleros, and
smugglers by sea and land, of
dubious agents and shady speculators
and undoubted swindlers, who were pushing their fortunes at the
risk of their precious skins. No. It was the Legitimist Principle
asserting itself! Well, I would accept the view but with one
reservation. All the others might have been merged into the idea,
but I, the latest
recruit, I would not be merged in the Legitimist
Principle. Mine was an act of independent
assertion. Never before
had I felt so
intensely aware of my
personality. But I said
nothing of that to Mills. I only told him I thought we had better
not be seen very often together in the streets. He agreed. Hearty
handshake. Looked
affectionately after his broad back. It never
occurred to him to turn his head. What was I in
comparison with
the Principle of Legitimacy?
Late that night I went in search of Dominic. That Mediterranean
sailor was just the man I wanted. He had a great experience of all
unlawful things that can be done on the seas and he brought to the
practice of them much
wisdom and
audacity. That I didn't know
where he lived was nothing since I knew where he loved. The
proprietor of a small, quiet cafe on the quay, a certain Madame
Leonore, a woman of thirty-five with an open Roman face and
intelligent black eyes, had captivated his heart years ago. In
that cafe with our heads close together over a
marble table,
Dominic and I held an
earnest and endless confabulation while
Madame Leonore, rustling a black silk skirt, with gold earrings,
with her raven hair elaborately dressed and something nonchalant in
her movements, would take occasion, in passing to and fro, to rest
her hand for a moment on Dominic's shoulder. Later when the little
cafe had emptied itself of its
habitual customers,
mostly people
connected with the work of ships and cargoes, she came quietly to
sit at our table and looking at me very hard with her black,
sparkling eyes asked Dominic familiarly what had happened to his
Signorino. It was her name for me. I was Dominic's Signorino.
She knew me by no other; and our
connection has always been
somewhat of a
riddle to her. She said that I was somehow changed
since she saw me last. In her rich voice she urged Dominic only to
look at my eyes. I must have had some piece of luck come to me
either in love or at cards, she bantered. But Dominic answered
half in scorn that I was not of the sort that runs after that kind
of luck. He stated generally that there were some young gentlemen
very clever in inventing new ways of getting rid of their time and
their money. However, if they needed a
sensible man to help them
he had no
objection himself to lend a hand. Dominic's general
scorn for the beliefs, and activities, and abilities of upper-class
people covered the Principle of Legitimacy amply; but he could not
resist the opportunity to exercise his special faculties in a field
he knew of old. He had been a
desperate smuggler in his younger
days. We settled the purchase of a fast sailing craft. Agreed
that it must be a balancelle and something
altogether out of the
common. He knew of one
suitable but she was in Corsica. Offered
to start for Bastia by mail-boat in the morning. All the time the
handsome and
mature Madame Leonore sat by, smiling
faintly, amused
at her great man joining like this in a
frolic of boys. She said
the last words of that evening: "You men never grow up," touching
lightly the grey hair above his temple.
A
fortnight later.
. . . In the afternoon to the Prado. Beautiful day. At the moment
of ringing at the door a strong
emotion of an
anxious kind. Why?
Down the length of the dining-room in the rotunda part full of
afternoon light Dona R., sitting cross-legged on the divan in the
attitude of a very old idol or a very young child and surrounded by
many cushions, waves her hand from afar
pleasantly surprised,
exclaiming: "What! Back already!" I give her all the details and
we talk for two hours across a large brass bowl containing a little
water placed between us,
lighting cigarettes and dropping them,
innumerable, puffed at, yet untasted in the
overwhelming interest
of the conversation. Found her very quick in
taking the points and
very
intelligent in her suggestions. All
formality soon vanished
between us and before very long I discovered myself sitting cross-
legged, too, while I held forth on the qualities of different
Mediterranean sailing craft and on the
romantic qualifications of
Dominic for the task. I believe I gave her the whole history of
the man, mentioning even the
existence of Madame Leonore, since the
little cafe would have to be the
headquarters of the
marine part of
the plot.
She murmured, "Ah! Une belle Romaine,"
thoughtfully. She told me
that she liked to hear people of that sort
spoken of in terms of
our common
humanity. She observed also that she wished to see
Dominic some day; to set her eyes for once on a man who could be
absolutely depended on. She wanted to know whether he had engaged
himself in this adventure
solely for my sake.
I said that no doubt it was
partly that. We had been very close
associates in the West Indies from where we had returned together,
and he had a notion that I could be depended on, too. But mainly,
I suppose, it was from taste. And there was in him also a fine
carelessness as to what he did and a love of venturesome
enterprise.
"And you," she said. "Is it
carelessness, too?"
"In a measure," I said. "Within limits."
"And very soon you will get tired."
"When I do I will tell you. But I may also get frightened. I
suppose you know there are risks, I mean apart from the risk of
life."
"As for
instance," she said.
"For
instance, being captured, tried, and sentenced to what they
call 'the galleys,' in Ceuta."
"And all this from that love for . . ."
"Not for Legitimacy," I interrupted the
inquirylightly. "But
what's the use asking such questions? It's like asking the veiled
figure of fate. It doesn't know its own mind nor its own heart.
It has no heart. But what if I were to start asking you - who have
a heart and are not veiled to my sight?" She dropped her charming
adolescent head, so firm in modelling, so gentle in expression.
Her uncovered neck was round like the shaft of a
column. She wore
the same wrapper of thick blue silk. At that time she seemed to
live either in her riding habit or in that wrapper folded tightly
round her and open low to a point in front. Because of the absence
of all trimming round the neck and from the deep view of her bare
arms in the wide
sleeve this
garment seemed to be put directly on
her skin and gave one the
impression of one's nearness to her body
which would have been troubling but for the perfect unconsciousness
of her manner. That day she carried no
barbarous arrow in her
hair. It was parted on one side, brushed back
severely, and tied
with a black
ribbon, without any
bronze mist about her
forehead or
temple. This smoothness added to the many varieties of her
expression also that of child-like innocence.
Great progress in our
intimacy brought about
unconsciously by our
enthusiastic interest in the matter of our
discourse and, in the
moments of silence, by the
sympathetic current of our thoughts.
And this rapidly growing
familiarity (truly, she had a terrible
gift for it) had all the varieties of
earnestness: serious,
excited,
ardent, and even gay. She laughed in contralto; but her
laugh was never very long; and when it had ceased, the silence of
the room with the light dying in all its many windows seemed to lie
about me warmed by its vibration.
As I was preparing to take my leave after a longish pause into
which we had fallen as into a vague dream, she came out of it with
a start and a quiet sigh. She said, "I had forgotten myself." I
took her hand and was raising it naturally, without premeditation,
when I felt suddenly the arm to which it belonged become
in
sensible,
passive, like a stuffed limb, and the whole woman go
inanimate all over! Brusquely I dropped the hand before it reached
my lips; and it was so
lifeless that it fell heavily on to the
divan.
I remained
standing before her. She raised to me not her eyes but
her whole face, inquisitively - perhaps in appeal.