"I assure you there isn't anything
incorrect in your coming," he
insisted, with the greatest
civility. "You will be introduced by
two good friends, Mills and myself. Surely you are not afraid of a
very
charming woman. . . ."
I was not afraid, but my head swam a little and I only looked at
him mutely.
"Lunch
precisely at
midday. Mills will bring you along. I am
sorry you two are going. I shall throw myself on the bed for an
hour or two, but I am sure I won't sleep."
He accompanied us along the passage into the black-and-white hall,
where the low gas flame glimmered forlornly. When he opened the
front door the cold blast of the mistral rushing down the street of
the Consuls made me
shiver to the very
marrow of my bones.
Mills and I exchanged but a few words as we walked down towards the
centre of the town. In the chill tempestuous dawn he strolled
along musingly, disregarding the
discomfort of the cold, the
depressing influence of the hour, the
desolation of the empty
streets in which the dry dust rose in whirls in front of us, behind
us, flew upon us from the side streets. The masks had gone home
and our footsteps echoed on the flagstones with
unequal sound as of
men without purpose, without hope.
"I suppose you will come," said Mills suddenly.
"I really don't know," I said.
"Don't you? Well, remember I am not
trying to
persuade you; but I
am staying at the Hotel de Louvre and I shall leave there at a
quarter to twelve for that lunch. At a quarter to twelve, not a
minute later. I suppose you can sleep?"
I laughed.
"Charming age, yours," said Mills, as we came out on the quays.
Already dim figures of the workers moved in the
biting dawn and the
masted forms of ships were coming out dimly, as far as the eye
could reach down the old harbour.
"Well," Mills began again, "you may oversleep yourself."
This
suggestion was made in a
cheerful tone, just as we shook hands
at the lower end of the Cannebiere. He looked very burly as he
walked away from me. I went on towards my lodgings. My head was
very full of confused images, but I was really too tired to think.
PART TWO
CHAPTER I
Sometimes I wonder yet whether Mills wished me to oversleep myself
or not: that is, whether he really took sufficient interest to
care. His uniform kindliness of manner made it impossible for me
to tell. And I can hardly remember my own feelings. Did I care?
The whole
recollection of that time of my life has such a peculiar
quality that the
beginning and the end of it are merged in one
sensation of
profoundemotion,
continuous and overpowering,
containing the extremes of
exultation, full of
careless joy and of
an invincible
sadness - like a day-dream. The sense of all this
having been gone through as if in one great rush of
imagination is
all the stronger in the distance of time, because it had something
of that quality even then: of fate unprovoked, of events that
didn't cast any shadow before.
Not that those events were in the least
extraordinary. They were,
in truth,
commonplace. What to my
backward glance seems startling
and a little awful is their
punctualness and inevitability. Mills
was
punctual. Exactly at a quarter to twelve he appeared under the
lofty
portal of the Hotel de Louvre, with his fresh face, his ill-
fitting grey suit, and enveloped in his own
sympathetic atmosphere.
How could I have avoided him? To this day I have a shadowy
conviction of his
inherentdistinction of mind and heart, far
beyond any man I have ever met since. He was unavoidable: and of
course I never tried to avoid him. The first sight on which his
eyes fell was a victoria pulled up before the hotel door, in which
I sat with no
sentiment I can remember now but that of some slight
shyness. He got in without a moment's
hesitation, his friendly
glance took me in from head to foot and (such was his peculiar
gift) gave me a pleasurable sensation.
After we had gone a little way I couldn't help
saying to him with a
bashful laugh: "You know, it seems very
extraordinary that I
should be driving out with you like this."
He turned to look at me and in his kind voice:
"You will find everything
extremely simple," he said. "So simple
that you will be quite able to hold your own. I suppose you know
that the world is
selfish, I mean the majority of the people in it,
often
unconsciously I must admit, and e
specially people with a
mission, with a fixed idea, with some
fantastic object in view, or
even with only some
fantasticillusion. That doesn't mean that
they have no scruples. And I don't know that at this moment I
myself am not one of them."
"That, of course, I can't say," I retorted.
"I haven't seen her for years," he said, "and in
comparison with
what she was then she must be very grown up by now. From what we
heard from Mr. Blunt she had experiences which would have
matured
her more than they would teach her. There are of course people
that are not teachable. I don't know that she is one of them. But
as to
maturity that's quite another thing. Capacity for suffering
is developed in every human being
worthy of the name."
"Captain Blunt doesn't seem to be a very happy person," I said.
"He seems to have a
grudge against everybody. People make him
wince. The things they do, the things they say. He must be
awfully
mature."
Mills gave me a sidelong look. It met mine of the same character
and we both smiled without
openly looking at each other. At the
end of the Rue de Rome the
violentchillybreath of the mistral
enveloped the victoria in a great widening of
brilliant sunshine
without heat. We turned to the right, circling at a
stately pace
about the rather mean obelisk which stands at the entrance to the
Prado.
"I don't know whether you are
mature or not," said Mills
humorously. "But I think you will do. You . . . "
"Tell me," I interrupted, "what is really Captain Blunt's position
there?"
And I nodded at the alley of the Prado
opening before us between
the rows of the
perfectly leafless trees.
"Thoroughly false, I should think. It doesn't
accord either with
his
illusions or his pretensions, or even with the real position he
has in the world. And so what between his mother and the General
Headquarters and the state of his own feelings he. . . "
"He is in love with her," I interrupted again.
"That wouldn't make it any easier. I'm not at all sure of that.
But if so it can't be a very idealistic
sentiment. All the warmth
of his
idealism is concentrated upon a certain 'Americain,
Catholique et gentil-homme. . . '"
The smile which for a moment dwelt on his lips was not unkind.
"At the same time he has a very good grip of the material
conditions that surround, as it were, the situation."
"What do you mean? That Dona Rita" (the name came strangely
familiar to my tongue) "is rich, that she has a fortune of her
own?"
"Yes, a fortune," said Mills. "But it was Allegre's fortune
before. . . And then there is Blunt's fortune: he lives by his
sword. And there is the fortune of his mother, I assure you a
perfectlycharming, clever, and most
aristocratic old lady, with
the most
distinguished connections. I really mean it. She doesn't
live by her sword. She . . . she lives by her wits. I have a
notion that those two
dislike each other
heartily at times. . .
Here we are."
The victoria stopped in the side alley, bordered by the low walls
of private grounds. We got out before a wrought-iron
gateway which
stood half open and walked up a
circular drive to the door of a
large villa of a neglected appearance. The mistral howled in the
sunshine, shaking the bare bushes quite
furiously. And everything
was bright and hard, the air was hard, the light was hard, the