having established so many particulars, I found it easily
intelligible. "I have done what I can," she wrote. "I put it in
this letter; it is all I have. But do not ask me for money again;
mother is ailing most of the time, and I have not yet dared to tell
her all. I shall suffer great
anxiety until I hear that the vessel
has sailed. My
mistress is very good; she has given me an advance
on my wages, or I could not have sent thee any thing. Mother
thinks thou art still in Leipzig: why didst thou stay there so
long? but no difference; thy money would have gone anyhow."
It was
neverthelesssingular that Otto should be without money, so
soon after the
appropriation of Count Kasincsky's funds. If the
"20" in the first
memorandum on the leaf meant "twenty thousand
rubles," as I conjectured, and but four thousand two hundred were
drawn by the Count
previous to his
flight or
imprisonment, Otto's
half of the
remainder would
amount to nearly eight thousand rubles;
and it was,
therefore, not easy to
account for his delay in
Leipzig, and his
destitute condition.
Before examining the
fragments relating to the American phase of
his life,--which illustrated his
previous history only by
occasional revelations of his moods and feelings,--I made one more
effort to guess the cause of his having assumed the name of "Von
Herisau." The initials signed to the order for the ring ("B. V.
H.") certainly stood for the same family name; and the possession
of papers belonging to one of the family was an
additional evidence
that Otto had either been in the service of, or was
related to,
some Von Herisau. Perhaps a
sentence in one of the sister's
letters--"Forget thy
disappointment so far as _I_ am
concerned, for
I never expected any thing"--referred to something of the kind. On
the whole, service seemed more likely than kinship; but in that
case the papers must have been stolen.
I had endeavored, from the start, to keep my sympathies out of
the
investigation, lest they should lead me to misinterpret the
broken evidence, and thus defeat my object. It must have been the
Countess' letter, and the brief, almost stenographic, signs of
anxiety and unhappiness on the leaf of the
journal, that first
beguiled me into a commiseration, which the simple
devotion and
self-sacrifice of the poor, toiling sister failed to neutralize.
However, I detected the feeling at this stage of the examination,
and turned to the American records, in order to get rid of it.
The
principal paper was the list of addresses of which I have
spoken. I looked over it in vain, to find some
indication of its
purpose; yet it had been carefully made out and much used. There
was no name of a person upon it,--only numbers and streets, one
hundred and thirty-eight in all. Finally, I took these, one by
one, to
ascertain if any of the houses were known to me, and found
three, out of the whole number, to be the
residences of persons
whom I knew. One was a German gentleman, and the other two were
Americans who had visited Germany. The
riddle was read! During a
former
residence in New York, I had for a time been quite overrun
by
destitute Germans,--men,
apparently, of some
culture, who
represented themselves as
theological students, political
refugees,
or
unfortunate clerks and secretaries,--soliciting
assistance. I
found that, when I gave to one, a dozen others came within the next
fortnight; when I refused, the
persecution ceased for about the
same length of time. I became convinced, at last, that these
persons were members of an organized society of beggars, and
the result proved it; for when I made it an inviolable rule to give
to no one who could not bring me an indorsement of his need by some
person whom I knew, the
annoyance ceased altogether.
The meaning of the list of addresses was now plain. My nascent
commiseration for the man was not only checked, but I was in danger
of changing my role from that of culprit's
counsel to that of
prosecuting attorney.
When I took up again the
fragment of the first
draught of a letter
commencing, "Dog and villain!" and
applied it to the words "Jean"
or "Johann Helm," the few lines which could be deciphered became
full of meaning. "Don't think," it began, "that I have forgotten
you, or the trick you played me! If I was drunk or drugged the
last night, I know how it happened, for all that. I left, but I
shall go back. And if you make use of "(here some words were
entirely obliterated) . . . . "is true. He gave me the ring, and
meant" . . . . This was all I could make out. The other papers
showed only scattered memoranda, of money, or appointments, or
addresses, with the
exception of the diary in pencil.
I read the letter attentively, and at first with very little idea
of its meaning. Many of the words were abbreviated, and there were
some
arbitrary signs. It ran over a period of about four months,
terminating six weeks before the man's death. He had been
wandering about the country during this period,
sleeping in woods
and barns, and living
principally upon milk. The condition of his
pulse and other
physical functions was scrupulously set down,
with an
occasional remark of "good" or "bad." The
conclusion was
at last forced upon me that he had been endeavoring to commit
suicide by a slow course of
starvation and
exposure. Either as the
cause or the result of this attempt, I read, in the final notes,
signs of an aberration of mind. This also explained the
singulardemeanor of the man when found, and his
refusal to take medicine or
nourishment. He had selected a long way to accomplish his purpose,
but had reached the end at last.
The confused material had now taken shape; the dead man,
despitehis will, had confessed to me his name and the chief events of his
life. It now remained--looking at each event as the result of a
long chain of causes--to deduce from them the elements of his
individual
character, and then fill up the
inevitable gaps in the
story from the probabilities of the operation of those elements.
This was not so much a mere
venture as the reader may suppose,
because the two actions of the mind test each other. If they
cannot, thus
working towards a point and back again, actually
discover what WAS, they may at least fix upon a very probable
MIGHT HAVE BEEN.
A person accustomed to
detective work would have obtained my little
stock of facts with much less trouble, and would, almost
instinctively, have filled the blanks as he went along. Being an
apprentice in such matters, I had handled the materials awkwardly.
I will not here retrace my own
mental zigzags between
character and
act, but simply repeat the story as I finally settled and accepted
it.
Otto Lindenschmidt was the child of poor parents in or near
Breslau. His father died when he was young; his mother earned a
scanty
subsistence as a washerwoman; his sister went into service.
Being a bright, handsome boy, he attracted the attention of a Baron
von Herisau, an old, childless,
eccentric gentleman, who took him
first as page or
attendant, intending to make him a superior valet
de chambre. Gradually, however, the Baron fancied that he
detected in the boy a
capacity for better things; his condescending
feeling of
protection had grown into an
attachment for the
handsome,
amiable,
grateful young fellow, and he placed him in the
gymnasium at Breslau, perhaps with the idea, now, of educating him
to be an
intelligentcompanion.
The boy and his
humble relatives, dazzled by this opportunity,
began
secretly to consider the favor as almost
equivalent to his
adoption as a son. (The Baron had once been married, but his wife
and only child had long been dead.) The old man, of course, came
to look upon the growing
intelligence of the youth as his own work:
vanity and
affection became inextricably blended in his heart, and
when the cursus was over, he took him home as the
companion of
his
lonely life. After two or three years, during which the young
man was acquiring habits of
idleness and
indulgence, supposing his
future secure, the Baron died,--perhaps too suddenly to make full
provision for him, perhaps after having kept up the appearance of
wealth on a life-annuity, but, in any case, leaving very little, if
any, property to Otto. In his
disappointment, the latter
retained certain family papers which the Baron had intrusted to his
keeping. The ring was a gift, and he wore it in
remembrance of his
benefactor.
Wandering about, Micawber-like, in hopes that something might turn