John waited until he heard the
volume closed, and then spoke.
"Boys," he said, "let me have a bit of talk with you. I don't seem
to get over my ailments rightly,--never will, maybe. A man must
think of things while there's time, and say them when they HAVE
to be said. I don't know as there's any particular hurry in my
case; only, we never can tell, from one day to another. When
I die, every thing will belong to you two, share and share alike,
either to buy another farm with the money out, or divide this: I
won't tie you up in any way. But two of you will need two farms
for two families; for you won't have to wait twelve years, like
your mother and me."
"We don't want another farm, father!" said David and Jonathan
together.
"I know you don't think so, now. A wife seemed far enough off from
me when I was your age. You've always been satisfied to be with
each other, but that can't last. It was
partly your mother's
notion; I remember her
saying that our burden had passed into you.
I never quite understood what she meant, but I suppose it must
rather be the opposite of what WE had to bear."
The twins listened with
breathless attention while their father,
suddenly stirred by the past, told them the story of his long
betrothal.
"And now," he exclaimed, in
conclusion, "it may be putting wild
ideas into your two heads, but I must say it! THAT was where I
did wrong--wrong to her and to me,--in waiting! I had no right to
spoil the best of our lives; I ought to have gone
boldly, in broad
day, to her father's house, taken her by the hand, and led her
forth to be my wife. Boys, if either of you comes to love a woman
truly, and she to love you, and there is no reason why God (I don't
say man) should put you
asunder, do as I ought to have done, not as
I did! And, maybe, this advice is the best
legacy I can leave
you."
"But, father," said David,
speaking for both, "we have never
thought of marrying."
"Likely enough," their father answered; "we hardly ever think of
what surely comes. But to me, looking back, it's plain. And this
is the reason why I want you to make me a promise, and as
solemn as
if I was on my death-bed. Maybe I shall be, soon."
Tears gathered in the eyes of the twins. "What is it, father?"
they both said.
"Nothing at all to any other two boys, but I don't know how
YOU'll take it. What if I was to ask you to live apart for a
while?"
"Oh father!" both cried. They leaned together, cheek pressing
cheek, and hand clasping hand, growing white and trembling. John
Vincent, gazing into the fire, did not see their faces, or his
purpose might have been shaken.
"I don't say NOW," he went on. "After a while, when--well, when
I'm dead. And I only mean a
beginning, to help you toward what
HAS to be. Only a month; I don't want to seem hard to you; but
that's little, in all
conscience. Give me your word: say, `For
mother's sake!'"
There was a long pause. Then David and Jonathan said, in low,
faltering voices, "For mother's sake, I promise."
"Remember that you were only boys to her. She might have made all
this seem easier, for women have reasons for things no man can
answer. Mind, within a year after I'm gone!"
He rose and tottered out of the room.
The twins looked at each other: David said, "Must we?" and
Jonathan, "How can we?" Then they both thought, "It may be a long
while yet." Here was a present comfort, and each seemed to hold it
firmly in
holding the hand of the other, as they fell asleep side
by side.
The trial was nearer than they imagined. Their father died before
the winter was over; the farm and other property was
theirs, and
they might have allowed life to solve its mysteries as it rolled
onwards, but for their promise to the dead. This must be
fulfilled, and then--one thing was certain; they would never again
separate.
"The sooner the better," said David. "It shall be the visit to our
uncle and cousins in Indiana. You will come with me as far as
Harrisburg; it may be easier to part there than here. And our new
neighbors, the Bradleys, will want your help for a day or two,
after getting home."
"It is less than death," Jonathan answered, "and why should it seem