was very solidly built. Yet that morning I missed in the
stillnessthat feeling of
security and peace which ought to have been
associated with it. It is, I believe, generally admitted that the
dead are glad to be at rest. But I wasn't at rest. What was wrong
with that silence? There was something incongruous in that peace.
What was it that had got into that
stillness? Suddenly I
remembered: the mother of Captain Blunt.
Why had she come all the way from Paris? And why should I bother
my head about it? H'm - the Blunt
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atmosphere, the reinforced Blunt
vibration stealing through the walls, through the thick walls and
the almost more solid
stillness. Nothing to me, of course - the
movements of Mme. Blunt, mere. It was
maternalaffection which had
brought her south by either the evening or morning Rapide, to take
anxious stock of the ravages of that insomnia. Very good thing,
insomnia, for a
cavalry officer perpetually on outpost duty, a real
godsend, so to speak; but on leave a truly
devilish condition to be
in.
The above
sequence of thoughts was entirely unsympathetic and it
was followed by a feeling of
satisfaction that I, at any rate, was
not
suffering from insomnia. I could always sleep in the end. In
the end. Escape into a
nightmare. Wouldn't he revel in that if he
could! But that wasn't for him. He had to toss about open-eyed
all night and get up weary, weary. But oh, wasn't I weary, too,
waiting for a sleep without dreams.
I heard the door behind me open. I had been
standing with my face
to the window and, I declare, not
knowing what I was looking at
across the road - the Desert of Sahara or a wall of bricks, a
landscape of rivers and forests or only the Consulate of Paraguay.
But I had been thinking,
apparently, of Mr. Blunt with such
intensity that when I saw him enter the room it didn't really make
much difference. When I turned about the door behind him was
already shut. He
advanced towards me, correct, supple, hollow-
eyed, and smiling; and as to his
costume ready to go out except for
the old shooting
jacket which he must have
affectioned
particularly, for he never lost any time in getting into it at
every opportunity. Its material was some tweed
mixture; it had
gone inconceivably
shabby, it was shrunk from old age, it was
ragged at the elbows; but any one could see at a glance that it had
been made in London by a
celebratedtailor, by a
distinguishedspecialist. Blunt came towards me in all the
elegance of his
slimness and affirming in every line of his face and body, in the
correct set of his shoulders and the
careless freedom of his
movements, the
superiority, the inexpressible
superiority, the
unconscious, the unmarked, the not-to-be-described, and even not-
to-be-caught,
superiority of the naturally born and the
perfectlyfinished man of the world, over the simple young man. He was
smiling, easy, correct,
perfectlydelightful, fit to kill
He had come to ask me, if I had no other
engagement, to lunch with
him and his mother in about an hour's time. He did it in a most
degage tone. His mother had given him a surprise. The completest
. . . The
foundation of his mother's
psychology was her
delightfulunexpectedness. She could never let things be (this in a peculiar
tone which he checked at once) and he really would take it very
kindly of me if I came to break the tete-e-tete for a while (that
is if I had no other
engagement. Flash of teeth). His mother was
exquisitely and
tenderlyabsurd. She had taken it into her head
that his health was endangered in some way. And when she took
anything into her head . . . Perhaps I might find something to say
which would
reassure her. His mother had two long conversations
with Mills on his passage through Paris and had heard of me (I knew
how that thick man could speak of people, he interjected
ambiguously) and his mother, with an insatiable
curiosity for
anything that was rare (filially
humorousaccent here and a softer
flash of teeth), was very
anxious to have me presented to her
(
courteous intonation, but no teeth). He hoped I wouldn't mind if
she treated me a little as an "interesting young man." His mother
had never got over her seventeenth year, and the manner of the
spoilt beauty of at least three counties at the back of the
Carolinas. That again got overlaid by the sans-facon of a grande
dame of the Second Empire.
I accepted the
invitation with a
worldly grin and a
perfectly just
intonation, because I really didn't care what I did. I only
wondered
vaguely why that fellow required all the air in the room
for himself. There did not seem enough left to go down my throat.
I didn't say that I would come with pleasure or that I would be
delighted, but I said that I would come. He seemed to forget his
tongue in his head, put his hands in his pockets and moved about
vaguely. "I am a little
nervous this morning," he said in French,
stopping short and looking me straight in the eyes. His own were
deep sunk, dark, fatal. I asked with some
malice, that no one
could have detected in my intonation, "How's that sleeplessness?"
He muttered through his teeth, "Mal. Je ne dors plus." He moved
off to stand at the window with his back to the room. I sat down
on a sofa that was there and put my feet up, and silence took
possession of the room.
"Isn't this street
ridiculous?" said Blunt suddenly, and crossing
the room rapidly waved his hand to me, "A bientot donc," and was
gone. He had seared himself into my mind. I did not understand
him nor his mother then; which made them more
impressive; but I
have discovered since that those two figures required no
mystery to
make them
memorable. Of course it isn't every day that one meets a
mother that lives by her wits and a son that lives by his sword,
but there was a perfect finish about their ambiguous personalities
which is not to be met twice in a life-time. I shall never forget
that grey dress with ample skirts and long corsage yet with
infinite style, the ancient as if
ghostly beauty of outlines, the
black lace, the silver hair, the
harmonious, restrained
movements
of those white, soft hands like the hands of a queen - or an
abbess; and in the general fresh effect of her person the brilliant
eyes like two stars with the calm reposeful way they had of moving
on and off one, as if nothing in the world had the right to veil
itself before their once
sovereign beauty. Captain Blunt with
smiling
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formality introduced me by name, adding with a certain
relaxation of the
formal tone the
comment: "The Monsieur George!
whose fame you tell me has reached even Paris." Mrs. Blunt's
reception of me, glance, tones, even to the attitude of the
admirably corseted figure, was most friendly, approaching the limit
of half-familiarity. I had the feeling that I was beholding in her
a captured ideal. No common experience! But I didn't care. It
was very lucky perhaps for me that in a way I was like a very sick
man who has yet preserved all his lucidity. I was not even
wondering to myself at what on earth I was doing there. She
breathed out: "Comme c'est romantique," at large to the dusty
studio as it were; then pointing to a chair at her right hand, and
bending
slightly towards me she said:
"I have heard this name murmured by pretty lips in more than one
royalist salon."
I didn't say anything to that ingratiating speech. I had only an
odd thought that she could not have had such a figure, nothing like
it, when she was seventeen and wore snowy
muslin dresses on the
family
plantation in South Carolina, in pre-abolition days.
"You won't mind, I am sure, if an old woman whose heart is still
young elects to call you by it," she declared.
"Certainly, Madame. It will be more romantic," I assented with a
respectful bow.
She dropped a calm: "Yes - there is nothing like
romance while one
is young. So I will call you Monsieur George," she paused and then
added, "I could never get old," in a
matter-of-fact final tone as
one would remark, "I could never learn to swim," and I had the
presence of mind to say in a tone to match, "C'est
evident,
Madame." It was
evident. She couldn't get old; and across the
table her thirty-year-old son who couldn't get sleep sat listening