formidable toils
inherent in such a
pursuit: with Medicine he had
never been in any contiguity, that he should dream of it as a course
for him. Clearly enough the professions were unsuitable; they to him,
he to them. Professions, built so largely on speciosity instead of
performance; clogged, in this bad epoch, and defaced under such
suspicions of fatal imposture, were
hateful not
lovable to the young
radical soul,
scornful of gross profit, and
intent on ideals and human
noblenesses. Again, the professions, were they never so perfect and
veracious, will require slow steady pulling, to which this individual
young
radical, with his swift, far-darting brilliancies, and nomadic
desultory ways, is of all men the most
averse and unfitted. No
profession could, in any case, have well gained the early love of
Sterling. And perhaps
withal the most
tragic element of his life is
even this, That there now was none to which he could fitly, by those
wiser than himself, have been bound and constrained, that he might
learn to love it. So swift, light-limbed and fiery an Arab courser
ought, for all manner of reasons, to have been trained to
saddle and
harness. Roaming at full
gallop over the heaths,--especially when
your heath was London, and English and European life, in the
nineteenth century,--he suffered much, and did
comparatively little.
I have known few creatures whom it was more
wasteful to send forth
with the
bridle thrown up, and to set to steeple-hunting instead of
running on highways! But it is the lot of many such, in this
dislocated time,--Heaven mend it! In a better time there will be
other "professions" than those three
extremely cramp, confused and
indeed almost obsolete ones: professions, if possible, that are true,
and do _not_ require you at the
threshold to
constitute yourself an
impostor. Human association,--which will mean
discipline, vigorous
wise subordination and co-ordination,--is so unspeakably important.
Professions, "regimented human
pursuits," how many of honorable and
manful might be possible for men; and which should _not_, in their
results to society, need to
stumble along, in such an unwieldy futile
manner, with legs
swollen into such
enormous elephantiasis and no go
at all in them! Men will one day think of the force they squander in
every
generation, and the fatal damage they
encounter, by this
neglect.
The
career likeliest for Sterling, in his and the world's
circumstances, would have been what is called public life: some
secretarial,
diplomatic or other official training, to issue if
possible in Parliament as the true field for him. And here, beyond
question, had the gross material conditions been allowed, his
spiritual capabilities were first-rate. In any arena where eloquence
and
argument was the point, this man was calculated to have borne the
bell from all competitors. In lucid
ingenious talk and logic, in all
manner of
brilliantutterance and tongue-fence, I have hardly known
his fellow. So ready lay his store of knowledge round him, so perfect
was his ready
utterance of the same,--in coruscating wit, in jocund
drollery, in
compact articulated
clearness or high poignant emphasis,
as the case required,--he was a match for any man in
argument before a
crowd of men. One of the most supple-wristed, dexterous,
graceful and
successful fencers in that kind. A man, as Mr. Hare has said, "able
to argue with four or five at once;" could do the parrying all round,
in a
succession swift as light, and plant his hits
wherever a chance
offered. In Parliament, such a soul put into a body of the due
toughness might have carried it far. If ours is to be called, as I
hear some call it, the Talking Era, Sterling of all men had the talent
to excel in it.
Probably it was with some vague view towards chances in this direction
that Sterling's first
engagement was entered upon; a brief connection
as Secretary to some Club or Association into which certain public
men, of the reforming sort, Mr. Crawford (the Oriental Diplomatist and
Writer), Mr. Kirkman Finlay (then Member for Glasgow), and other
political notabilities had now formed themselves,--with what specific
objects I do not know, nor with what result if any. I have heard
vaguely, it was "to open the trade to India." Of course they intended
to stir up the public mind into co-operation,
whatever their goal or
object was: Mr. Crawford, an
intimate in the Sterling household,
recognized the fine
literary gift of John; and might think it a lucky
hit that he had caught such a Secretary for three hundred pounds a
year. That was the salary agreed upon; and for some months actually
worked for and paid; Sterling becoming for the time an
intimate and
almost an
inmate in Mr. Crawford's
circle,
doubtless not without
results to himself beyond the secretarial work and pounds
sterling:
so much is certain. But neither the Secretaryship nor the Association
itself had any
continuance; nor can I now learn
accurately more of it
than what is here stated;--in which vague state it must
vanish from
Sterling's history again, as it in great
measure did from his life.
