kills their
mortal frames and drives out the im
mortal tenants. Men
sicken of houses until at last they quit them, as the soul leaves
its body when it is tired of its infirmities. The body has been
called "the house we live in"; the house is quite as much the body
we live in. Shall I tell you some things the Professor said the
other day? - Do! - said the
schoolmistress.
A man's body, - said the Professor, - is
whatever is occupied by
his will and his sensibility. The small room down there, where I
wrote those papers you remember
reading, was much more a
portion of
my body than a paralytic's
senseless and
motionless arm or leg is
of his.
The soul of a man has a
series of concentric envelopes round it,
like the core of an onion, or the innermost of a nest of boxes.
First, he has his natural
garment of flesh and blood. Then, his
artificial integuments, with their true skin of solid stuffs, their
cuticle of lighter tissues, and their variously-tinted pigments.
Thirdly, his domicile, be it a single
chamber or a
stately mansion.
And then, the whole
visible world, in which Time buttons him up as
in a loose outside wrapper.
You shall observe, - the Professor said, - for, like Mr. John
Hunter and other great men, he brings in that SHALL with great
effect sometimes, - you shall observe that a man's clothing or
series of envelopes does after a certain time mould itself upon his
individual nature. We know this of our hats, and are always
reminded of it when we happen to put them on wrong side foremost.
We soon find that the
beaver is a hollow cast of the skull, with
all its
irregular bumps and depressions. Just so all that clothes
a man, even to the blue sky which caps his head, - a little
loosely, - shapes itself to fit each particular being beneath it.
Farmers, sailors, astronomers, poets, lovers, condemned criminals,
all find it different, according to the eyes with which they
severally look.
But our houses shape themselves palpably on our inner and outer
natures. See a householder breaking up and you will be sure of it.
There is a shell-fish which builds all manner of smaller shells
into the walls of its own. A house is never a home until we have
crusted it with the spoils of a hundred lives besides those of our
own past. See what these are and you can tell what the occupant
is.
I had no idea, - said the Professor, - until I pulled up my
domestic
establishment the other day, what an
enormous quantity of
roots I had been making during the years I was planted there. Why,
there wasn't a nook or a corner that some fibre had not worked its
way into; and when I gave the last
wrench, each of them seemed to
shriek like a mandrake, as it broke its hold and came away.
There is nothing that happens, you know, which must not inevitably,
and which does not
actually, photograph itself in every conceivable
aspect and in all dimensions. The
infinite galleries of the Past
await but one brief process and all their pictures will be called
out and fixed forever. We had a curious
illustration of the great
fact on a very
humble scale. When a certain
bookcase, long
standing in one place, for which it was built, was removed, there
was the exact image on the wall of the whole, and of many of its
portions. But in the midst of this picture was another, - the
precise
outline of a map which had hung on the wall before the
bookcase was built. We had all forgotten everything about the map
until we saw its photograph on the wall. Then we remembered it, as
some day or other we may remember a sin which has been built over
and covered up, when this lower
universe is pulled away from before
the wall of Infinity, where the wrong-doing stands self-recorded.
The Professor lived in that house a long time, - not twenty years,
but pretty near it. When he entered that door, two shadows glided
over the
threshold; five lingered in the
doorway when he passed
through it for the last time, - and one of the shadows was claimed
by its owner to be longer than his own. What changes he saw in
that quiet place! Death rained through every roof but his;
children came into life, grew to
maturity,
wedded, faded away,
threw themselves away; the whole drama of life was played in that
stock-company's theatre of a dozen houses, one of which was his,
and no deep sorrow or
severecalamity ever entered his
dwelling.
Peace be to those walls, forever, - the Professor said, - for the
many pleasant years he has passed within them!
The Professor has a friend, now living at a distance, who has been
with him in many of his changes of place, and who follows him in
imagination with tender interest
wherever he goes. - In that little
court, where he lived in gay
loneliness so long, -
- in his autumnal
sojourn by the Connecticut, where it comes
loitering down from its mountain fastnesses like a great lord,
swallowing up the small proprietary rivulets very quietly as it
goes, until it gets proud and
swollen and wantons in huge luxurious
oxbows about the fair Northampton
meadows, and at last overflows
the oldest inhabitant's memory in profligate freshets at Hartford
and all along its lower shores, - up in that caravansary on the
banks of the
stream where Ledyard launched his log canoe, and the
jovial old Colonel used to lead the Commencement processions, -
where blue Ascutney looked down from the far distance, and the
hills of Beulah, as the Professor always called them, rolled up the
opposite
horizon in soft climbing masses, so
suggestive of the
Pilgrim's Heavenward Path that he used to look through his old
"Dollond" to see if the Shining Ones were not within range of
sight, - sweet
visions, sweetest in those Sunday walks which
carried them by the
peaceful common, through the
solemn village
lying in cataleptic
stillness under the shadow of the rod of Moses,
to the terminus of their
harmlessstroll, - the patulous fage, in
the Professor's
classicdialect, - the sp
reading beech, in more
familiar
phrase, - [stop and breathe here a moment, for the
sentence is not done yet, and we have another long journey before
us,] -
- and again once more up among those other hills that shut in the
amber-flowing Housatonic, - dark
stream, but clear, like the lucid
orbs that shine beneath the lids of auburn-haired, sherry-wine-eyed
demi-blondes, - in the home overlooking the winding
stream and the
smooth, flat
meadow; looked down upon by wild hills, where the
tracks of bears and catamounts may yet sometimes be seen upon the
winter snow; facing the twin
summits which rise in the far North,
the highest waves of the great land-storm in all this billowy
region, -
suggestive to mad fancies of the breasts of a half-buried
Titaness, stretched out by a stray
thunderbolt, and
hastily hidden
away beneath the leaves of the forest, - in that home where seven
blessed summers were passed, which stand in memory like the seven
golden candlesticks in the beatific
vision of the holy
dreamer, -
- in that
modestdwelling we were just looking at, not glorious,
yet not unlovely in the youth of its drab and
mahogany, - full of
great and little boys' playthings from top to bottom, - in all
these summer or winter nests he was always at home and always
welcome.
This long articulated sigh of reminiscences, - this calenture which
shows me the maple-shadowed plains of Berkshire and the mountain-
circled green of Grafton beneath the salt waves which come feeling
their way along the wall at my feet,
restless and soft-touching as
blind men's busy fingers, - is for that friend of mine who looks
into the waters of the Patapsco and sees beneath them the same
visions which paint themselves for me in the green depths of the
Charles.
- Did I talk all this off to the
schoolmistress? - Why, no, - of
course not. I have been talking with you, the reader, for the last
ten minutes. You don't think I should expect any woman to listen
to such a
sentence as that long one, without giving her a chance to
put in a word?