in a state of sobriety. I had just returned from my second West
Indies
voyage. My eyes were still full of
tropical splendour, my
memory of my experiences,
lawful and
lawless, which had their charm
and their
thrill; for they had startled me a little and had amused
me
considerably. But they had left me
untouched. Indeed they were
other men's adventures, not mine. Except for a little habit of
responsibility which I had acquired they had not matured me. I was
as young as before. Inconceivably young - still beautifully
unthinking -
infinitely receptive.
You may believe that I was not thinking of Don Carlos and his fight
for a kingdom. Why should I? You don't want to think of things
which you meet every day in the newspapers and in conversation. I
had paid some calls since my return and most of my acquaintance
were legitimists and
intensely interested in the events of the
frontier of Spain, for political, religious, or
romantic reasons.
But I was not interested. Apparently I was not
romantic enough.
Or was it that I was even more
romantic than all those good people?
The affair seemed to me
commonplace. That man was attending to his
business of a Pretender.
On the front page of the illustrated paper I saw lying on a table
near me, he looked
picturesque enough, seated on a
boulder, a big
strong man with a square-cut beard, his hands resting on the hilt
of a
cavalry sabre - and all around him a
landscape of savage
mountains. He caught my eye on that spiritedly
composed woodcut.
(There were no inane snapshot-reproductions in those days.) It was
the
obviousromance for the use of royalists but it arrested my
attention.
Just then some masks from outside invaded the cafe, dancing hand in
hand in a single file led by a burly man with a
cardboard nose. He
gambolled in wildly and behind him twenty others perhaps, mostly
Pierrots and Pierrettes
holding each other by the hand and winding
in and out between the chairs and tables: eyes shining in the
holes of
cardboard faces, breasts panting; but all preserving a
mysterious silence.
They were people of the poorer sort (white
calico with red spots,
costumes), but
amongst them there was a girl in a black dress sewn
over with gold half moons, very high in the neck and very short in
the skirt. Most of the ordinary clients of the cafe didn't even
look up from their games or papers. I, being alone and idle,
stared abstractedly. The girl costumed as Night wore a small black
velvet mask, what is called in French a "loup." What made her
daintiness join that
obviously rough lot I can't imagine. Her
uncovered mouth and chin suggested
refined prettiness.
They filed past my table; the Night noticed perhaps my fixed gaze
and throwing her body forward out of the wriggling chain shot out
at me a
slender tongue like a pink dart. I was not prepared for
this, not even to the
extent of an
appreciative "Tres foli," before
she wriggled and hopped away. But having been thus
distinguished I
could do no less than follow her with my eyes to the door where the
chain of hands being broken all the masks were
trying to get out at
once. Two gentlemen coming in out of the street stood arrested in
the crush. The Night (it must have been her idiosyncrasy) put her
tongue out at them, too. The taller of the two (he was in evening
clothes under a light wide-open overcoat) with great presence of
mind chucked her under the chin, giving me the view at the same
time of a flash of white teeth in his dark, lean face. The other
man was very different; fair, with smooth, ruddy cheeks and burly
shoulders. He was wearing a grey suit,
obviously bought ready-
made, for it seemed too tight for his powerful frame.
That man was not
altogether a stranger to me. For the last week or
so I had been rather on the look-out for him in all the public
places where in a
provincial town men may expect to meet each
other. I saw him for the first time (wearing that same grey ready-
made suit) in a legitimist
drawing-room where, clearly, he was an
object of interest, especially to the women. I had caught his name
as Monsieur Mills. The lady who had introduced me took the
earliest opportunity to murmur into my ear: "A relation of Lord
X." (Un proche parent de Lord X.) And then she added, casting up
her eyes: "A good friend of the King." Meaning Don Carlos of
course.
I looked at the proche parent; not on
account of the parentage but
marvelling at his air of ease in that cumbrous body and in such