and after sitting down opposite me threw an ill-natured glance at
the
festive scene. It might have been about half-past ten, then.
Two glasses of wine he drank one after another did not improve his
temper. He only ceased to
shiver. After he had eaten something it
must have occurred to him that he had no reason to bear me a grudge
and he tried to assume a civil and even friendly manner. His
mouth, however, betrayed an abiding
bitterness. I mean when he
smiled. In
repose it was a very expressionless mouth, only it was
too red to be
altogether ordinary. The whole of him was like that:
the whiskers too black, the hair too shiny, the
forehead too white,
the eyes too mobile; and he lent you his attention with an air of
eagerness which made you
uncomfortable. He seemed to expect you to
give yourself away by some unconsidered word that he would snap up
with delight. It was that
peculiarity that somehow put me on my
guard. I had no idea who I was facing across the table and as a
matter of fact I did not care. All my
impressions were blurred;
and even the promptings of my
instinct were the haziest thing
imaginable. Now and then I had acute hallucinations of a woman
with an arrow of gold in her hair. This caused
alternate moments
of exaltation and
depression from which I tried to take
refuge in
conversation; but Senor Ortega was not stimulating. He was
preoccupied with personal matters. When suddenly he asked me
whether I knew why he had been called away from his work (he had
been buying supplies from peasants somewhere in Central France), I
answered that I didn't know what the reason was
originally, but I
had an idea that the present
intention was to make of him a
courier,
bearing certain messages from Baron H. to the Quartel Real
in Tolosa.
He glared at me like a basilisk. "And why have I been met like
this?" he enquired with an air of being prepared to hear a lie.
I explained that it was the Baron's wish, as a matter of prudence
and to avoid any possible trouble which might arise from enquiries
by the police.
He took it badly. "What nonsense." He was - he said - an employe
(for several years) of Hernandez Brothers in Paris, an importing
firm, and he was travelling on their business - as he could prove.
He dived into his side pocket and produced a
handful of folded
papers of all sorts which he plunged back again instantly.
And even then I didn't know whom I had there, opposite me, busy now
devouring a slice of pate de foie gras. Not in the least. It
never entered my head. How could it? The Rita that
haunted me had
no history; she was but the principle of life
charged with
fatality. Her form was only a mirage of desire decoying one step
by step into despair.
Senor Ortega gulped down some more wine and suggested I should tell
him who I was. "It's only right I should know," he added.
