had
apparently never heard of Blunt. But he seemed very much
interested in his surroundings, looked all round the hall, noted
the
costly wood of the door panels, paid some attention to the
silver statuette
holding up the
defective gas
burner at the foot of
the stairs, and, finally, asked whether this was in very truth the
house of the most excellent Senora Dona Rita de Lastaola. The
question staggered Therese, but with great presence of mind she
answered the young gentleman that she didn't know what excellence
there was about it, but that the house was her property, having
been given to her by her own sister. At this the young gentleman
looked both puzzled and angry, turned on his heel, and got back
into his fiacre. Why should people be angry with a poor girl who
had never done a single reprehensible thing in her whole life?
"I suppose our Rita does tell people awful lies about her poor
sister." She sighed deeply (she had several kinds of sighs and
this was the
hopeless kind) and added
reflectively, "Sin on sin,
wickedness on wickedness! And the longer she lives the worse it
will be. It would be better for our Rita to be dead."
I told "Mademoiselle Therese" that it was really impossible to tell
whether she was more
stupid or atrocious; but I wasn't really very
much shocked. These outbursts did not
signify anything in Therese.
One got used to them. They were merely the expression of her
rapacity and her
righteousness; so that our conversation ended by
my asking her whether she had any dinner ready for me that evening.
"What's the good of getting you anything to eat, my dear young
Monsieur," she quizzed me
tenderly. "You just only peck like a
little bird. Much better let me save the money for you." It will
show the super-terrestrial nature of my
misery when I say that I
was quite surprised at Therese's view of my
appetite. Perhaps she
was right. I certainly did not know. I stared hard at her and in
the end she admitted that the dinner was in fact ready that very
moment.
The new young gentleman within Therese's
horizon didn't surprise me
very much. Villarel would travel with some sort of suite, a couple
of secretaries at least. I had heard enough of Carlist
headquarters to know that the man had been (very likely was still)
Captain General of the Royal Bodyguard and was a person of great
political (and domestic) influence at Court. The card was, under
its social form, a mere command to present myself before the
grandee. No Royalist
devoted by
conviction, as I must have
appeared to him, could have
mistaken the meaning. I put the card
in my pocket and after dining or not dining - I really don't
remember - spent the evening smoking in the
studio, pursuing
thoughts of
tenderness and grief, visions exalting and cruel. From
time to time I looked at the dummy. I even got up once from the
couch on which I had been writhing like a worm and walked towards
it as if to touch it, but refrained, not from sudden shame but from
sheer
despair. By and by Therese drifted in. It was then late
and, I imagine, she was on her way to bed. She looked the picture
of
cheerful,
rusticinnocence and started propounding to me a
conundrum which began with the words:
"If our Rita were to die before long . . ."
She didn't get any further because I had jumped up and frightened
her by shouting: "Is she ill? What has happened? Have you had a
letter?"
She had had a letter. I didn't ask her to show it to me, though I
daresay she would have done so. I had an idea that there was no
meaning in anything, at least no meaning that mattered. But the
interruption had made Therese
apparently forget her sinister
conundrum. She observed me with her
shrewd, unintelligent eyes for
a bit, and then with the fatuous remark about the Law being just
she left me to the horrors of the
studio. I believe I went to
sleep there from sheer
exhaustion. Some time during the night I
woke up chilled to the bone and in the dark. These were horrors
and no mistake. I dragged myself
upstairs to bed past the
indefatigable statuette
holding up the ever-miserable light. The
black-and-white hall was like an ice-house.
The main
consideration which induced me to call on the Marquis of
Villarel was the fact that after all I was a discovery of Dona
Rita's, her own
recruit. My
fidelity and steadfastness had been
guaranteed by her and no one else. I couldn't bear the idea of her
being criticized by every empty-headed chatterer belonging to the
Cause. And as, apart from that, nothing mattered much, why, then -
I would get this over.
But it appeared that I had not
reflected
sufficiently on all the
consequences of that step. First of all the sight of the Villa
looking shabbily
cheerful in the
sunshine (but not containing her
any longer) was so perturbing that I very nearly went away from the
gate. Then when I got in after much
hesitation - being admitted by
the man in the green baize apron who recognized me - the thought of
entering that room, out of which she was gone as completely as if
she had been dead, gave me such an
emotion that I had to steady
myself against the table till the faintness was past. Yet I was
irritated as at a
treason when the man in the baize apron instead
of letting me into the Pompeiian dining-room crossed the hall to
another door not at all in the Pompeiian style (more Louis XV
rather - that Villa was like a Salade Russe of styles) and
introduced me into a big, light room full of very modern furniture.
The
portrait en pied of an officer in a sky-blue uniform hung on
the end wall. The officer had a small head, a black beard cut
square, a
robust body, and leaned with gauntleted hands on the
simple hilt of a straight sword. That
striking picture dominated a
massive
mahogany desk, and, in front of this desk, a very roomy,
tall-backed
armchair of dark green
velvet. I thought I had been
announced into an empty room till glancing along the
extremely loud
carpet I detected a pair of feet under the
armchair.
I
advanced towards it and discovered a little man, who had made no
sound or
movement till I came into his view, sunk deep in the green
velvet. He altered his position slowly and rested his hollow,
black, quietly burning eyes on my face in prolonged scrutiny. I
detected something comminatory in his yellow, emaciated
countenance, but I believe now he was simply startled by my youth.
I bowed
profoundly. He
extended a meagre little hand.
"Take a chair, Don Jorge."
He was very small, frail, and thin, but his voice was not languid,
though he spoke hardly above his
breath. Such was the
envelope and
the voice of the fanatical soul belonging to the Grand-master of
Ceremonies and Captain General of the Bodyguard at the Headquarters
of the Legitimist Court, now detached on a special
mission. He was
all
fidelity, inflexibility, and sombre
conviction, but like some
great saints he had very little body to keep all these merits in.
"You are very young," he remarked, to begin with. "The matters on
which I desired to
converse with you are very grave."
"I was under the
impression that your Excellency wished to see me
at once. But if your Excellency prefers it I will return in, say,
seven years' time when I may perhaps be old enough to talk about
grave matters."
He didn't stir hand or foot and not even the
quiver of an eyelid
proved that he had heard my shockingly unbecoming retort.
"You have been recommended to us by a noble and loyal lady, in whom
His Majesty - whom God
preserve - reposes an entire confidence.
God will
reward her as she deserves and you, too, Senor, according
to the
disposition you bring to this great work which has the
blessing (here he crossed himself) of our Holy Mother the Church."
"I suppose your Excellency understands that in all this I am not
looking for
reward of any kind."
At this he made a faint, almost
ethereal grimace.
"I was
speaking of the
spiritualblessing which
rewards the service
of religion and will be of benefit to your soul," he explained with
a slight touch of acidity. "The other is
perfectly understood and
your
fidelity is taken for granted. His Majesty - whom God
preserve - has been already pleased to
signify his satisfaction
with your services to the most noble and loyal Dona Rita by a
letter in his own hand."
Perhaps he expected me to
acknowledge this
announcement in some