Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners
In a
faithfulaccount of the life and death of John Bunyan
Or
A brief relation of the
exceeding mercy of God in Christ to him
Namely
In His
taking him out of the dunghill, and converting him to the
faith of His
blessed son Jesus Christ. Here is also particularly
shewed, what sight of, and what troubles he had for sin; and also,
what various temptations he hath met with, and how God hath carried
him through them.
A PREFACE
OR, BRIEF ACCOUNT OF THE PUBLISHING THIS WORK. WRITTEN BY THE
AUTHOR THEREOF, AND DEDICATED TO THOSE WHOM GOD HATH COUNTED HIM
WORTHY TO BEGET TO FAITH, BY HIS MINISTRY IN THE WORD
CHILDREN, Grace be with you. AMEN. I being taken from you in
presence, and so tied up that I cannot perform that duty, that from
God doth lie upon me to you-ward, for your farther edifying and
building up in faith and
holiness, etc., yet that you may see my
soul hath fatherly care and desire after your
spiritual and
everlasting
welfare, I now once again, as before, from the top of
SHENIR and HERMON, so now from THE LIONS' DENS, FROM THE MOUNTAINS
OF THE LEOPARDS (Song iv. 8), do look yet after you all, greatly
longing to see your safe
arrival into THE desired Haven.
I thank God upon every
remembrance of you; and
rejoice, even while
I stick between the teeth of the lion in the
wilderness, that the
grace and mercy, and knowledge of Christ our Saviour, which God
hath bestowed upon you, with
abundance of faith and love; your
hungerings and thirstings after farther
acquaintance with the
Father, in the Son; your
tenderness of heart, your trembling at
sin, your sober and holy
deportment also, before both God and men,
is a great
refreshment to me; FOR YE ARE OUR GLORY AND JOY. 1
Thess. ii. 20.
I have sent you here enclosed, a drop of that honey that I have
taken out of the carcase of a lion. Judg. xiv. 5-8. I have eaten
thereof myself, and am much refreshed
thereby. (Temptations, when
we meet them at first, are as the lion that roared upon SAMSON; but
if we
overcome them, the next time we see them, we shall find a
nest of honey within them.) The PHILISTINES understand me not. It
is something of a relation of the work of God upon my soul, even
from the very first, till now,
wherein you may
perceive my castings
down, and risings up: for He woundeth, and His hands make whole.
It is written in the Scripture, Isa. xxxviii. 19, THE FATHER TO THE
CHILDREN SHALL MAKE KNOWN THY TRUTH. Yea, it was for this reason I
lay so long at Sinai, Lev. iv. 10, 11, to see the fire, and the
cloud, and the darkness, THAT I MIGHT FEAR THE LORD ALL THE DAYS OF
MY LIFE UPON EARTH, AND TELL OF HIS WONDROUS WORKS TO MY CHILDREN.
Psalm lxxviii. 3-5.
Moses, Numb. xxxiii. 1, 2, writ of the journeys of the children of
ISRAEL, from EGYPT to the land of CANAAN; and commanded also that
they did remember their forty years' travel in the
wilderness.
THOU SHALT REMEMBER ALL THE WAY WHICH THE LORD THY GOD LED THEE
THESE FORTY YEARS IN THE WILDERNESS, TO HUMBLE THEE, AND TO PROVE
THEE, AND TO KNOW WHAT WAS IN THINE HEART, WHETHER THOU WOULDST
KEEP HIS COMMANDMENTS, OR NO. Deut. viii. 2. Wherefore this I
have endeavoured to do; and not only so, but to publish it also;
that, if God will, others may be put in
remembrance of what He hath
done for their souls, by
reading His work upon me.
