"`Let me try it on YOU!' cried Shelldrake. `You, now, have some
intellect,--I don't deny that,--but not so much, by a long shot, as
you think you have. Besides that, you're
awfullyselfish in your
opinions. You won't admit that anybody can be right who differs
from you. You've sponged on me for a long time; but I suppose I've
learned something from you, so we'll call it even. I think,
however, that what you call
acting according to
impulse is simply
an excuse to cover your own laziness.'
"`Gosh! that's it!' interrupted Perkins, jumping up; then,
recollecting himself, he sank down on the steps again, and shook
with a suppressed `Ho! ho! ho!'
"Hollins, however, drew himself up with an exasperated air.
"`Shelldrake,' said he, `I pity you. I always knew your ignorance,
but I thought you honest in your human
character. I never
suspected you of envy and
malice. However, the true Reformer must
expect to be misunderstood and misrepresented by meaner minds.
That love which I bear to all creatures teaches me to
forgive you.
Without such love, all plans of progress must fail. Is it not so,
Abel?'
"Shelldrake could only ejaculate the words, `Pity!' `Forgive?' in
his most
contemptuous tone; while Mrs. Shelldrake, rocking
violently in her chair, gave
utterance to that
peculiar clucking,
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"Abel, roused by Hollins's question, answered, with a sudden
energy--
"`Love! there is no love in the world. Where will you find it?
Tell me, and I'll go there. Love! I'd like to see it! If all
human hearts were like mine, we might have an Arcadia; but most men
have no hearts. The world is a
miserable, hollow,
deceitful shell
of
vanity and
hypocrisy. No: let us give up. We were born before
our time: this age is not
worthy of us.'
"Hollins stared at the
speaker in utter
amazement. Shelldrake gave
a long
whistle, and finally gasped out--
"`Well, what next?'
"None of us were prepared for such a sudden and complete wreck of
our Arcadian
scheme. The foundations had been sapped before, it is
true; but we had not perceived it; and now, in two short days, the
whole
edifice tumbled about our ears. Though it was
inevitable, we
felt a shock of sorrow, and a silence fell upon us. Only that
scamp of a Perkins Brown, chuckling and rubbing his boot, really
rejoiced. I could have kicked him.
"We all went to bed, feeling that the charm of our Arcadian life
was over. I was so full of the new happiness of love that I was
scarcely
conscious of regret. I seemed to have leaped at once into
responsible
manhood, and a glad rush of courage filled me at the
knowledge that my own heart was a better
oracle than those--now so
shamefully overthrown--on whom I had so long implicitly relied. In
the first revulsion of feeling, I was perhaps
unjust to my
associates. I see now, more clearly, the causes of those vagaries,
which originated in a
genuineaspiration, and failed from an
ignorance of the true nature of Man, quite as much as from the
egotism of the individuals. Other attempts at reorganizing Society
were made about the same time by men of
culture and experience, but
in the A. C. we had neither. Our leaders had caught a few half-
truths, which, in their minds, were
speedily warped into errors.
I can laugh over the absurdities I helped to perpetrate, but I must
confess that the experiences of those few weeks went far towards
making a man of me."
"Did the A. C. break up at once?" asked Mr. Johnson.
"Not
precisely; though Eunice and I left the house within two days,
as we had agreed. We were not married immediately, however. Three
long years--years of hope and
mutual encouragement--passed away
before that happy consummation. Before our
departure, Hollins had
fallen into his old manner, convinced,
apparently, that Candor
must be postponed to a better age of the world. But the quarrel
rankled in Shelldrake's mind, and especially in that of his wife.
I could see by her looks and little fidgety ways that his further
stay would be very
uncomfortable. Abel Mallory,
finding himself
gaining in weight and improving in color, had no thought of
returning. The day
previous, as I afterwards
learned, he had
discovered Perkins Brown's secret kitchen in the woods.
"`Golly!' said that youth, in describing the circumstance to me, `I
had to ketch TWO porgies that day.'
"Miss Ringtop, who must have suspected the new relation between
Eunice and myself, was for the most part
rigidly silent. If she
quoted, it was from the darkest and dreariest
utterances of her
favorite Gamaliel.
"What happened after our
departure I
learned from Perkins, on the
return of the Shelldrakes to Norridgeport, in September. Mrs.
Shelldrake stoutly persisted in refusing to make Hollins's bed, or
to wash his shirts. Her brain was dull, to be sure; but she was
therefore all the more
stubborn in her
resentment. He bore this
state of things for about a week, when his engagements to lecture
in Ohio suddenly called him away. Abel and Miss Ringtop were left
to
wander about the promontory in company, and to exchange
lamentations on the hollowness of human hopes or the pleasures of
despair. Whether it was owing to that
attraction of sex which
would make any man and any woman, thrown together on a desert
island, finally become mates, or whether she skilfully ministered
to Abel's
sentimentalvanity, I will not
undertake to decide: but
the fact is, they were
actually betrothed, on leaving Arcadia.
I think he would
willingly have retreated, after his return to the
world; but that was not so easy. Miss Ringtop held him with an
inexorable
clutch. They were not married, however, until just
before his
departure for California, whither she afterwards
followed him. She died in less than a year, and left him free."
"And what became of the other Arcadians?" asked Mr. Johnson.
"The Shelldrakes are still living in Norridgeport. They have
become Spiritualists, I understand, and
cultivate Mediums.
Hollins, when I last heard of him, was a Deputy-Surveyor in the New
York Custom-House. Perkins Brown is our
butcher here in Waterbury,
and he often asks me--`Do you take chloride of soda on your
beefsteaks?' He is as fat as a prize ox, and the father of five
children."
"Enos!" exclaimed Mrs. Billings, looking at the clock, "it's nearly
midnight! Mr. Johnson must be very tired, after such a long story.
The Chapter of the A. C. is
hereby closed!"
FRIEND ELI'S DAUGHTER.
I.
The mild May afternoon was
drawing to a close, as Friend Eli Mitch-
enor reached the top of the long hill, and halted a few minutes, to
allow his horse time to recover
breath. He also heaved a sigh of
satisfaction, as he saw again the green, undulating
valley of the
Neshaminy, with its dazzling squares of young wheat, its brown
patches of corn-land, its snowy masses of
bloomingorchard, and the
huge,
fountain like jets of
weepingwillow, half concealing the
gray stone fronts of the farm-houses. He had been
absent from home
only six days, but the time seemed almost as long to him as a three
years'
cruise to a New Bedford whaleman. The
peaceful seclusion
and
pastoral beauty of the scene did not
consciously
appeal to his
senses; but he quietly noted how much the wheat had grown during
his
absence, that the oats were up and looking well, that Friend
Comly's
meadow had been ploughed, and Friend Martin had built his
half of the line-fence along the top of the hill-field. If any
smothered delight in the
loveliness of the spring-time found
a hiding-place
anywhere in the well-ordered chambers of his heart,
it never relaxed or softened the straight, inflexible lines of his
face. As easily could his collarless drab coat and
waistcoat have
flushed with a sudden gleam of
purple or crimson.
Eli Mitchenor was at peace with himself and the world--that is, so
much of the world as he acknowledged. Beyond the
community of his
own sect, and a few personal friends who were
privileged to live on
its borders, he neither knew nor cared to know much more of the
human race than if it belonged to a
planet farther from the sun.
In the
discipline of the Friends he was perfect; he was
privilegedto sit on the high seats, with the elders of the Society; and the
travelling brethren from other States, who visited Bucks County,
invariably
blessed his house with a family-meeting. His farm was
one of the best on the banks of the Neshaminy, and he also enjoyed