This could not be gainsaid; and to a man connected with the Carlist
organization the shortest way was to introduce myself as that
"Monsieur George" of whom he had probably heard.
He leaned far over the table, till his very breast-bone was over
the edge, as though his eyes had been stilettos and he wanted to
drive them home into my brain. It was only much later that I
understood how near death I had been at that moment. But the
knives on the tablecloth were the usual
restaurantknives with
rounded ends and about as
deadly as pieces of hoop-iron. Perhaps
in the very gust of his fury he remembered what a French
restaurantknife is like and something sane within him made him give up the
sudden
project of cutting my heart out where I sat. For it could
have been nothing but a sudden
impulse. His settled purpose was
quite other. It was not my heart that he was after. His fingers
indeed were groping
amongst the knife handles by the side of his
plate but what captivated my attention for a moment were his red
- humour [´hju:mə] n.幽默,诙谐 (初中英语单词)
- beheld [bi´held] behold的过去式(分词) (初中英语单词)
- worthy [´wə:ði] a.有价值的;值得的 (初中英语单词)
- impression [im´preʃən] n.印刷;印象;效果 (初中英语单词)
- butterfly [´bʌtəflai] n.蝴蝶;蝶式 (初中英语单词)
- winged [´wiŋd] a.有翼的 (初中英语单词)
- relieve [ri´li:v] v.救济,援救;减轻 (初中英语单词)
- lonely [´ləunli] a.孤独的;无人烟的 (初中英语单词)
- universal [,ju:ni´və:səl] a.宇宙的;普遍的 (初中英语单词)
- mourning [´mɔ:niŋ] n.悲伤;治丧;戴孝 (初中英语单词)
- decree [di´kri:] n.法令;公告;天命 (初中英语单词)
- generous [´dʒenərəs] a.慷慨的;丰盛的 (初中英语单词)
- advantage [əd´vɑ:ntidʒ] n.优势;利益 (初中英语单词)
- waiting [´weitiŋ] n.等候;伺候 (初中英语单词)
- stupid [´stju:pid] a.愚蠢的;糊涂的 (初中英语单词)
- instance [´instəns] n.例子,实例,例证 (初中英语单词)
- enterprise [´entəpraiz] n.企业;雄心;胆识 (初中英语单词)
- frontier [´frʌntiə] n.国境;边疆;边界 (初中英语单词)
- charge [tʃɑ:dʒ] v.收费;冲锋 n.费用 (初中英语单词)
- farewell [feə´wel] int.再见 n.&a.告别 (初中英语单词)
- beginning [bi´giniŋ] n.开始,开端;起源 (初中英语单词)
- passion [´pæʃən] n.激情;激怒;恋爱 (初中英语单词)
- breath [breθ] n.呼吸;气息 (初中英语单词)
- vanity [´væniti] n.虚荣;自负;空虚 (初中英语单词)
- existence [ig´zistəns] n.存在;生存;生活 (初中英语单词)
- platform [´plætfɔ:m] n.(平)台;讲台;站台 (初中英语单词)
- enormous [i´nɔ:məs] a.巨大地,很,极 (初中英语单词)
- unhappy [ʌn´hæpi] a.不幸的;不快乐的 (初中英语单词)
- obviously [´ɔbviəsli] ad.明显地;显而易见地 (初中英语单词)
- relief [ri´li:f] n.救济;援救;减轻 (初中英语单词)
- restless [´restləs] a.没有休息的 (初中英语单词)
- curiosity [,kjuəri´ɔsiti] n.好奇;奇事;珍品 (初中英语单词)
- dispose [di´spəuz] v.处置;安排;布置 (初中英语单词)
- conclusion [kən´klu:ʒən] n.结束;结论;推论 (初中英语单词)
- organize [´ɔ:gənaiz] v.组织;编组;建立 (初中英语单词)
- register [´redʒistə] n.&v.登记簿 (初中英语单词)
- anxious [´æŋkʃəs] a.担忧的;渴望的 (初中英语单词)
- mission [´miʃən] n.代表团;使馆vt.派遣 (初中英语单词)
- headquarters [´hed,kwɔ:təz] n.总部(署),司令部 (初中英语单词)
- fiercely [´fiəsli] ad.凶猛地,残忍地 (初中英语单词)
- misery [´mizəri] n.痛苦;悲惨;穷困 (初中英语单词)
- arouse [ə´rauz] vt.唤醒,唤起;激起 (初中英语单词)
- resort [ri´zɔ:t] vi.求助;乞灵;诉诸 (初中英语单词)
