them like a marvellous child, and for the rest what can they say
about her? That when
abandoned to herself by the death of Allegre
she has made a mistake? I think that any woman ought to be allowed
one mistake in her life. The worst they can say of her is that she
discovered it, that she had sent away a man in love directly she
found out that his love was not worth having; that she had told him
to go and look for his crown, and that, after dismissing him she
had remained
generouslyfaithful to his cause, in her person and
fortune. And this, you will allow, is rather
uncommon upon the
whole."
"You make her out very magnificent," I murmured, looking down upon
the floor.
"Isn't she?" exclaimed the
aristocratic Mrs. Blunt, with an almost
youthful ingenuousness, and in those black eyes which looked at me
so
calmly there was a flash of the Southern beauty, still naive and
romantic, as if
altogetheruntouched by experience. "I don't think
there is a single grain of vulgarity in all her enchanting person.
Neither is there in my son. I suppose you won't deny that he is
uncommon." She paused.
"Absolutely," I said in a
perfectlyconventional tone, I was now on
my mettle that she should not discover what there was humanly
common in my nature. She took my answer at her own
valuation and
was satisfied.
"They can't fail to understand each other on the very highest level
of idealistic
perceptions. Can you imagine my John thrown away on
some enamoured white goose out of a
stuffy old salon? Why, she
couldn't even begin to understand what he feels or what he needs."
"Yes," I said impenetrably, "he is not easy to understand."
"I have reason to think," she said with a suppressed smile, "that
he has a certain power over women. Of course I don't know anything
about his
intimate life but a
whisper or two have reached me, like
that, floating in the air, and I could hardly suppose that he would
find an
exceptionalresistance in that quarter of all others. But
I should like to know the exact degree."
I disregarded an
annoyingtendency to feel dizzy that came over me
and was very careful in managing my voice.
"May I ask, Madame, why you are telling me all this?"
"For two reasons," she condescended
graciously. "First of all
because Mr. Mills told me that you were much more
mature than one
would expect. In fact you look much younger than I was prepared
for."
"Madame," I interrupted her, "I may have a certain
capacity for
action and for
responsibility, but as to the regions into which
this very
unexpected conversation has taken me I am a great novice.
They are outside my interest. I have had no experience."
"Don't make yourself out so hopeless," she said in a spoilt-beauty
tone. "You have your intuitions. At any rate you have a pair of
eyes. You are everlastingly over there, so I understand. Surely
you have seen how far they are . . ."
I interrupted again and this time
bitterly, but always in a tone of
polite enquiry:
"You think her facile, Madame?"
She looked offended. "I think her most fastidious. It is my son
who is in question here."
And I understood then that she looked on her son as irresistible.
For my part I was just
beginning to think that it would be
impossible for me to wait for his return. I figured him to myself
lying dressed on his bed
sleeping like a stone. But there was no
denying that the mother was
holding me with an awful, tortured
interest. Twice Therese had opened the door, had put her small
head in and drawn it back like a
tortoise. But for some time I had
lost the sense of us two being quite alone in the
studio. I had
perceived the familiar dummy in its corner but it lay now on the
floor as if Therese had knocked it down
angrily with a broom for a
heathen idol. It lay there
prostrate, handless, without its head,
pathetic, like the mangled
victim of a crime.