pale and abstracted in their expression, yet their marvellous
likeness was still
unchanged. Ruth's eyes were cast down so they
could not be seen; she trembled visibly, and her voice was scarcely
audible when she spoke the vow. It was only known in the
neighborhood that David was going to make another journey. The
truth could hardly have been guessed by persons whose ideas follow
the narrow round of their own experiences; had it been, there would
probably have been more
condemnation than
sympathy. But in a vague
way the presence of some deeper element was felt--the falling
of a shadow, although the
outstretched wing was
unseen. Far above
them, and above the shadow, watched the Infinite Pity, which was
not denied to three hearts that day.
It was a long time, more than a year, and Ruth was lulling her
first child on her bosom, before a letter came from David. He had
wandered westwards, purchased some lands on the outer line of
settlement, and appeared to be leading a wild and
lonely life. "I
know now," he wrote, "just how much there is to bear, and how to
bear it. Strange men come between us, but you are not far off when
I am alone on these plains. There is a place where I can always
meet you, and I know that you have found it,--under the big ash-
tree by the barn. I think I am nearly always there about sundown,
and on moonshiny nights, because we are then nearest together; and
I never sleep without leaving you half my blanket. When I first
begin to wake I always feel your
breath, so we are never really
parted for long. I do not know that I can change much; it is not
easy; it is like making up your mind to have different colored eyes
and hair, and I can only get sunburnt and wear a full beard. But
we are hardly as
unhappy as we feared to be; mother came the other
night, in a dream, and took us on her knees. Oh, come to me,
Jonathan, but for one day! No, you will not find me; I am going
across the Plains!"
And Jonathan and Ruth? They loved each other
tenderly; no external
trouble visited them; their home was
peaceful and pure; and
yet, every room and
stairway and chair was
haunted by a sorrowful
ghost. As a neighbor said after visiting them, "There seemed to be
something lost." Ruth saw how
constantly and how unconsciously
Jonathan turned to see his own every feeling reflected in the
missing eyes; how his hand sought another, even while its fellow
pressed hers; how half-spoken words, day and night, died upon his
lips, because they could not reach the twin-ear. She knew not how
it came, but her own nature took upon itself the same habit. She
felt that she received a less
measure of love than she gave--not
from Jonathan, in whose whole, warm,
transparent heart no other
woman had ever looked, but something of her own passed beyond him
and never returned. To both their life was like one of those
conjurer's cups,
seemingly filled with red wine, which is held from
the lips by the false
crystal hollow.
Neither spoke of this: neither dared to speak. The years dragged
out their slow length, with rare and brief messages from David.
Three children were in the house, and still peace and plenty laid
their signs upon its lintels. But at last Ruth, who had been
growing thinner and paler ever since the birth of her first boy,
became
seriously ill. Consumption was hers by
inheritance, and it
now manifested itself in a form which too surely
foretold the
result. After the
physician had gone, leaving his fatal verdict
behind him, she called to Jonathan, who, bewildered by his grief,
sank down on his knees at her
bedside and sobbed upon her breast.
"Don't grieve," she said; "this is my share of the burden. If I
have taken too much from you and David, now comes the atonement.
Many things have grown clear to me. David was right when he said
that there was no blame. But my time is even less than the doctor
thinks: where is David? Can you not bid him come?"
"I can only call him with my heart," he answered. "And will he
hear me now, after nearly seven years?"
"Call, then!" she
eagerly cried. "Call with all the strength of
your love for him and for me, and I believe he will hear you!"
The sun was just
setting. Jonathan went to the great ash-tree,
behind the barn, fell upon his knees, and covered his face, and the
sense of an
exceeding bitter cry filled his heart. All the
suppressed and baffled
longing, the want, the
hunger, the
unremitting pain of years, came upon him and were
crowded into the
single prayer, "Come, David, or I die!" Before the
twilight faded,
while he was still kneeling, an arm came upon his shoulder, and the
faint touch of another cheek upon his own. It was hardly for the
space of a thought, but he knew the sign.
"David will come!" he said to Ruth.
From that day all was changed. The cloud of coming death which
hung over the house was transmuted into
fleecy gold. All the lost
life came back to Jonathan's face, all the unrestful
sweetness of
Ruth's brightened into a
serene beatitude. Months had passed since
David had been heard from; they knew not how to reach him
without many delays; yet neither dreamed of doubting his
coming.
Two weeks passed, three, and there was neither word nor sign.
Jonathan and Ruth thought, "He is near," and one day a singular
unrest fell upon the former. Ruth saw it, but said nothing until
night came, when she sent Jonathan from her
bedside with the words,
"Go and meet him?"
An hour afterwards she heard double steps on the stone walk in
front of the house. They came slowly to the door; it opened; she
heard them along the hall and ascending the stairs; then the
chamber-lamp showed her the two faces, bright with a single,
unutterable joy.
One brother paused at the foot of the bed; the other drew near and
bent over her. She clasped her thin hands around his neck, kissed
him
fondly, and cried, "Dear, dear David!"
"Dear Ruth," he said, "I came as soon as I could. I was far away,
among wild mountains, when I felt that Jonathan was
calling me. I
knew that I must return, never to leave you more, and there was
still a little work to finish. Now we shall all live again!"
"Yes," said Jonathan, coming to her other side, "try to live,
Ruth!"
Her voice came clear, strong, and full of authority. "I DO live,
as never before. I shall take all my life with me when I go to
wait for one soul, as I shall find it there! Our love unites, not
divides, from this hour!"
The few weeks still left to her were a season of almost
superhuman peace. She faded slowly and painlessly,
taking the
equal love of the twin-hearts, and giving an equal
tenderness and
gratitude. Then first she saw the
mysterious need which united
them, the fulness and joy
wherewith each completed himself in the
other. All the
imperfect past was enlightened, and the end, even
that now so near, was very good.
Every afternoon they carried her down to a cushioned chair on the
veranda, where she could enjoy the quiet of the sunny landscape,
the presence of the brothers seated at her feet, and the sports of
her children on the grass. Thus, one day, while David and Jonathan
held her hands and waited for her to wake from a happy sleep, she
went before them, and, ere they guessed the truth, she was waiting
for their one soul in the undiscovered land.
And Jonathan's children, now growing into
manhood and girlhood,
also call David "father." The marks left by their divided lives
have long since vanished from their faces; the
middle-aged men,
whose hairs are turning gray, still walk hand in hand, still sleep
upon the same pillow, still have their common
wardrobe, as when
they were boys. They talk of "our Ruth" with no
sadness, for they
believe that death will make them one, when, at the same moment, he
summons both. And we who know them, to whom they have confided the
touching
mystery of their nature, believe so too.
THE EXPERIENCES OF THE A. C.
Bridgeport! Change cars for the Naugatuck Railroad!" shouted the
conductor of the New York and Boston Express Train, on the evening