them, who hid themselves among the rocks after disposing a train of
mules well in view on the
seashore. Luckily, on evidence which I
could never understand, Dominic
detected something suspicious.
Perhaps it was by
virtue of some sixth sense that men born for
unlawful
occupations may be
gifted with. "There is a smell of
treachery about this," he remarked suddenly, turning at his oar.
(He and I were pulling alone in a little boat to reconnoitre.) I
couldn't
detect any smell and I regard to this day our escape on
that occasion as,
properlyspeaking,
miraculous. Surely some
supernatural power must have struck
upwards the barrels of the
Carabineers' rifles, for they missed us by yards. And as the
Carabineers have the
reputation of shooting straight, Dominic,
after swearing most
horribly, ascribed our escape to the particular
guardian angel that looks after crazy young gentlemen. Dominic
believed in angels in a
conventional way, but laid no claim to
having one of his own. Soon afterwards, while sailing quietly at
night, we found ourselves suddenly near a small coasting
vessel,
also without lights, which all at once treated us to a
volley of
rifle fire. Dominic's
mighty and inspired yell: "A plat ventre!"
and also an
unexpected roll to windward saved all our lives.
Nobody got a
scratch. We were past in a moment and in a breeze
then blowing we had the heels of anything likely to give us chase.
But an hour afterwards, as we stood side by side peering into the
darkness, Dominic was heard to
mutter through his teeth: "Le
metier se gate." I, too, had the feeling that the trade, if not
altogether spoiled, had seen its best days. But I did not care.
In fact, for my purpose it was rather better, a more potent
influence; like the stronger intoxication of raw spirit. A
volleyin the dark after all was not such a bad thing. Only a moment
before we had received it, there, in that calm night of the sea
full of
freshness and soft whispers, I had been looking at an
enchanting turn of a head in a faint light of its own, the tawny
hair with snared red sparks brushed up from the nape of a white
neck and held up on high by an arrow of gold
feathered with
brilliants and with ruby gleams all along its shaft. That jewelled
ornament, which I remember often telling Rita was of a very
Philistinish
conception (it was in some way connected with a
tortoiseshell comb) occupied an undue place in my memory, tried to
come into some sort of
significance even in my sleep. Often I
dreamed of her with white limbs shimmering in the gloom like a
nymph haunting a riot of
foliage, and raising a perfect round arm
to take an arrow of gold out of her hair to throw it at me by hand,
like a dart. It came on, a whizzing trail of light, but I always
woke up before it struck. Always. Invariably. It never had a
chance. A
volley of small arms was much more likely to do the
business some day - or night.
At last came the day when everything slipped out of my grasp. The
little
vessel, broken and gone like the only toy of a
lonely child,
the sea itself, which had swallowed it, throwing me on shore after
a
shipwreck that instead of a fair fight left in me the memory of a
suicide. It took away all that there was in me of independent
life, but just failed to take me out of the world, which looked
then indeed like Another World fit for no one else but unrepentant
sinners. Even Dominic failed me, his moral entity destroyed by
what to him was a most
tragicending of our common
enterprise. The
lurid
swiftness of it all was like a stunning thunder-clap - and,
one evening, I found myself weary, heartsore, my brain still dazed
and with awe in my heart entering Marseilles by way of the railway
station, after many adventures, one more
disagreeable than another,
involving privations, great exertions, a lot of difficulties with
all sorts of people who looked upon me
evidently more as a
discreditable
vagabond deserving the attentions of gendarmes than a
respectable (if crazy) young gentleman attended by a
guardian angel
of his own. I must
confess that I slunk out of the railway station
shunning its many lights as if,
invariably,
failure made an outcast
of a man. I hadn't any money in my pocket. I hadn't even the
bundle and the stick of a
destitute wayfarer. I was unshaven and
unwashed, and my heart was faint within me. My
attire was such
that I daren't approach the rank of fiacres, where indeed I could
perceive only two pairs of lamps, of which one suddenly drove away
while I looked. The other I gave up to the
fortunate of this
earth. I didn't believe in my power of
persuasion. I had no
powers. I slunk on and on, shivering with cold, through the
uproarious streets. Bedlam was loose in them. It was the time of
Carnival.
Small objects of no value have the secret of sticking to a man in
an
astonishing way. I had nearly lost my liberty and even my life,
I had lost my ship, a money-belt full of gold, I had lost my
companions, had parted from my friend; my
occupation, my only link
with life, my touch with the sea, my cap and
jacket were gone - but
a small penknife and a latchkey had never parted company with me.
With the latchkey I opened the door of
refuge. The hall wore its
deaf-and-dumb air, its black-and-white stillness.
The
sickly gas-jet still struggled
bravely with
adversity at the
end of the raised silver arm of the statuette which had kept to a
hair's
breadth its
graceful pose on the toes of its left foot; and
the
staircase lost itself in the shadows above. Therese was
parsimonious with the lights. To see all this was
surprising. It
seemed to me that all the things I had known ought to have come
down with a crash at the moment of the final
catastrophe on the
Spanish coast. And there was Therese herself desc
ending the
stairs, frightened but plucky. Perhaps she thought that she would
be murdered this time for certain. She had a strange, unemotional
conviction that the house was particularly
convenient for a crime.
One could never get to the bottom of her wild notions which she
held with the stolidity of a
peasantallied to the
outward serenity
of a nun. She quaked all over as she came down to her doom, but
when she recognized me she got such a shock that she sat down
suddenly on the lowest step. She did not expect me for another
week at least, and, besides, she explained, the state I was in made
her blood take "one turn."
Indeed my
plight seemed either to have called out or else repressed
her true nature. But who had ever fathomed her nature! There was
none of her treacly volubility. There were none of her "dear young
gentlemans" and "poor little hearts" and references to sin. In
breathless silence she ran about the house getting my room ready,
lighting fires and gas-jets and even hauling at me to help me up
the stairs. Yes, she did lay hands on me for that charitable
purpose. They trembled. Her pale eyes hardly left my face. "What
brought you here like this?" she whispered once.
"If I were to tell you, Mademoiselle Therese, you would see there
the hand of God."
She dropped the extra pillow she was carrying and then nearly fell
over it. "Oh, dear heart," she murmured, and ran off to the
kitchen.
I sank into bed as into a cloud and Therese reappeared very misty
and
offering me something in a cup. I believe it was hot milk, and
after I drank it she took the cup and stood looking at me fixedly.
I managed to say with difficulty: "Go away,"
whereupon she
vanished as if by magic before the words were fairly out of my
mouth. Immediately afterwards the
sunlight forced through the
slats of the jalousies its diffused glow, and Therese was there
again as if by magic,
saying in a distant voice: "It's midday". .
. Youth will have its rights. I had slept like a stone for
seventeen hours.
I suppose an
honourablebankrupt would know such an
awakening: the
sense of
catastrophe, the shrinking from the necessity of beginning
life again, the faint feeling that there are misfortunes which must
be paid for by a
hanging. In the course of the morning Therese
informed me that the
apartment usually occupied by Mr. Blunt was
vacant and added
mysteriously that she intended to keep it vacant
for a time, because she had been instructed to do so. I couldn't
imagine why Blunt should wish to return to Marseilles. She told me
also that the house was empty except for myself and the two dancing
girls with their father. Those people had been away for some time