which one was free before. What if they were to be
victorious at
the last? They, or what perhaps lurks in them: fear, deception,
desire,
disillusion - all silent at first before the song of
triumphant love vibrating in the light. Yes. Silent. Even desire
itself! All silent. But not for long!
This was, I think, before the third
expedition. Yes, it must have
been the third, for I remember that it was
boldly planned and that
it was carried out without a hitch. The tentative period was over;
all our arrangements had been perfected. There was, so to speak,
always an unfailing smoke on the hill and an unfailing
lantern on
the shore. Our friends,
mostly bought for hard cash and therefore
valuable, had acquired confidence in us. This, they seemed to say,
is no unfathomable roguery of penniless adventurers. This is but
the
recklessenterprise of men of
wealth and sense and needn't be
inquired into. The young caballero has got real gold pieces in the
belt he wears next his skin; and the man with the heavy moustaches
and unbelieving eyes is indeed very much of a man. They gave to
Dominic all their respect and to me a great show of deference; for
I had all the money, while they thought that Dominic had all the
sense. That judgment was not exactly correct. I had my share of
judgment and
audacity which surprises me now that the years have
chilled the blood without dimming the memory. I remember going
about the business with light-hearted, clear-headed
recklessness
which, according as its decisions were sudden or considered, made
Dominic draw his
breath through his clenched teeth, or look hard at
me before he gave me either a slight nod of
assent or a sarcastic
"Oh, certainly" - just as the
humour of the moment prompted him.
One night as we were lying on a bit of dry sand under the lee of a
rock, side by side, watching the light of our little
vessel dancing
away at sea in the windy distance, Dominic spoke suddenly to me.
"I suppose Alphonso and Carlos, Carlos and Alphonso, they are
nothing to you, together or
separately?"
I said: "Dominic, if they were both to
vanish from the earth
together or
separately it would make no difference to my feelings."
He remarked: "Just so. A man mourns only for his friends. I
suppose they are no more friends to you than they are to me. Those
Carlists make a great
consumption of cartridges. That is well.
But why should we do all those mad things that you will insist on
us doing till my hair," he pursued with grave, mocking
exaggeration, "till my hair tries to stand up on my head? and all
for that Carlos, let God and the devil each guard his own, for that
Majesty as they call him, but after all a man like another and - no
friend."
"Yes, why?" I murmured, feeling my body nestled at ease in the
sand.
It was very dark under the overhanging rock on that night of clouds
and of wind that died and rose and died again. Dominic's voice was
heard
speaking low between the short gusts.
"Friend of the Senora, eh?"
"That's what the world says, Dominic."
"Half of what the world says are lies," he
pronounced dogmatically.
"For all his
majesty he may be a good enough man. Yet he is only a
king in the mountains and to-morrow he may be no more than you.
Still a woman like that - one, somehow, would
grudge her to a
better king. She ought to be set up on a high
pillar for people
that walk on the ground to raise their eyes up to. But you are
otherwise, you gentlemen. You, for
instance, Monsieur, you
wouldn't want to see her set up on a
pillar."
"That sort of thing, Dominic," I said, "that sort of thing, you
understand me, ought to be done early."
He was silent for a time. And then his manly voice was heard in
the shadow of the rock.
"I see well enough what you mean. I spoke of the
multitude, that
only raise their eyes. But for kings and suchlike that is not
enough. Well, no heart need
despair; for there is not a woman that
wouldn't at some time or other get down from her
pillar for no
bigger bribe perhaps than just a flower which is fresh to-day and
withered to-morrow. And then, what's the good of asking how long
any woman has been up there? There is a true
saying that lips that
have been kissed do not lose their freshness."
I don't know what answer I could have made. I imagine Dominic
thought himself unanswerable. As a matter of fact, before I could
speak, a voice came to us down the face of the rock crying
secretly, "Ole, down there! All is safe ashore."
It was the boy who used to hang about the
stable of a muleteer's
inn in a little
shallowvalley with a
shallow little
stream in it,
and where we had been hiding most of the day before coming down to
the shore. We both started to our feet and Dominic said, "A good
boy that. You didn't hear him either come or go above our heads.
Don't
reward him with more than one peseta, Senor,
whatever he
does. If you were to give him two he would go mad at the sight of
so much
wealth and throw up his job at the Fonda, where he is so
useful to run errands, in that way he has of skimming along the
paths without displacing a stone."
Meantime he was busying himself with
striking a fire to set alight
a small heap of dry sticks he had made ready
beforehand on that
spot which in all the
circuit of the Bay was
perfectly screened
from
observation from the land side.
The clear flame shooting up revealed him in the black cloak with a
hood of a Mediterranean sailor. His eyes watched the dancing dim
light to
seaward. And he talked the while.
"The only fault you have, Senor, is being too
generous with your
money. In this world you must give sparingly. The only things you
may deal out without counting, in this life of ours which is but a
little fight and a little love, is blows to your enemy and kisses
to a woman. . . . Ah! here they are coming in."
I noticed the dancing light in the dark west much closer to the
shore now. Its
motion had altered. It swayed slowly as it ran
towards us, and, suddenly, the darker shadow as of a great pointed
wing appeared gliding in the night. Under it a human voice shouted
something confidently.
"Bueno," muttered Dominic. From some
receptacle I didn't see he
poured a lot of water on the blaze, like a
magician at the end of a
successful incantation that had called out a shadow and a voice
from the
immense space of the sea. And his hooded figure
vanished
from my sight in a great hiss and the warm feel of ascending steam.
"That's all over," he said, "and now we go back for more work, more
toil, more trouble, more
exertion with hands and feet, for hours
and hours. And all the time the head turned over the shoulder,
too."
We were climbing a precipitous path
sufficiently dangerous in the
dark, Dominic, more familiar with it, going first and I scrambling
close behind in order that I might grab at his cloak if I chanced
to slip or miss my
footing. I remonstrated against this
arrangement as we stopped to rest. I had no doubt I would grab at
his cloak if I felt myself falling. I couldn't help doing that.
But I would probably only drag him down with me.
With one hand grasping a
shadowy bush above his head he growled
that all this was possible, but that it was all in the
bargain, and
urged me onwards.
When we got on to the level that man whose even
breathing no
exertion, no danger, no fear or anger could
disturb, remarked as we
strode side by side:
"I will say this for us, that we are carrying out all this deadly
foolishness as conscientiously as though the eyes of the Senora
were on us all the time. And as to risk, I suppose we take more