We now might with an equal spirit meet,
And not be matched like
innocence and vice.
She for the Temple's
worship has paid price,
And takes the coin of Pity as a cheat.
She sees through simulation to the bone:
What's best in her impels her to the worst:
Never, she cries, shall Pity
soothe Love's thirst,
Or foul
hypocrisy for truth atone!
XLV
It is the season of the sweet wild rose,
My Lady's
emblem in the heart of me!
So golden-crowned shines she gloriously,
And with that softest dream of blood she glows;
Mild as an evening heaven round Hesper bright!
I pluck the flower, and smell it, and revive
The time when in her eyes I stood alive.
I seem to look upon it out of Night.
Here's Madam, stepping
hastily. Her whims
Bid her demand the flower, which I let drop.
As I proceed, I feel her
sharply stop,
And crush it under heel with trembling limbs.
She joins me in a cat-like way, and talks
Of company, and even condescends
To utter laughing
scandal of old friends.
These are the summer days, and these our walks.
XLVI
At last we parley: we so
strangely dumb
In such a close communion! It befell
About the sounding of the Matin-bell,
And lo! her place was
vacant, and the hum
Of
loneliness was round me. Then I rose,
And my disordered brain did guide my foot
To that old wood where our first love-salute
Was interchanged: the source of many throes!
There did I see her, not alone. I moved
Toward her, and made
proffer of my arm.
She took it simply, with no rude alarm;
And that disturbing shadow passed reproved.
I felt the pained speech coming, and declared
My firm
belief in her, ere she could speak.
A
ghastly morning came into her cheek,
While with a widening soul on me she stared.
XLVII
We saw the swallows
gathering in the sky,
And in the osier-isle we heard them noise.
We had not to look back on summer joys,
Or forward to a summer of bright dye:
But in the largeness of the evening earth
Our spirits grew as we went side by side.
The hour became her husband and my bride.
Love, that had robbed us so, thus
blessed our dearth!
The pilgrims of the year waxed very loud
In multitudinous chatterings, as the flood
Full brown came from the West, and like pale blood
Expanded to the upper
crimson cloud.
Love, that had robbed us of
immortal things,
This little moment mercifully gave,
Where I have seen across the
twilight wave
The swan sail with her young beneath her wings.
XLVIII
Their sense is with their senses all mixed in,
Destroyed by subtleties these women are!
More brain, O Lord, more brain! or we shall mar
Utterly this fair garden we might win.
Behold! I looked for peace, and thought it near.
Our inmost hearts had opened, each to each.
We drank the pure
daylight of honest speech.
Alas! that was the fatal
draught, I fear.
For when of my lost Lady came the word,
This woman, O this agony of flesh!
Jealous
devotion bade her break the mesh,
That I might seek that other like a bird.
I do adore the nobleness! despise
The act! She has gone forth, I know not where.
Will the hard world my sentience of her share
I feel the truth; so let the world surmise.
XLIX
He found her by the ocean's moaning verge,
Nor any
wicked change in her discerned;
And she believed his old love had returned,
Which was her
exultation, and her scourge.
She took his hand, and walked with him, and seemed
The wife he sought, though shadow-like and dry.
She had one
terror, lest her heart should sigh,
And tell her loudly she no longer dreamed.
She dared not say, 'This is my breast: look in.'
But there's a strength to help the
desperate weak.
That night he
learned how silence best can speak
The awful things when Pity pleads for Sin.
About the middle of the night her call
Was heard, and he came wondering to the bed.
'Now kiss me, dear! it may be, now!' she said.
Lethe had passed those lips, and he knew all.
L
Thus
piteously Love closed what he begat:
The union of this ever-diverse pair!
These two were rapid falcons in a snare,
Condemned to do the flitting of the bat.
Lovers beneath the singing sky of May,
They wandered once; clear as the dew on flowers:
But they fed not on the advancing hours:
Their hearts held cravings for the buried day.
Then each
applied to each that fatal knife,
Deep questioning, which probes to endless dole.
Ah, what a dusty answer gets the soul
When hot for certainties in this our life! -
In
tragic hints here see what evermore
Moves dark as yonder
midnight ocean's force,
Thundering like ramping hosts of
warrior horse,
To throw that faint thin fine upon the shore!
THE PATRIOT ENGINEER
'Sirs! may I shake your hands?
My countrymen, I see!
I've lived in foreign lands
Till England's Heaven to me.
A
hearty shake will do me good,
And freshen up my
sluggish blood.'
Into his hard right hand we struck,
Gave the shake, and wish'd him luck.
'--From Austria I come,
An English wife to win,
And find an English home,
And live and die therein.
Great Lord! how many a year I've pined
To drink old ale and speak my mind!'
Loud rang our
laughter, and the shout
Hills round the Meuse-boat echoed about.
'--Ay, no offence: laugh on,
Young gentlemen: I'll join.
Had you to exile gone,
Where free speech is base coin,
You'd sigh to see the jolly nose
Where Freedom's native
liquor flows!'
He this time the
laughter led,
Dabbling his oily
bullet head.
'--Give me, to suit my moods,
An ale-house on a heath,
I'll hand the crags and woods
To B'elzebub beneath.
A fig for scenery! what scene
Can beat a Jackass on a green?'
Gravely he seem'd, with gaze intense,
Putting the question to common sense.
'--Why, there's the ale-house bench:
The furze-flower shining round:
And there's my waiting-wench,
As lissome as a hound.
With "hail Britannia!" ere I drink,
I'll kiss her with an artful wink.'
Fair flash'd the foreign
landscape while
We breath'd again our native Isle.
'--The geese may swim hard-by;
They gabble, and you talk:
You're sure there's not a spy
To mark your name with chalk.
My heart's an oak, and it won't grow
In flower-pots, foreigners must know.'
Pensive he stood: then shook his head
Sadly; held out his fist, and said:
'--You've heard that Hungary's floor'd?
They've got her on the ground.
A
traitor broke her sword:
Two despots held her bound.
I've seen her gasping her last hope:
I've seen her sons strung up b' the rope.
'Nine
gallant gentlemen
In Arad they strung up!
I work'd in peace till then:-
That poison'd all my cup.
A smell of corpses
haunted me:
My
nostril sniff'd like life for sea.
'Take money for my hire
From butchers?--not the man!
I've got some natural fire,
And don't flash in the pan; -
A few ideas I reveal'd:-
'Twas well old England stood my shield!
'Said I, "The Lord of Hosts
Have mercy on your land!
I see those dangling ghosts, -
And you may keep command,
And hang, and shoot, and have your day:
They hold your bill, and you must pay.
'"You've sent them where they're strong,
You carrion Double-Head!
I hear them sound a gong
In Heaven above!"--I said.
"My God, what feathers won't you moult
For this!" says I: and then I bolt.
'The Bird's a
beastly Bird,
And what is more, a fool.
I shake hands with the herd
That flock beneath his rule.
They're kindly; and their land is fine.
I thought it rarer once than mine.
'And rare would be its lot,
But that he baulks its powers:
It's just an
earthen pot
For hearts of oak like ours.
Think! Think!--four days from those frontiers,
And I'm a-head full fifty years.