Hermann but
partially heard the words; the whole of his members
Inwardly quivered, and all the
circle were suddenly silent.
But the excellent
maiden, by words of such irony wounded,
(As she esteem'd them to be) and deeply
distress'd in her spirit,
Stood, while a passing flush from her cheeks as far as her neck was
Spreading, but she restrain'd herself, and collected her thoughts soon;
Then to the old man she said, not fully concealing her sorrow
"Truly I was not prepared by your son for such a reception,
When he described his father's nature,--that excellent burgher,
And I know I am
standing before you, a person of culture,
Who behaves himself
wisely to all, in a
suitable manner.
But it would seem that you feel not pity enough for the poor thing
Who has just cross'd your
threshold, prepared to enter your service
Else you would not seek to point out, with
ridicule bitter,
How far removed my lot from your son's and that of yourself is.
True, with a little
bundle, and poor, I have enter'd your dwelling,
Which it is the owner's delight to furnish with all things.
But I know myself well, and feel the whole situation.
Is it
generous thus to greet me with language so jeering,
Which was well nigh expelled me the house, when just on the
threshold?"
Hermann
uneasily moved about, and signed to the
pastorTo
interpose without delay, and clear up the error.
Quickly the wise man
advanced to the spot, and witness'd the
maiden's
Silent
vexation and tearful eyes and scarce-restrain'd sorrow.
Then his spirit
advised him to solve not at once the confusion,
But, on the
contrary, prove the excited mind of the
maiden.
So, in words framed to try her, the
pastor address'd her as follows:--
"Surely, my foreign
maiden, you did not fully consider,
When you made up your mind to serve a stranger so quickly,
What it really is to enter the house of a master;
For a shake of the hand decides your fate for a twelvemonth,
And a single word Yes to much
endurance will bind you.
But the worst part of the service is not the wearisome habits,
Nor the bitter toil of the work, which seems never-ending;
For the active
freeman works hard as well as the servant.
But to suffer the whims of the master, who blames you unjustly,
Or who calls for this and for that, not
knowing his own mind,
And the mistress's
violence, always so easily kindled,
With the children's rough and supercilious bad manners,--
This is indeed hard to bear,
whilst still fulfilling your duties
Promptly and
actively, never becoming morose or ill-natured;
Yet for such work you appear little fit, for already the father's
Jokes have offended you deeply; yet nothing more
commonly happens
Than to tease a
maiden about her
liking a youngster."
Thus he spoke, and the
maiden felt the weight of his language,
And no more restrain'd herself; mightily all her emotions
Show'd themselves, her bosom heaved, and a deep sigh escaped her,
And
whilst shedding burning tears, she answer'd as follows:--
"Ne'er does the clever man, who seeks to
advise us in sorrow,
Think how little his chilling words our hearts can deliver
From the pangs which an
unseendestiny fastens upon us.
You are happy and merry. How then should a jest ever wound you?
But the slightest touch gives
torture to those who are suff'ring.
Even dissimulation would nothing avail me at present.
Let me at once
disclose what later would
deepen my sorrow,
And
consign me
perchance to agony mute and consuming.
Let me depart
forthwith! No more in this house dare I linger;
I must hence and away, and look once more for my poor friends
Whom I left in
distress, when seeking to better my fortunes.
This is my firm
resolve; and now I may
properly tell you
That which had else been buried for many a year in my bosom.
Yes, the father's jest has wounded me deeply, I own it,
Not that I'm proud and touchy, as ill becometh a servant,
But because in truth in my heart a feeling has risen
For the youth, who to-day has fill'd the part of my Saviour.
For when first in the road he left me, his image remain'd still
Firmly fix'd in my mind; and I thought of the
fortunatemaidenWhom, as his betroth'd one, he cherish'd
perchance in his bosom.