'Stead of Phoebus and Aurora,
To
enliven my still labours!"
Yet they left me in my
slumbers,
Dull and un
refreshing, lying,
And to each late-waken'd morning
Follow'd days
devoid of profit.
When at length return'd the spring-time,
To the nightingales thus spake I:
"Darling nightingales, oh, beat ye
Early, early at my window,--
Wake me from the heavy
slumberThat chains down the youth so strongly!"
Yet the love-o'erflowing songsters
Their sweet melodies protracted
Through the night before my window,
Kept awake my
loving spirit,
Rousing new and tender yearnings
In my newly-waken'd bosom.
And the night thus fleeted o'er me,
And Aurora found me sleeping,--
Ay, the sun could
scarcearouse me.
Now at length is come the Summer,
And the early fly so busy
Draws me from my
pleasingslumbers
At the first-born morning-glimmer.
Mercilessly then returns she,
Though the half-
aroused one often
Scares her from him with impatience,
And she lures her shameless sisters,
So that from my weary eyelids
Kindly sleep ere long is driven.
From my couch then
boldly spring I,
And I seek the
darling Muses,
in the beechen-grove I find them,
Full of pieasure to receive me;
And to the tormenting insects
Owe I many a golden hour.
Thus be ye,
unwelcome beings,
Highly valued by the poet,
As the flies my numbers tell of.
1798.
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MORNING LAMENT.
OH thou cruel deadly-lovely
maiden,
Tell me what great sin have I committed,
That thou keep'st me to the rack thus fasten'd,
That thou hast thy
solemn promise broken?
'Twas but yestere'en that thou with fondness
Press'd my hand, and these sweet accents murmured:
"Yes, I'll come, I'll come when morn approacheth,
Come, my friend, full surely to thy chamber."
On the latch I left my doors, unfasten'd,
Having first with care tried all the hinges,
And rejoic'd right well to find they creak'd not.
What a night of
expectation pass'd I!
For I watch'd, and ev'ry chime I number'd;
If
perchance I slept a few short moments,
Still my heart remain'd awake forever,
And awoke me from my gentle
slumbers.
Yes, then bless'd I night's o'erhanging darkness,
That so
calmly cover'd all things round me;
I enjoy'd the
universal silence,
While I listen'd ever in the silence,
If
perchance the slightest sounds were stirring.
"Had she only thoughts, my thoughts resembling,
Had she only feelings, like my feelings,
She would not await the dawn of morning.
But, ere this, would surely have been with me."
Skipp'd a
kitten on the floor above me,
Scratch'd a mouse a panel in the corner,
Was there in the house the slightest motion,
Ever hoped I that I heard thy footstep,
Ever thought I that I heard thee coming.
And so lay I long, and ever longer,
And already was the
daylight dawning,
And both here and there were signs of movement.
"Is it yon door? Were it my door only!"
In my bed I lean'd upon my elbow,
Looking tow'rd the door, now half-apparent,
If
perchance it might not be in motion.
Both the wings upon the latch continued,
On the quiet hinges
calmly hanging.
And the day grew bright and brighter ever;
And I heard my neighbour's door unbolted,
As he went to earn his daily wages,
And ere long I heard the waggons rumbling,
And the city gates were also open'd,
While the market-place, in ev'ry corner,
Teem'd with life and
bustle and confusion.
In the house was going now and coming
Up and down the stairs, and doors were creaking
Backwards now, now forwards,--footsteps clatter'd
Yet, as though it were a thing all-living,
From my cherish'd hope I could not tear me.
When at length the sun, in hated splendour.
Fell upon my walls, upon my windows,
Up I
sprang, and hasten'd to the garden,
There to blend my
breath, so hot and yearning,
With the cool
refreshing morning breezes,
And, it might be, even there to meet thee:
But I cannot find thee in the arbour,
Or the avenue of lofty lindens.
1789.*
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THE VISIT.
FAIN had I to-day surprised my
mistress,
But soon found I that her door was fasten'd.
Yet I had the key safe in my pocket,
And the
darling door I open'd softly!
In the parlour found I not the
maiden,
Found the
maiden not within her closet,
Then her chamber-door I
gently open'd,
When I found her wrapp'd in
pleasingslumbers,
Fully dress'd, and lying on the sofa.
While at work had
slumberstolen o'er her;
For her
knitting and her
needle found I
Resting in her folded bands so tender;
And I placed myself beside her softly,
And held
counsel, whether I should wake her.
Then I looked upon the
beauteous quiet
That on her sweet eyelids was reposing
On her lips was silent truth depicted,
On her cheeks had
loveliness its dwelling,
And the pureness of a heart unsullied
In her bosom
evermore was heaving.
All her limbs were
gracefully reclining,
Set at rest by sweet and
godlike balsam.
Gladly sat I, and the contemplation
Held the strong desire I felt to wake her
Firmer and firmer down, with
mystic fetters.
"Oh, thou love,"
methought, "I see that
slumber,
Slumber that betrayeth each false feature,
Cannot
injure thee, can
nought discover
That could serve to harm thy friend's soft feelings.
"Now thy
beauteous eyes are
firmly closed,
That, when open, form mine only rapture.
And thy sweet lips are
devoid of motion,
Motionless for
speaking or for kissing;
Loosen'd are the soft and magic fetters
Of thine arms, so wont to twine around me,
And the hand, the ravishing companion
Of thy sweet caresses, lies unmoving.
Were my thoughts of thee but based on error,
Were the love I bear thee self-deception,
I must now have found it out, since Amor
Is, without his
bandage, placed beside me."
Long I sat thus, full of heartfelt pleasure
At my love, and at her
matchless merit;
She had so
delighted me while
slumbering,
That I could not
venture to awake her.
Then I on the little table near her
Softly placed two oranges, two roses;
Gently,
gently stole I from her chamber.
When her eyes the
darling one shall open,
She will
straightway spy these colourd presents,
And the friendly gift will view with wonder,
For the door will still remain unopen'd.
If
perchance I see to-night the angel,
How will she rejoice,--reward me doubly
For this sacrifice of fond affection!
1765.
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THE MAGIC NET.
Do I see a
contest yonder?
See I miracles or pastimes?
Beauteous urchins, five in number,
'Gainst five sisters fair contending,--
Measured is the time they're beating--
At a bright enchantress' bidding.
Glitt'ring spears by some are wielded,
Threads are others nimbly twining,
So that in their snares, the weapons
One would think, must needs be captured,
Soon, in truth, the spears are prison'd;
Yet they, in the gentle war-dance,
One by one escape their fetters
In the row of loops so tender,
That make haste to seize a free one
Soon as they
release a captive.
So with
contests, strivings, triumphs,
Flying now, and now returning,
Is an artful net soon woven,
In its whiteness like the snow-flakes,
That, from light amid the darkness,
Draw their streaky lines so varied,
As e'en colours
scarce can draw them.
Who shall now receive that garment
Far beyond all others wish'd-for?
Whom our much-loved
mistress favour
As her own acknowledged servant?
I am blest by kindly Fortune's
Tokens true, in silence pray'd for!
And I feel myself held captive,
To her service now devoted.
Yet, e'en while I, thus enraptured,
Thus adorn'd, am
proudly wand'ring,
See! yon wantons are entwining,
Void of
strife, with secret ardour,
Other nets, each fine and finer,
Threads of
twilight interweaving,
Moonbeams sweet, night-violets' balsam.