proper season, and gathered it as a relic of the spot, which she
might keep without blame. As she stooped to pluck it, her own face
looked up at her out of a little pool filled by the spring rains.
Seen against the reflected sky, it shone with a soft
radiance, and
the
earnest eyes met hers, as if it were her young self, evoked
from the past, to bid her
farewell. "Farewell!" she whispered,
taking leave at once, as she believed, of youth and the memory of
love.
During those years she had more than once been sought in marriage,
but had
steadily, though kindly, refused. Once, when the suitor
was a man whose
character and position made the union very
desirable in Eli Mitchenor's eyes, he ventured to use his
paternalinfluence. Asenath's gentle
resistance was overborne by his
arbitrary force of will, and her protestations were of no avail.
"Father," she finally said, in the tone which he had once heard and
still remembered, `thee can take away, but thee cannot give."
He never mentioned the subject again.
Richard Hilton passed out of her knowledge
shortly after her
meeting with him in Philadelphia. She heard, indeed, that his
headlong
career of dissipation was not arrested,--that his friends
had given him up as
hopelessly ruined,--and, finally, that he had
left the city. After that, all reports ceased. He was either
dead, or reclaimed and leading a better life, somewhere far away.
Dead, she believed--almost hoped; for in that case might he not now
be enjoying the ineffable rest and peace which she trusted might be
her
portion? It was better to think of him as a purified spirit,
waiting to meet her in a holier
communion, than to know that he was
still
bearing the burden of a soiled and blighted life. In any
case, her own future was plain and clear. It was simply a
prolongation of the present--an alternation of seed-time and
harvest, filled with
humble duties and cares, until the Master
should bid her lay down her load and follow Him.
Friend Mitchenor bought a small
cottageadjacent to his son's farm,
in a
community which consisted
mostly of Friends, and not far from
the large old meeting-house in which the Quarterly Meetings were
held. He at once took his place on the upper seat, among the
elders, most of whom he knew already, from having met them, year
after year, in Philadelphia. The
charge of a few acres of ground
gave him sufficient
occupation; the money left to him after the
sale of his farm was enough to support him
comfortably; and a late
Indian summer of
contentment seemed now to have come to the
old man. He was done with the
earnest business of life. Moses was
gradually
taking his place, as father and Friend; and Asenath would
be
reasonably provided for at his death. As his
bodily energies
decayed, his
imperioustemper softened, his mind became more
accessible to
liberal influences, and he even
cultivated a cordial
friendship with a
neighboring farmer who was one of "the world's
people." Thus, at seventy-five he was really younger, because
tenderer of heart and more
considerate, than he had been at sixty.
Asenath was now a woman of thirty-five, and suitors had ceased to
approach her. Much of her beauty still remained, but her face had
become thin and wasted, and the
inevitable lines were
beginning to
form around her eyes. Her dress was plainer than ever, and she
wore the scoop-bonnet of drab silk, in which no woman can seem
beautiful, unless she be very old. She was calm and grave in her
demeanor, save that her perfect
goodness and benevolence shone
through and warmed her presence; but, when
earnestly interested,
she had been known to speak her mind so clearly and
forcibly that
it was generally surmised among the Friends that she possessed "a
gift," which might, in time, raise her to honor among them. To the
children of Moses she was a good
genius, and a word from "Aunt
'Senath"
oftentimes prevailed when the authority of the parents was
disregarded. In them she found a new source of happiness; and when
her old home on the Neshaminy had been removed a little farther
into the past, so that she no longer looked, with every morning's
sun, for some familiar feature of its
scenery, her submission
brightened into a
cheerful content with life.
It was summer, and Quarterly-Meeting Day had arrived. There had
been rumors of the expected presence of "Friends from a distance,"
and not only those of the district, but most of the neighbors who
were not connected with the sect, attended. By the by-road,
through the woods, it was not more than half a mile from Friend
Mitchenor's
cottage to the meeting-house, and Asenath, leaving her
father to be taken by Moses in his
carriage, set out on foot. It
was a sparkling, breezy day, and the forest was full of life.
Squirrels chased each other along the branches of the oaks, and the
air was filled with
fragrant odors of hickory-leaves, sweet fern,
and spice-wood. Picking up a flower here and there, Asenath walked
onward,
rejoicing alike in shade and
sunshine,
grateful for all the
consoling beauty which the earth offers to a
lonely heart. That
serene content which she had
learned to call happiness had filled
her being until the dark
canopy was lifted and the waters took back
their transparency under a cloudless sky.
Passing around to the "women's side" of the meeting-house, she
mingled with her friends, who were exchanging information
concerning the expected visitors. Micajah Morrill had not arrived,
they said, but Ruth Baxter had spent the last night at Friend
Way's, and would certainly be there. Besides, there were Friend
Chandler, from Nine Partners, and Friend Carter, from Maryland:
they had been seen on the ground. Friend Carter was said to have
a wonderful gift,--Mercy Jackson had heard him once, in
Baltimore. The Friends there had been a little exercised about
him, because they thought he was too much inclined to "the
newness," but it was known that the Spirit had often
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manifestly led
him. Friend Chandler had visited Yearly Meeting once, they
believed. He was an old man, and had been a personal friend of
Elias Hicks.
At the appointed hour they entered the house. After the subdued
rustling which ensued upon
taking their seats, there was an
interval of silence, shorter than usual, because it was evident
that many persons would feel the promptings of the Spirit. Friend
Chandler spoke first, and was followed by Ruth Baxter, a frail
little woman, with a voice of
exceeding power. The not unmelodious
chant in which she delivered her admonitions rang out, at times,
like the peal of a
trumpet. Fixing her eyes on
vacancy, with her
hands on the
wooden rail before her, and her body
slightly swaying
to and fro, her voice soared far aloft at the
commencement of every
sentence, gradually dropping, through a melodious scale of tone, to
the close. She resembled an inspired prophetess, an aged Deborah,
crying aloud in the valleys of Israel.
The last
speaker was Friend Carter, a small man, not more than
forty years of age. His face was thin and
intense in its
expression, his hair gray at the temples, and his dark eye almost
too
restless for a child of "the
stillness and the quietness." His
voice, though not loud, was clear and penetrating, with an
earnest,
sympathetic quality, which arrested, not the ear alone, but the
serious attention of the auditor. His
delivery was but
slightly marked by the
peculiarrhythm of the Quaker preachers; and
this fact, perhaps, increased the effect of his words, through the
contrast with those who preceded him.
His
discourse was an
eloquent vindication of the law of kindness,
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manifestation of true Christian doctrine.
The
paternal relation of God to man was the basis of that religion
which appealed directly to the heart: so the
fraternity of each man
with his fellow was its practical
application. God
pardons the
repentant
sinner: we can also
pardon, where we are offended; we can
pity, where we cannot
pardon. Both the good and the bad principles
generate their like in others. Force begets force; anger excites
a
corresponding anger; but kindness awakens the slumbering emotions
even of an evil heart. Love may not always be answered by an equal
love, but it has never yet created
hatred. The
testimony which
Friends bear against war, he said, is but a general assertion,
which has no value except in so far as they
manifest the principle
of peace in their daily lives--in the exercise of pity, of charity,
of
forbearance, and Christian love.
The words of the
speaker sank deeply into the hearts of his