It is
profitable for Christians to be often
calling to mind the
very beginnings of grace with their souls. IT IS A NIGHT TO BE
MUCH OBSERVED UNTO THE LORD, FOR BRINGING THEM OUT FROM THE LAND OF
EGYPT. THIS IS THAT NIGHT OF THE LORD TO BE OBSERVED OF ALL THE
CHILDREN OF ISRAEL IN THEIR GENERATIONS. Exod. xii. 42. O MY GOD
(saith DAVID), Ps. xlii. 6, MY SOUL IS CAST DOWN WITHIN ME;
THEREFORE WILL I REMEMBER THEE FROM THE LAND OF JORDAN, AND OF THE
HERMONITES, FROM THE HILL MIZAR. He remembered also the lion and
the bear, when he went to fight with the giant of GATH. 1 Sam.
xvii. 36, 37.
It was PAUL'S accustomed manner, Acts xxii., and that, when tried
for his life, Acts xxiv., even to open before his judges the manner
of his
conversion: he would think of that day, and that hour, in
which he first did meet with grace; for he found it supported him.
When God had brought the children of Israel out of the Red Sea, far
into the
wilderness, yet they must turn quite about
thither again,
to remember the drowning of their enemies there, Numb. xiv. 25, for
though they sang his praise before, yet they soon forgat his works.
Psalm cvi. 11, 12.
In this
discourse of mine, you may see much; much I say, of the
grace of God towards me: I thank God, I can count it much; for it
was above my sins and Satan's temptations too. I can remember my
fears and doubts, and sad months, with comfort; they are as the
head of GOLIAH in my hand: there was nothing to DAVID like
GOLIAH'S sword, even that sword that should have been sheathed in
his bowels; for the very sight and
remembrance of that did preach
forth God's
deliverance to him. Oh! the
remembrance of my great
sins, of my great temptations, and of my great fear of perishing
for ever! They bring afresh into my mind, the
remembrance of my
great help, my great supports from heaven, and the great grace that
God
extended to such a
wretch as I.
My dear children, call to mind the former days, and years of
ancient times: remember also your songs in the night, and commune
with your own Hearts, Ps. lxxiii. 5-12. Yea, look
diligently, and
leave no corner
therein unsearched for that treasure hid, even the
treasure of your first and second experience of the grace of God
towards you. Remember, I say, the word that first laid hold upon
you: remember your terrors of
conscience, and fear of death and
hell: remember also your tears and prayers to God; yea, how you
sighed under every hedge for mercy. Have you never a hill MIZAR to
remember? Have you forgot the close, the milk-house, the stable,
the barn, and the like, where God did visit your souls? Remember
also the word, the word, I say, upon which the Lord hath caused you
to hope: if you have sinned against light, if you are tempted to
blaspheme, if you are drowned in
despair, if you think God fights
against you, or if heaven is hid from your eyes; remember it was
thus with your father; BUT OUT OF THEM ALL THE LORD DELIVERED ME.
I could have enlarged much in this my
discourse, of my temptations
and troubles for sin; as also of the
merciful kindness and
workingof God with my soul: I could also have stepped into a style much
higher than this, in which I have here
discoursed, and could have
adorned all things more than here I have seemed to do, but I dare
not: God did not play in
tempting of me; neither did I play, when
I sunk as into the bottomless pit, when the PANGS OF HELL CAUGHT
HOLD UPON ME;
wherefore I may not play in relating of them, but be
plain and simple, and lay down the thing as it was; he that liketh
it, let him receive it, and he that doth not, let him produce a
better. Farewell.
My dear Children,
THE MILK AND HONEY ARE BEYOND THIS WILDERNESS. GOD BE MERCIFUL TO
YOU, AND GRANT THAT YOU BE NOT SLOTHFUL TO GO IN TO POSSESS THE
LAND.
JOHN BUNYAN.
GRACE ABOUNDING TO THE CHIEF OF SINNERS
OR,
A BRIEF RELATION OF THE EXCEEDING MERCY OF GOD IN CHRIST, TO HIS
POOR SERVANT, JOHN BUNYAN
IN this my relation of the
mercifulworking of God upon my soul, it
will not be amiss, if in the first place, I do in a few words give