casualacquaintance scarcely gave her credit for. Sterling much
respected her decision in matters
literary; often altering and
modifying where her feeling clearly went against him; and in verses
especially
trusting to her ear, which was excellent, while he knew his
own to be worth little. I remember her melodious rich
plaintive tone
of voice; and an
exceedingly bright smile which she sometimes had,
effulgent with sunny gayety and true humor, among other fine
qualities.
Sterling has lost much in these two hours; how much that has long been
can never again be for him! Twice in one morning, so to speak, has a
mighty wind
smitten the corners of his house; and much lies in dismal
ruins round him.
CHAPTER VI.
VENTNOR: DEATH.
In this sudden
avalanche of sorrows Sterling, weak and worn as we have
seen, bore up manfully, and with pious valor fronted what had come
upon him. He was not a man to yield to vain wailings, or make
repinings at the unalterable: here was enough to be long mourned
over; but here, for the moment, was very much imperatively requiring
to be done. That evening, he called his children round him; spoke
words of religious admonition and
affection to them; said, "He must
now be a Mother as well as Father to them." On the evening of the
funeral, writes Mr. Hare, he bade them good-night, adding these words,
"If I am taken from you, God will take care of you." He had six
children left to his
charge, two of them infants; and a dark outlook
ahead of them and him. The good Mrs. Maurice, the children's young
Aunt, present at this time and often afterwards till all ended, was a
great consolation.
Falmouth, it may be
supposed, had grown a
sorrowful place to him,
peopled with
haggard memories in his weak state; and now again, as had
been usual with him, change of place suggested itself as a desirable
alleviation;--and indeed, in some sort, as a necessity. He has
"friends here," he admits to himself, "whose kindness is beyond all
price, all description;" but his little children, if anything befell
him, have no
relative within two hundred miles. He is now sole
watcher over them; and his very life is so
precarious; nay, at any
rate, it would appear, he has to leave Falmouth every spring, or run
the
hazard of worse. Once more, what is to be done? Once more,--and
now, as it turned out, for the last time.
A still gentler
climate, greater proximity to London, where his
Brother Anthony now was and most of his friends and interests were:
these considerations recommended Ventnor, in the beautiful
Southeastern corner of the Isle of Wight; where on
inquiry an eligible
house was found for sale. The house and its
surrounding piece of
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thither in June of
this year 1843; and set about improvements and adjustments on a frank
scale. By the
decease of his Mother, he had become rich in money; his
share of the West-India properties having now fallen to him, which,
added to his former incomings, made a
revenue he could consider ample
and
abundant. Falmouth friends looked lovingly towards him, promising
occasional visits; old Herstmonceux, which he often spoke of
revisiting but never did, was not far off; and London, with all its
resources and remembrances, was now again
accessible. He resumed his
work; and had hopes of again achieving something.
The Poem of _Coeur-de-Lion_ has been already mentioned, and the wider
form and aim it had got since he first took it in hand. It was above
a year before the date of these tragedies and changes, that he had
sent me a Canto, or couple of Cantos, of _Coeur-de-Lion_; loyally
again demanding my opinion, harsh as it had often been on that side.
This time I felt right glad to answer in another tone: "That here was
real
felicity and
ingenuity, on the prescribed conditions; a
decisively rhythmic quality in this
composition; thought and
phraseology
actually _dancing_, after a sort. What the plan and scope
of the Work might be, he had not said, and I could not judge; but here
was a light opulence of airy fancy,
picturesqueconception, vigorous
delineation, all marching on as with
cheerful drum and fife, if
without more rich and
complicated forms of
melody: if a man _would_
write in metre, this sure enough was the way to try doing it." For
such
encouragement from that stinted quarter, Sterling, I doubt not,
was very
thankful; and of course it might co-operate with the
inspirations from his Naples Tour to further him a little in this his
now chief task in the way of Poetry; a thought which, among my many
almost
pathetic remembrances of
contradictions to his Poetic tendency,
is pleasant for me.
But, on the whole, it was no matter. With or without
encouragement,
he was
resolute to persevere in Poetry, and did persevere. When I
think now of his
modest, quiet steadfastness in this business of
Poetry; how, in spite of friend and foe, he
silently persisted,
without wavering, in the form of
utterance he had chosen for himself;
and to what length he carried it, and vindicated himself against us
all;--his
character comes out in a new light to me, with more of a
certain central inflexibility and noble silent
resolution than I had
elsewhere noticed in it. This summer, moved by natural feelings,
which were sanctioned, too, and in a sort sanctified to him, by the
remembered
counsel of his late Wife, he printed the _Tragedy of
Strafford_. But there was in the public no
contradiction to the hard
vote I had given about it: the little Book fell dead-born; and
Sterling had again to take his disappointment;--which it must be owned
he
cheerfully did; and,
resolute to try it again and ever again, went
along with his _Coeur-de-Lion_, as if the public had been all with
him. An honorable
capacity to stand single against the whole world;
such as all men need, from time to time! After all, who knows
whether, in his overclouded, broken, flighty way of life,
incapable of
long hard
drudgery, and so shut out from the solid forms of Prose,
this Poetic Form, which he could well learn as he could all forms, was
not the suitablest for him?
This work of _Coeur-de-Lion_ he prosecuted steadfastly in his new
home; and indeed employed on it
henceforth all the
available days that
were left him in this world. As was already said, he did not live to
complete it; but some eight Cantos, three or four of which I know to
possess high worth, were finished, before Death intervened, and there
he had to leave it. Perhaps it will yet be given to the public; and
in that case be better received than the others were, by men of
judgment; and serve to put Sterling's Poetic pretensions on a much
truer
footing. I can say, that to readers who do prefer a
poeticdiet, this ought to be
welcome: if you can
contrive to love the thing
which is still called "
poetry" in these days, here is a decidedly
superior article in that kind,--richer than one of a hundred that you
smilingly consume.
In this same month of June, 1843, while the house at Ventnor was
getting ready, Sterling was again in London for a few days. Of course
at Knightsbridge, now fallen under such sad change, many private
matters needed to be settled by his Father and Brother and him.
Captain Anthony, now
minded to remove with his family to London and
quit the military way of life, had agreed to purchase the big family
house, which he still occupies; the old man, now rid of that
encumbrance,
retired to a smaller
establishment of his own; came
ultimately to be Anthony's guest, and spent his last days so. He was
much lamed and broken, the half of his old life suddenly torn
away;--and other losses, which he yet knew not of, lay close ahead of
him. In a year or two, the
rugged old man, borne down by these
pressures, quite gave way; sank into paralytic and other infirmities;
and was released from life's sorrows, under his son Anthony's roof, in
the fall of 1847.--The house in Knightsbridge was, at the time we now
speak of, empty except of servants; Anthony having returned to Dublin,
I suppose to conclude his affairs there, prior to
removal. John
lodged in a Hotel.
We had our fair share of his company in this visit, as in all the past
ones; but the
intercourse, I
recollect, was dim and broken, a
disastrous shadow
hanging over it, not to be cleared away by effort.
Two American gentlemen,
acquaintances also of mine, had been
recommended to him, by Emerson most likely: one morning Sterling
appeared here with a
strenuous proposal that we should come to
Knightsbridge, and dine with him and them. Objections, general
dissuasions were not
wanting: The empty dark house, such needless
trouble, and the like;--but he answered in his quizzing way, "Nature
herself prompts you, when a stranger comes, to give him a dinner.