her feet, locked in a
literally tooth-and-nail struggle with Ortega
would have been
odious. I wanted to spare her feelings, just as I
would have been
anxious to save from any
contact with mud the feet
of that goatherd of the mountains with a symbolic face. I looked
at her face. For immobility it might have been a
carving. I
wished I knew how to deal with that embodied
mystery, to influence
it, to manage it. Oh, how I longed for the gift of authority! In
addition, since I had become completely sane, all my scruples
against laying hold of her had returned. I felt shy and
embarrassed. My eyes were fixed on the
bronze handle of the
fencing-room door as if it were something alive. I braced myself
up against the moment when it would move. This was what was going
to happen next. It would move very
gently. My heart began to
thump. But I was prepared to keep myself as still as death and I
hoped Dona Rita would have sense enough to do the same. I stole
another glance at her face and at that moment I heard the word:
"Beloved!" form itself in the still air of the room, weak,
distinct, piteous, like the last request of the dying.
With great presence of mind I whispered into Dona Rita's ear:
"Perfect silence!" and was overjoyed to discover that she had heard
me, understood me; that she even had command over her rigid lips.
She answered me in a
breath (our cheeks were nearly touching):
"Take me out of this house."
I glanced at all her clothing scattered about the room and hissed
forcibly the
warning "Perfect immobility"; noticing with relief
that she didn't offer to move, though animation was returning to
her and her lips had remained parted in an awful, unintended effect
of a smile. And I don't know whether I was pleased when she, who
was not to be touched, gripped my wrist suddenly. It had the air
of being done on purpose because almost
instantly another:
"Beloved!" louder, more agonized if possible, got into the room
and, yes, went home to my heart. It was followed without any
transition,
preparation, or
warning, by a
positively bellowed:
"Speak, perjured beast!" which I felt pass in a
thrill right
through Dona Rita like an electric shock, leaving her as motionless
as before.
Till he shook the door handle, which he did immediately afterwards,
I wasn't certain through which door he had
spoken. The two doors
(in different walls) were rather near each other. It was as I
expected. He was in the fencing-room,
thoroughly aroused, his
senses on the alert to catch the slightest sound. A situation not
to be trifled with. Leaving the room was for us out of the
question. It was quite possible for him to dash round into the
hall before we could get clear of the front door. As to making a
bolt of it
upstairs there was the same
objection; and to allow
ourselves to be chased all over the empty house by this maniac
would have been mere folly. There was no
advantage in locking
ourselves up
anywhereupstairs where the original doors and locks
were much lighter. No, true safety was in
absolutestillness and
silence, so that even his rage should be brought to doubt at last
and die expended, or choke him before it died; I didn't care which.
For me to go out and meet him would have been
stupid. Now I was
certain that he was armed. I had remembered the wall in the
fencing-room decorated with trophies of cold steel in all the
civilized and
savage forms; sheaves of assegais, in the guise of
columns and grouped between them stars and suns of choppers,
swords,
knives; from Italy, from Damascus, from Abyssinia, from the
ends of the world. Ortega had only to make his
barbarous choice.
I suppose he had got up on the bench, and fumbling about
amongstthem must have brought one down, which, falling, had produced that
rattling noise. But in any case to go to meet him would have been
folly, because, after all, I might have been overpowered (even with
bare hands) and then Dona Rita would have been left utterly
defenceless.
"He will speak," came to me the
ghostly, terrified murmur of her
voice. "Take me out of the house before he begins to speak."
"Keep still," I whispered. "He will soon get tired of this."
"You don't know him."
"Oh, yes, I do. Been with him two hours."
At this she let go my wrist and covered her face with her hands
passionately. When she dropped them she had the look of one
morally crushed.
"What did he say to you?"
"He raved."
"Listen to me. It was all true!"
"I daresay, but what of that?"
These
ghostly words passed between us hardly louder than thoughts;
but after my last answer she ceased and gave me a searching stare,
then drew in a long
breath. The voice on the other side of the
door burst out with an im
passioned request for a little pity, just
a little, and went on begging for a few words, for two words, for
one word - one poor little word. Then it gave up, then
repeatedonce more, "Say you are there, Rita, Say one word, just one word.
Say 'yes.' Come! Just one little yes."
"You see," I said. She only lowered her eyelids over the
anxiousglance she had turned on me.
For a minute we could have had the
illusion that he had stolen
away, unheard, on the thick mats. But I don't think that either of
us was deceived. The voice returned, stammering words without
connection, pausing and faltering, till suddenly steadied it soared
into im
passioned
entreaty, sank to low, harsh tones, voluble, lofty
sometimes and sometimes
abject. When it paused it left us looking
profoundly at each other.
"It's almost comic," I whispered.
"Yes. One could laugh," she assented, with a sort of sinister
conviction. Never had I seen her look exactly like that, for an
instant another, an
incredible Rita! "Haven't I laughed at him
innumerable times?" she added in a sombre whisper.
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"What?" as though he had fancied he had heard something. He waited
a while before he started up again with a loud: "Speak up, Queen
of the goats, with your goat tricks. . ." All was still for a
time, then came a most awful bang on the door. He must have
stepped back a pace to hurl himself
bodily against the panels. The
whole house seemed to shake. He
repeated that
performance once
more, and then
varied it by a prolonged drumming with his fists.
It WAS comic. But I felt myself struggling mentally with an
invading gloom as though I were no longer sure of myself.
"Take me out," whispered Dona Rita feverishly, "take me out of this
house before it is too late."
"You will have to stand it," I answered.
"So be it; but then you must go away yourself. Go now, before it
is too late."
I didn't
condescend to answer this. The drumming on the panels
stopped and the
absurdthunder of it died out in the house. I
don't know why
precisely then I had the acute
vision of the red
mouth of Jose Ortega wriggling with rage between his funny
whiskers. He began afresh but in a tired tone:
"Do you expect a fellow to forget your tricks, you
wicked little
devil? Haven't you ever seen me dodging about to get a sight of
you
amongst those pretty gentlemen, on
horseback, like a princess,
with pure cheeks like a carved saint? I wonder I didn't throw
stones at you, I wonder I didn't run after you shouting the tale -
curse my timidity! But I daresay they knew as much as I did.
More. All the new tricks - if that were possible."
While he was making this
uproar, Dona Rita put her fingers in her
ears and then suddenly changed her mind and clapped her hands over
my ears. Instinctively I disengaged my head but she persisted. We
had a short tussle without moving from the spot, and suddenly I had
my head free, and there was complete silence. He had screamed