as he stepped into the old chair, in which Moses was to
convey him
to the village where he should meet the Doylestown stage. So,
without a word of comfort from Asenath's lips, without even a last
look at her
beloved face, he was taken away.
IV.
True and firm and self-reliant as was the nature of Asenath
Mitchenor, the thought of
resistance to her father's will never
crossed her mind. It was fixed that she must
renounce all
intercourse with Richard Hilton; it was even
sternlyforbidden her
to see him again during the few hours he remained in the house; but
the
sacred love, thus
rudely dragged to the light and outraged, was
still her own. She would take it back into the keeping of her
heart, and if a day should ever come when he would be free to
return and demand it of her, he would find it there, unwithered,
with all the unbreathed
perfume hoarded in its folded leaves. If
that day came not, she would at the last give it back to God,
saying, "Father, here is Thy most precious gift,
bestow it as Thou
wilt."
As her life had never before been agitated by any strong emotion,
so it was not
outwardly agitated now. The
placid waters of
her soul did not heave and toss before those winds of
passion and
sorrow: they lay in dull, leaden calm, under a cold and sunless
sky. What struggles with herself she underwent no one ever knew.
After Richard Hilton's
departure, she never mentioned his name, or
referred, in any way, to the summer's
companionship with him. She
performed her household duties, if not
cheerfully, at least as
punctually and carefully as before; and her father congratulated
himself that the
unfortunateattachment had struck no deeper root.
Abigail's finer sight, however, was not deceived by this external
resignation. She noted the faint shadows under the eyes, the
increased whiteness of the temples, the
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unconscious traces of pain
which sometimes played about the dimpled corners of the mouth, and
watched her daughter with a silent, tender solicitude.
The
wedding of Moses was a
severe test of Asenath's strength, but
she stood the trial nobly, performing all the duties required by
her position with such sweet
composure that many of the older
female Friends remarked to Abigail, "How womanly Asenath has
grown!" Eli Mitchenor noted, with
peculiarsatisfaction, that the
eyes of the young Friends--some of them of great promise in the
sect, and well endowed with
worldly goods--followed her admiringly.
"It will not be long," he thought, "before she is consoled."
Fortune seemed to favor his plans, and justify his harsh treatment
of Richard Hilton. There were unfavorable accounts of the young
man's conduct. His father had died during the winter, and he
was represented as having become very
reckless and dissipated.
These reports at last assumed such a
definite form that Friend
Mitchenor brought them to the notice of his family.
"I met Josiah Comly in the road," said he, one day at dinner.
"He's just come from Philadelphia, and brings bad news of Richard
Hilton. He's taken to drink, and is spending in wickedness the
money his father left him. His friends have a great concern about
him, but it seems he's not to be reclaimed."
Abigail looked imploringly at her husband, but he either
disregarded or failed to understand her look. Asenath, who had
grown very pale,
steadily met her father's gaze, and said, in a
tone which he had never yet heard from her lips--
"Father, will thee please never mention Richard Hilton's name when
I am by?"
The words were those of
entreaty, but the voice was that of
authority. The old man was silenced by a new and
unexpected power
in his daughter's heart: he suddenly felt that she was not a girl,
as
heretofore, but a woman, whom he might
persuade, but could no
longer compel.
"It shall be as thee wishes, Asenath," he said; "we had best forget
him."
Of their friends, however, she could not expect this reserve, and
she was doomed to hear stories of Richard which clouded and
embittered her thoughts of him. And a still
severer trial was in
store. She accompanied her father, in
obedience to his wish,
and against her own desire, to the Yearly Meeting in Philadelphia.
It has passed into a
proverb that the Friends, on these occasions,
always bring rain with them; and the period of her visit was no
exception to the rule. The showery days of "Yearly Meeting Week"
glided by, until the last, and she looked forward with
relief to
the morrow's return to Bucks County, glad to have escaped a meeting
with Richard Hilton, which might have confirmed her fears and could
but have given her pain in any case.
As she and her father joined each other, outside the meeting-house,
at the close of the afternoon meeting, a light rain was falling.
She took his arm, under the
capaciousumbrella, and they were soon
alone in the wet streets, on their way to the house of the Friends
who entertained them. At a crossing, where the water pouring down
the
gutter towards the Delaware, caused them to halt a man,
plashing through the flood, staggered towards them. Without an
umbrella, with dripping, disordered clothes, yet with a hot,
flushed face, around which the long black hair hung wildly, he
approached, singing to himself with maudlin voice a song that would
have been sweet and tender in a lover's mouth. Friend Mitchenor
drew to one side, lest his spotless drab should be brushed by the
unclean reveller; but the latter, looking up, stopped suddenly face
to face with them.
"Asenath!" he cried, in a voice whose
anguish pierced through the
confusion of his senses, and struck down into the sober quick of
his soul.
"Richard!" she breathed, rather than spoke, in a low, terrified
voice.
It was indeed Richard Hilton who stood before her, or rather--as
she afterwards thought, in recalling the interview--the body of
Richard Hilton possessed by an evil spirit. His cheeks burned with
a more than hectic red, his eyes were wild and bloodshot, and
though the
recognition had suddenly sobered him, an
impatient,
reckless devil seemed to lurk under the set mask of his features.
"Here I am, Asenath," he said at length,
hoarsely. "I said it was
death, didn't I? Well, it's worse than death, I suppose; but what
matter? You can't be more lost to me now than you were already.
This is THY doing, Friend Eli," he continued, turning to the old
man, with a sneering
emphasis on the "THY." "I hope thee's
satisfied with thy work!"
Here he burst into a bitter, mocking laugh, which it chilled
Asenath's blood to hear.
The old man turned pale. "Come away, child!" said he, tugging at
her arm. But she stood firm, strengthened for the moment by a
solemn feeling of duty which trampled down her pain.
"Richard," she said, with the music of an immeasurable sorrow in
her voice, "oh, Richard, what has thee done? Where the Lord
commands
resignation, thee has been
rebellious; where he chasteneth
to
purify, thee turns
blindly to sin. I had not expected this of
thee, Richard; I thought thy regard for me was of the kind which
would have helped and uplifted thee,--not through me, as an
unworthy object, but through the hopes and the pure desires of thy
own heart. I expected that thee would so act as to justify what I
felt towards thee, not to make my
affection a reproach,--oh,
Richard, not to cast over my heart the shadow of thy sin!"
The
wretched young man supported himself against the post of an
awning, buried his face in his hands, and wept
passionately. Once
or twice he essayed to speak, but his voice was choked by sobs,
and, after a look from the
streaming eyes which Asenath could
scarcely bear to meet, he again covered his face. A stranger,
coming down the street, paused out of
curiosity. "Come, come!"
cried Eli, once more, eager to escape from the scene. His daughter
stood still, and the man slowly passed on.