great
energy, without
regarding how her feelings might be wounded.
"`You mistake!' I exclaimed. `I didn't mean that,--I didn't
understand you. Don't talk to me that way,--don't look at me in
that way, Miss Ringtop! We were never meant for each other--I
wasn't----You're so much older--I mean different. It can't be--no,
it can never be! Let us go back to the house: the night is cold.'
"I rose
hastily to my feet. She murmured something,--what, I did
not stay to hear,--but, plunging through the cedars, was hurrying
with all speed to the house, when,
half-way up the lawn, beside one
of the rocky knobs, I met Eunice, who was
apparently on her way to
join us.
In my excited mood, after the
ordeal through which I had
passed, everything seemed easy. My usual timidity was blown
to the four winds. I went directly to her, took her hand, and
said--
"`Eunice, the others are driving me mad with their candor; will you
let me be candid, too?'
"`I think you are always candid, Enos,' she answered.
"Even then, if I had hesitated, I should have been lost. But I
went on, without pausing--
"`Eunice, I love you--I have loved you since we first met. I came
here that I might be near you; but I must leave you forever, and
to-night, unless you can trust your life in my keeping. God help
me, since we have been together I have lost my faith in almost
everything but you. Pardon me, if I am impetuous--different from
what I have seemed. I have struggled so hard to speak! I have
been a
coward, Eunice, because of my love. But now I have spoken,
from my heart of hearts. Look at me: I can bear it now. Read the
truth in my eyes, before you answer.'
"I felt her hand tremble while I spoke. As she turned towards me
her face, which had been averted, the moon shone full upon it, and
I saw that tears were upon her cheeks. What was said--whether
anything was said--I cannot tell. I felt the
blessed fact, and
that was enough. That was the dawning of the true Arcadia."
Mrs. Billings, who had been silent during this
recital, took her
husband's hand and smiled. Mr. Johnson felt a dull pang about the
region of his heart. If he had a secret, however, I do not
feel justified in
betraying it.
"It was late," Mr. Billings continued, "before we returned to the
house. I had a special dread of again encountering Miss Ringtop,
but she was
wandering up and down the bluff, under the pines,
singing, `The dream is past.' There was a sound of loud voices, as
we approached the stoop. Hollins, Shelldrake and his wife, and
Abel Mallory were sitting together near the door. Perkins Brown,
as usual, was crouched on the lowest step, with one leg over the
other, and rubbing the top of his boot with a vigor which
betrayed
to me some secret mirth. He looked up at me from under his straw
hat with the grin of a
malicious Puck, glanced towards the group,
and made a curious
gesture with his thumb. There were several
empty pint-bottles on the stoop.
"`Now, are you sure you can bear the test?' we heard Hollins ask,
as we approached.
"`Bear it? Why to be sure!' replied Shelldrake; `if I couldn't
bear it, or if YOU couldn't, your theory's done for. Try! I
can stand it as long as you can.'
"`Well, then,' said Hollins, `I think you are a very ordinary man.
I
derive no
intellectual benefit from my
intercourse with you, but
your house is
convenient to me. I'm under no obligations for your
hospitality, however, because my company is an
advantage to you.
Indeed if I were treated according to my deserts, you couldn't do
enough for me.'
"Mrs. Shelldrake was up in arms.
"`Indeed,' she exclaimed, `I think you get as good as you deserve,
and more too.'
"`Elvira,' said he, with a
benevolent condescension, `I have no
doubt you think so, for your mind belongs to the lowest and most
material
sphere. You have your place in Nature, and you fill it;
but it is not for you to judge of intelligences which move only on
the upper planes.'
"`Hollins,' said Shelldrake, `Elviry's a good wife and a sensible
woman, and I won't allow you to turn up your nose at her.'
"`I am not surprised,' he answered, `that you should fail to stand
the test. I didn't expect it.'