seemed to care much about you, and I suppose you're free to think
as you like; but this I say: I'll not stand by and see you spit
upon! `Covered with as much as it'll bear!' THAT'S a piece o'
luck anyhow. If we're poor, your wife must take your
poverty with
you, or she don't come into MY doors. But first of all you must
make your journey!"
"My journey!"
repeated Jacob.
"Weren't you thinking of it this night, before you took your seat
on that stump? A little more, and you'd have gone clean off, I
reckon."
Jacob was silent, and hung his head.
"Never mind! I've no right to think hard of it. In a week we'll
have finished our haying, and then it's a
fortnight to wheat; but,
for that matter, Harry and I can manage the wheat by ourselves.
You may take a month, two months, if any thing comes of it. Under
a month I don't mean that you shall come back. I'll give you
twenty dollars for a start; if you want more you must earn it on
the road, any way you please. And, mark you, Jacob! since you
ARE poor, don't let anybody suppose you are rich. For my part,
I shall not expect you to buy Whitney's place; all I ask is that
you'll tell me, fair and square, just what things and what people
you've got acquainted with. Get to bed now--the matter's settled;
I will have it so."
They rose and walked across the
meadow to the house. Jacob had
quite forgotten the events of the evening in the new prospect
suddenly opened to him, which filled him with a wonderful confusion
of fear and desire. His father said nothing more. They entered
the
lonely house together at
midnight, and went to their beds; but
Jacob slept very little.
Six days afterwards he left home, on a sparkling June morning, with
a small
bundle tied in a yellow silk
handkerchief under his arm.
His father had furnished him with the promised money, but had
positively refused to tell him what road he should take, or what
plan of action he should adopt. The only stipulation was that his
absence from home should not be less than a month.
After he had passed the wood and reached the
highway which followed
the course of the brook, he paused to consider which course to
take. Southward the road led past Pardon's, and he longed to see
his only friends once more before encountering untried hazards; but
the village was beyond, and he had no courage to walk through its
one long street with a
bundle, denoting a journey, under his arm.
Northward he would have to pass the mill and blacksmith's shop at
the cross-roads. Then he remembered that he might easily wade the
stream at a point where it was
shallow, and keep in the shelter of
the woods on the opposite hill until he struck the road farther on,
and in that direction two or three miles would take him into a
neighborhood where he was not known.
Once in the woods, an
exquisite sense of freedom came upon him.
There was nothing mocking in the soft,
graceful stir of the
expanded
foliage, in the twittering of the unfrightened birds,
or the scampering of the squirrels, over the rustling
carpet of
dead leaves. He lay down upon the moss under a spreading beech-
tree and tried to think; but the thoughts would not come. He could
not even clearly recall the keen troubles and mortifications he had
endured: all things were so
peaceful and beautiful that a portion
of their peace and beauty fell upon men and invested them with a
more kindly character.
Towards noon Jacob found himself beyond the
limitedgeography of
his life. The first man he encountered was a stranger, who greeted
him with a
hearty and
respectful "How do you do, sir?"
"Perhaps," thought Jacob, "I am not so very different from other
people, if I only thought so myself."
At noon, he stopped at a farm-house by the
roadside to get a drink
of water. A pleasant woman, who came from the door at that moment
with a
pitcher, allowed him to lower the
bucket and haul it up
dripping with precious
coolness. She looked upon him with good-
will, for he had allowed her to see his eyes, and something in
their honest, appealing expression went to her heart.
"We're going to have dinner in five minutes," said she; "won't you
stay and have something?"
Jacob stayed and brake bread with the plain,
hospitable family.
Their kindly attention to him during the meal gave him the lacking
nerve; for a moment he
resolved to offer his services to the
farmer, but he
presently saw that they were not really needed, and,
besides, the place was still too near home.