From himself in after-years I never heard mention of it; nor were his
pursuits connected afterwards with those of Mr. Crawford, though the
mutual good-will continued unbroken.
In fact, however splendid and indubitable Sterling's qualifications
for a
parliamentary life, there was that in him
withal which flatly
put a
negative on any such
project. He had not the slow
steady-pulling
diligence which is
indispensable in that, as in all
important
pursuits and
strenuous human competitions
whatsoever. In
every sense, his momentum depended on
velocity of stroke, rather than
on weight of metal; "beautifulest sheet-lightning," as I often said,
"not to be condensed into thunder-bolts." Add to this,--what indeed
is perhaps but the same
phenomenon in another form,--his
bodily frame
was thin, excitable, already manifesting pulmonary symptoms; a body
which the tear and wear of Parliament would infallibly in few months
have wrecked and ended. By this path there was clearly no mounting.
The far-darting,
restlessly coruscating soul, equips beyond all others
to shine in the Talking Era, and lead National Palavers with their
_spolia opima_
captive, is imprisoned in a
fragile hectic body which
quite forbids the
adventure. "_Es ist dafur gesorgt_," says Goethe,
"Provision has been made that the trees do not grow into the
sky;"--means are always there to stop them short of the sky.
CHAPTER VI.
LITERATURE: THE ATHENAEUM.
Of all forms of public life, in the Talking Era, it was clear that
only one completely suited Sterling,--the anarchic, nomadic, entirely
aerial and unconditional one, called Literature. To this all his
tendencies, and fine gifts
positive and
negative, were evidently
pointing; and here, after such brief attempting or thoughts to attempt
at other posts, he already in this same year arrives. As many do, and
ever more must do, in these our years and times. This is the chaotic
haven of so many
frustrate activities; where all manner of good gifts
go up in far-seen smoke or conflagration; and whole fleets, that might
have been war-fleets to
conquer kingdoms, are _consumed_ (too truly,
often), amid "fame" enough, and the admiring shouts of the vulgar,
which is always fond to see fire going on. The true Canaan and Mount
Zion of a Talking Era must ever be Literature: the extraneous,
miscellaneous, self-elected,
indescribable _Parliamentum_, or Talking
Apparatus, which talks by books and printed papers.
A
literary Newspaper called _The Athenaeum_, the same which still
subsists, had been founded in those years by Mr. Buckingham; James
Silk Buckingham, who has since continued
notable under various
figures. Mr. Buckingham's _Athenaeum_ had not as yet got into a
flourishing condition; and he was
willing to sell the
copyright of it
for a
consideration. Perhaps Sterling and old Cambridge friends of
his had been already
writing for it. At all events, Sterling, who had
already
privately begun
writing a Novel, and was clearly looking
towards Literature, perceived that his
gifted Cambridge friend,
Frederic Maurice, was now also at large in a somewhat similar
situation; and that here was an
opening for both of them, and for
other
gifted friends. The
copyright was purchased for I know not what
sum, nor with whose money, but guess it may have been Sterling's, and
no great sum;--and so, under free auspices, themselves their own
captains, Maurice and he spread sail for this new
voyage of
adventure
into all the world. It was about the end of 1828 that readers of
periodicalliterature, and quidnuncs in those departments, began to
report the appearance, in a Paper called the _Athenaeum, of_
writings
showing a superior brilliancy, and
height of aim; one or perhaps two
slight specimens of which came into my own hands, in my
remote corner,
about that time, and were duly recognized by me, while the authors
were still far off and
hidden behind deep veils.
Some of Sterling's best Papers from the _Athenaeum_ have been
published by Archdeacon Hare: first-fruits by a young man of
twenty-two; crude,
imperfect, yet singularly beautiful and attractive;
which will still
testify what high
literary promise lay in him. The
ruddiest glow of young
enthusiasm, of noble incipient spiritual
manhood reigns over them; once more a
divine Universe unveiling itself