Again I glanced at him sideways. I was the taller of the two and
as it happened I met in the light of the street lamp his own
stealthy glance directed up at me with an agonized expression, an
expression that made me fancy I could see the man's very soul
writhing in his body like an impaled worm. In spite of my utter
inexperience I had some notion of the images that rushed into his
mind at the sight of any man who had approached Dona Rita. It was
enough to
awaken in any human being a
movement of horrified
compassion; but my pity went out not to him but to Dona Rita. It
was for her that I felt sorry; I pitied her for having that damned
soul on her track. I pitied her with
tenderness and indignation,
as if this had been both a danger and a dishonour.
I don't mean to say that those thoughts passed through my head
consciously. I had only the resultant, settled feeling. I had,
however, a thought, too. It came on me suddenly, and I asked
myself with rage and
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astonishment: "Must I then kill that brute?"
There didn't seem to be any
alternative. Between him and Dona Rita
I couldn't
hesitate. I believe I gave a slight laugh of
desperation. The suddenness of this
sinisterconclusion had in it
something comic and unbelievable. It loosened my grip on my mental
processes. A Latin tag came into my head about the facile descent
into the abyss. I marvelled at its aptness, and also that it
should have come to me so pat. But I believe now that it was
suggested simply by the
actual declivity of the street of the
Consuls which lies on a gentle slope. We had just turned the
corner. All the houses were dark and in a
perspective of complete
solitude our two shadows dodged and wheeled about our feet.
"Here we are," I said.
He was an
extraordinarilychilly devil. When we stopped I could
hear his teeth chattering again. I don't know what came over me, I
had a sort of
nervous fit, was
incapable of
finding my pockets, let
alone the latchkey. I had the
illusion of a narrow
streak of light
on the wall of the house as if it had been
cracked. "I hope we
will be able to get in," I murmured.
Senor Ortega stood
waitingpatiently with his handbag, like a
rescued wayfarer. "But you live in this house, don't you?" he
observed.
"No," I said, without
hesitation. I didn't know how that man would
behave if he were aware that I was staying under the same roof. He
was half mad. He might want to talk all night, try crazily to
invade my
privacy. How could I tell? Moreover, I wasn't so sure
that I would remain in the house. I had some notion of going out
again and walking up and down the street of the Consuls till
daylight. "No, an
absent friend lets me use . . . I had that
latchkey this morning . . . Ah! here it is."
I let him go in first. The
sickly gas flame was there on duty,
undaunted,
waiting for the end of the world to come and put it out.
I think that the black-and-white hall surprised Ortega. I had
closed the front door without noise and stood for a moment
listening, while he glanced about furtively. There were only two
other doors in the hall, right and left. Their panels of ebony
were decorated with
bronze applications in the centre. The one on
the left was of course Blunt's door. As the passage leading beyond
it was dark at the further end I took Senor Ortega by the hand and
led him along, unresisting, like a child. For some reason or other
I moved on tip-toe and he followed my example. The light and the
warmth of the
studioimpressed him
favourably; he laid down his
little bag, rubbed his hands together, and produced a smile of
satisfaction; but it was such a smile as a
totally ruined man would
perhaps force on his lips, or a man condemned to a short shrift by
his doctor. I begged him to make himself at home and said that I
would go at once and hunt up the woman of the house who would make
him up a bed on the big couch there. He hardly listened to what I
said. What were all those things to him! He knew that his destiny
was to sleep on a bed of thorns, to feed on adders. But he tried
to show a sort of
polite interest. He asked: "What is this
place?"
"It used to belong to a painter," I mumbled.
"Ah, your
absent friend," he said, making a wry mouth. "I detest
all those artists, and all those writers, and all politicos who are
thieves; and I would go even farther and higher, laying a curse on
all idle lovers of women. You think perhaps I am a Royalist? No.
If there was anybody in heaven or hell to pray to I would pray for
a revolution - a red revolution everywhere."
"You
astonish me," I said, just to say something.
"No! But there are half a dozen people in the world with whom I
would like to settle accounts. One could shoot them like
partridges and no questions asked. That's what revolution would
mean to me."
"It's a
beautifully simple view," I said. "I imagine you are not
the only one who holds it; but I really must look after your
comforts. You mustn't forget that we have to see Baron H. early
to-morrow morning." And I went out quietly into the passage
wondering in what part of the house Therese had elected to sleep
that night. But, lo and behold, when I got to the foot of the
stairs there was Therese coming down from the upper regions in her
nightgown, like a sleep-walker. However, it wasn't that, because,
before I could exclaim, she vanished off the first floor
landinglike a
streak of white mist and without the slightest sound. Her
attire made it
perfectly clear that she could not have heard us
coming in. In fact, she must have been certain that the house was
empty, because she was as well aware as myself that the Italian
girls after their work at the opera were going to a masked ball to
dance for their own
amusement, attended of course by their
conscientious father. But what thought, need, or sudden
impulsehad
driven Therese out of bed like this was something I couldn't
conceive.
I didn't call out after her. I felt sure that she would return. I
went up slowly to the first floor and met her coming down again,
this time carrying a lighted candle. She had managed to make
herself presentable in an
extraordinarily short time.
"Oh, my dear young Monsieur, you have given me a fright."
"Yes. And I nearly fainted, too," I said. "You looked
perfectlyawful. What's the matter with you? Are you ill?"
She had lighted by then the gas on the
landing and I must say that
I had never seen exactly that manner of face on her before. She
wriggled, confused and shifty-eyed, before me; but I ascribed this
behaviour to her shocked
modesty and without troubling myself any
more about her feelings I informed her that there was a Carlist
downstairs who must be put up for the night. Most
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unexpectedly she
betrayed a
ridiculousconsternation, but only for a moment. Then
she assumed at once that I would give him
hospitalityupstairswhere there was a camp-bedstead in my dressing-room. I said:
"No. Give him a shake-down in the
studio, where he is now. It's
warm in there. And remember! I
charge you
strictly not to let him
know that I sleep in this house. In fact, I don't know myself that
I will; I have certain matters to attend to this very night. You
will also have to serve him his coffee in the morning. I will take
him away before ten o'clock."
All this seemed to
impress her more than I had expected. As usual
when she felt curious, or in some other way excited, she assumed a
saintly, detached expression, and asked:
"The dear gentleman is your friend, I suppose?"
"I only know he is a Spaniard and a Carlist," I said: "and that
ought to be enough for you."
Instead of the usual effusive exclamations she murmured: "Dear me,
dear me," and
departedupstairs with the candle to get together a
few blankets and pillows, I suppose. As for me I walked quietly
downstairs on my way to the
studio. I had a curious
sensation that
I was
acting in a preordained manner, that life was not at all what
I had thought it to be, or else that I had been
altogether changed