- multitude [´mʌltitju:d] n.大群(批);众多 (初中英语单词)
- costume [´kɔstju:m] n.服装(试样);女装 (初中英语单词)
- intent [in´tent] a.专心致志的 n.意图 (初中英语单词)
- shiver [´ʃivə] v.&n.(使)颤抖;碎片 (初中英语单词)
- altogether [,ɔ:ltə´geðə] ad.完全;总而言之 (初中英语单词)
- forehead [´fɔrid] n.额,前部 (初中英语单词)
- instinct [´instiŋkt] n.本能;直觉;天资 (初中英语单词)
- depression [di´preʃən] n.沮丧,抑郁;萧条 (初中英语单词)
- refuge [´refju:dʒ] v.&n.避难(所);庇护 (初中英语单词)
- intention [in´tenʃən] n.意图;打算;意义 (初中英语单词)
- haunted [´hɔ:tid] a.常出现鬼的,闹鬼的 (初中英语单词)
- restaurant [´restərɔnt] n.饭店,菜馆 (初中英语单词)
- deadly [´dedli] a.致命的 ad.死一般地 (初中英语单词)
- project [prə´dʒekt, ´prɔdʒekt] v.设计;投掷 n.计划 (初中英语单词)
- impulse [´impʌls] n.推动(力);冲动;刺激 (初中英语单词)
- gravity [´græviti] n.严肃;严重;重力 (高中英语单词)
- perfectly [´pə:fiktli] ad.理想地;完美地 (高中英语单词)
- frightful [´fraitfəl] a.可怕的;不愉快的 (高中英语单词)
- patriot [´pætriət] n.爱国者 (高中英语单词)
- loneliness [´ləunliniz] n.孤独,寂寞 (高中英语单词)
- resentment [ri´zentmənt] n.不满;怨恨;忿恨 (高中英语单词)
- innocence [´inəsəns] n.无罪;天真 (高中英语单词)
- consciousness [´kɔnʃəsnis] n.意识;觉悟;知觉 (高中英语单词)
- indifference [in´difrəns] n.冷淡;无足轻重 (高中英语单词)
- irritate [´iriteit] vt.激怒;刺激 (高中英语单词)
- finding [´faindiŋ] n.发现物;判断;结果 (高中英语单词)
- inspiration [,inspi´reiʃən] n.鼓舞;灵感;启发 (高中英语单词)
- saying [´seiŋ, ´sei-iŋ] n.言语;言论;格言 (高中英语单词)
- unique [ju:´ni:k] a.唯一的 n.独一无二 (高中英语单词)
- throng [θrɔŋ] n.群众 v.拥挤;群集 (高中英语单词)
- complexion [kəm´plekʃən] n.肤色;情况;局面 (高中英语单词)
- overcoat [´əuvəkəut] n.大衣 (高中英语单词)
- suspicious [sə´spiʃəs] a.可疑的,多疑的 (高中英语单词)
- hurried [´hʌrid] a.仓促的,慌忙的 (高中英语单词)
- lodging [´lɔdʒiŋ] n.寄宿,住宿 (高中英语单词)
- precisely [pri´saisli] ad.精确地;刻板地 (高中英语单词)
- studio [´stju:diəu] n.画室;照相室 (高中英语单词)
- soothe [su:ð] vt.安慰;镇定;减轻 (高中英语单词)
- assurance [ə´ʃuərəns] n.保证;自信;信任 (高中英语单词)
- fashionable [´fæʃənəbəl] a.流行的,时髦的 (高中英语单词)
- casual [´kæʒuəl] a.偶然的;临时的 (高中英语单词)
- bitterness [´bitənis] n.苦味;辛酸;苦难 (高中英语单词)
- repose [ri´pəuz] v.&n.(使)休息;安息 (高中英语单词)
- uncomfortable [ʌn´kʌmftəbəl] a.不舒服的,不自在的 (高中英语单词)
- peculiarity [pi,kju:li´æriti] n.特色;特性;怪癖 (高中英语单词)
- alternate [ɔ:l´tə:nit, ´ɔ:ltə:neit] a.交替的 v.轮流 (高中英语单词)
- originally [ə´ridʒənəli] ad.本来;独创地 (高中英语单词)
- bearing [´beəriŋ] n.举止;忍耐;关系 (高中英语单词)
- handful [hændful] n.一把,少数,一小撮 (高中英语单词)
- amongst [ə´mʌŋst] prep.其中之一 =among (高中英语单词)
- pathetic [pə´θetik] a.可怜的;悲哀的 (英语四级单词)
- cordially [´kɔ:djəli] ad.热诚地;亲切地 (英语四级单词)
- status [´steitəs] n.身份;情形;状况 (英语四级单词)
- amiable [´eimiəbəl] a.亲切的,温和的 (英语四级单词)
- setting [´setiŋ] n.安装;排字;布景 (英语四级单词)
- bodily [´bɔdili] a.身体的 ad.亲自 (英语四级单词)
- compassion [kəm´pæʃən] n.同情;怜悯 (英语四级单词)
- knives [naivz] knife的复数 (英语四级单词)
- jumble [´dʒʌmbəl] n.搞乱,混乱 (英语六级单词)
- outstretched [,aut´stretʃt] a.扩张的;伸长的 (英语六级单词)
- august [ɔ:´gʌst] a.尊严的;威严的 (英语六级单词)
- animated [´ænimeitid] a.栩栩如生的;活跃的 (英语六级单词)
- uniformly [´ju:nifɔ:mli] ad.一致地,齐心地 (英语六级单词)
- cynical [´sinikəl] a.讥诮的;冷嘲的 (英语六级单词)
- courier [´kuriə] n.送急件的人;信使 (英语六级单词)
- festive [´festiv] a.喜庆的,欢乐的 (英语六级单词)