disguise. They are plotting the ruin of all the institutions to
which I am
devoted. But I have never tried to spoil your little
game, Rita. After all, it's but a little game. You know very well
that two or three
fearless articles, something in my style, you
know, would soon put a stop to all that underhand backing of your
king. I am
calling him king because I want to be
polite to you.
He is an
adventurer, a blood-thirsty,
murderousadventurer, for me,
and nothing else. Look here, my dear child, what are you knocking
yourself about for? For the sake of that
bandit? Allons donc! A
pupil of Henry Allegre can have no illusions of that sort about any
man. And such a pupil, too! Ah, the good old days in the
Pavilion! Don't think I claim any particular
intimacy. It was
just enough to
enable me to offer my services to you, Rita, when
our poor friend died. I found myself handy and so I came. It so
happened that I was the first. You remember, Rita? What made it
possible for everybody to get on with our poor dear Allegre was his
complete, equable, and
impartialcontempt for all mankind. There
is nothing in that against the purest democratic principles; but
that you, Rita, should elect to throw so much of your life away for
the sake of a Royal
adventurer, it really knocks me over. For you
don't love him. You never loved him, you know."
He made a
snatch at her hand,
absolutely pulled it away from under
her head (it was quite startling) and retaining it in his grasp,
proceeded to a
paternal patting of the most impudent kind. She let
him go on with
apparent insensibility. Meanwhile his eyes strayed
round the table over our faces. It was very
trying. The
stupidity
of that wandering stare had a paralysing power. He talked at large
with husky familiarity.
"Here I come, expecting to find a good
sensible girl who had seen
at last the
vanity of all those things; half-light in the rooms;
surrounded by the works of her favourite poets, and all that sort
of thing. I say to myself: I must just run in and see the dear
wise child, and
encourage her in her good resolutions. . . And I
fall into the middle of an intime lunch-party. For I suppose it is
intime. Eh? Very? H'm, yes . . . "
He was really
appalling. Again his wandering stare went round the
table, with an expression
incredibly incongruous with the words.
It was as though he had borrowed those eyes from some idiot for the
purpose of that visit. He still held Dona Rita's hand, and, now
and then, patted it.
"It's discouraging," he cooed. "And I believe not one of you here
is a Frenchman. I don't know what you are all about. It's beyond
me. But if we were a Republic - you know I am an old Jacobin,
sans-culotte and terrorist - if this were a real Republic with the
Convention sitting and a Committee of Public Safety attending to
national business, you would all get your heads cut off. Ha, ha .
. . I am joking, ha, ha! . . . and serve you right, too. Don't
mind my little joke."
While he was still laughing he released her hand and she leaned her
head on it again without haste. She had never looked at him once.
During the rather humiliating silence that ensued he got a leather
cigar case like a small valise out of his pocket, opened it and
looked with
critical interest at the six cigars it contained. The
tireless femme-de-chambre set down a tray with coffee cups on the
table. We each (glad, I suppose, of something to do) took one, but
he, to begin with, sniffed at his. Dona Rita continued leaning on
her elbow, her lips closed in a reposeful expression of peculiar
sweetness. There was nothing drooping in her attitude. Her face
with the
delicate carnation of a rose and
downcast eyes was as if
veiled in firm immobility and was so appealing that I had an insane
impulse to walk round and kiss the forearm on which it was leaning;
that strong, well-shaped forearm, gleaming not like
marble but with
a living and warm splendour. So familiar had I become already with
her in my thoughts! Of course I didn't do anything of the sort.
It was nothing uncontrollable, it was but a tender
longing of a
most
respectful and
purelysentimental kind. I performed the act
in my thought quietly, almost
solemnly, while the creature with the
silver hair leaned back in his chair, puffing at his cigar, and