continued ever afterwards, in spite of such fitful circumstances and
uncertain
outward fluctuations as his were sure of being, to prosecute
it
steadily with all the strength he had.
One evening about this time, he came down to us, to Chelsea, most
likely by appointment and with stipulation for
privacy; and read, for
our opinion, his Poem of the _Sexton's Daughter_, which we now first
heard of. The judgment in this house was friendly, but not the most
encouraging. We found the piece
monotonous, cast in the mould of
Wordsworth, deficient in real human fervor or depth of melody,
dallying on the borders of the infantile and "goody-good;"--in fact,
involved still in the shadows of the surplice, and inculcating (on
hearsay mainly) a weak
morality, which he would one day find not to be
moral at all, but in good part maudlin-hypocritical and immoral. As
indeed was to be said still of most of his performances, especially
the
poetical; a
sickly _shadow_ of the parish-church still hanging
over them, which he could by no means recognize for
sickly.
_Imprimatur_
nevertheless was the concluding word,--with these grave
abatements, and rhadamanthine admonitions. To all which Sterling
listened
seriously and in the mildest humor. His
reading, it might
have been added, had much hurt the effect of the piece: a dreary
pulpit or even conventicle manner; that flattest moaning hoo-hoo of
predetermined pathos, with a kind of rocking canter introduced by way
of intonation, each
stanza the exact fellow Of the other, and the dull
swing of the rocking-horse duly in each;--no
reading could be more
unfavorable to Sterling's
poetry than his own. Such a mode of
reading, and indeed generally in a man of such vivacity the total
absence of all gifts for play-acting or
artistic mimicry in any kind,
was a
noticeable point.
After much
consultation, it was settled at last that Sterling should
go to Madeira for the winter. One gray dull autumn afternoon, towards
the middle of October, I remember walking with him to the eastern Dock
region, to see his ship, and how the final preparations in his own
little cabin were
proceeding there. A dingy little ship, the deck
crowded with packages, and bustling sailors within eight-and-forty
hours of lifting
anchor; a dingy chill smoky day, as I have said
withal, and a chaotic element and
outlook, enough to make a friend's
heart sad. I admired the
cheerfulcareless humor and brisk activity
of Sterling, who took the matter all on the sunny side, as he was wont
in such cases. We came home together in
manifold talk: he accepted
with the due smile my last
contribution to his sea-equipment, a
sixpenny box of German lucifers purchased on the sudden in St. James's
Street, fit to be offered with
laughter or with tears or with both; he
was to leave for Portsmouth almost immediately, and there go on board.
Our next news was of his safe
arrival in the
temperate Isle. Mrs.
Sterling and the children were left at Knights
bridge; to pass this
winter with his Father and Mother.
At Madeira Sterling did well: improved in health; was busy with much
Literature; and fell in with society which he could
reckon pleasant.
He was much
delighted with the
scenery of the place; found the climate
wholesome to him in a marked degree; and, with good news from home,
and kindly interests here
abroad, passed no
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disagreeable winter in
that exile. There was talking, there was
writing, there was hope of
better health; he rode almost daily, in
cheerful busy humor, along
those fringed shore-roads:--beautiful leafy roads and horse-paths;
with here and there a wild
cataract and
bridge to look at; and always
with the soft sky
overhead, the dead
volcanic mountain on one hand,
and broad illimitable sea spread out on the other. Here are two
Letters which give
reasonably good
account of him:--
"_To Thomas Carlyle, Esq., Chelsea, London_.
"FUNCHAL, MADEIRA, 16th November, 1837.
"MY DEAR CARLYLE,--I have been
writing a good many letters all in a
batch, to go by the same opportunity; and I am
thoroughly weary of
writing the same things over and over again to different people. My
letter to you
therefore, I fear, must have much of the
character of
remainder-biscuit. But you will receive it as a proof that I do not
wish you to forget me, though it may be
useless for any other purpose.
"I reached this on the 2d, after a tolerably
prosperous voyage,
deformed by some days of sea-sickness, but
otherwise not to be
complained of. I liked my twenty fellow-passengers far better than I
expected;--three or four of them I like much, and continue to see
frequently. The Island too is better than I expected: so that my
Barataria at least does not
disappoint me. The bold rough mountains,
with mist about their summits, verdure below, and a bright sun over
all, please me much; and I ride daily on the steep and narrow paved
roads, which no wheels ever journeyed on. The Town is clean, and
there its merits end: but I am
comfortably lodged; with a large and
pleasant sitting-room to myself. I have met with much kindness; and
see all the society I want,--though it is not quite equal to that of
London, even excluding Chelsea.
"I have got about me what Books I brought out; and have read a little,
and done some
writing for _Blackwood_,--all, I have the pleasure to
inform you, prose, nay
extremely prose. I shall now be more at
leisure; and hope to get more
steadily to work; though I do not know
what I shall begin upon. As to
reading, I have been looking at
_Goethe_, especially the _Life_,--much as a shying horse looks at a
post. In truth, I am afraid of him. I enjoy and admire him so much,
and feel I could so easily be tempted to go along with him. And yet I
have a deeply rooted and old
persuasion that he was the most splendid
of anachronisms. A
thoroughly, nay
intensely Pagan Life, in an age
when it is men's duty to be Christian. I
therefore never take him up
without a kind of
inward check, as if I were
trying some forbidden
spell; while, on the other hand, there is so
infinitely much to be
learnt from him, and it is so needful to understand the world we live
in, and our own age, and especially its greatest minds, that I cannot
bring myself to burn my books as the converted Magicians did, or sink
them as did Prospero. There must, as I think, have been some
prodigious
defect in his mind, to let him hold such views as his about
women and some other things; and in another respect, I find so much
coldness and hollowness as to the highest truths, and feel so strongly
that the Heaven he looks up to is but a vault of ice,--that these two
indications, leading to the same
conclusion, go far to
convince me he
was a
profoundly immoral and irreligious spirit, with as rare
faculties of
intelligence as ever belonged to any one. All this may
be mere _goody_
weakness and twaddle, on my part: but it is a
persuasion that I cannot escape from; though I should feel the doing
so to be a
deliverance from a most
painful load. If you could help
me, I
heartily wish you would. I never take him up without high
admiration, or lay him down without real sorrow for what he chose to
be.
"I have been
reading nothing else that you would much care for.
Southey's _Amadis_ has amused me; and Lyell's _Geology_ interested me.
The latter gives one the same sort of bewildering view of the abysmal
extent of Time that Astronomy does of Space. I do not think I shall
take your advice as to
learning Portuguese. It is said to be very ill
spoken here; and
assuredly it is the most direful
series of nasal
twangs I ever heard. One gets on quite well with English.
"The people here are, I believe, in a very low condition; but they do
not appear
miserable. I am told that the influence of the priests
makes the peasantry all Miguelites; but it is said that nobody wants
any more revolutions. There is no appearance of riot or crime; and
they are all
extremely civil. I was much interested by
learning that
Columbus once lived here, before he found America and fame. I have
been to see a deserted _quinta_ (country-house), where there is a
great deal of curious old
sculpture, in
relief, upon the
masonry; many
of the figures, which are nearly as large as life, representing
soldiers clad and armed much as I should suppose those of Cortez were.
There are no buildings about the Town, of the smallest pretensions to
beauty or charm of any kind. On the whole, if Madeira were one's
world, life would certainly rather tend to stagnate; but as a
temporary
refuge, a niche in an old ruin where one is sheltered from
the
shower, it has great merit. I am more comfortable and contented
than I expected to be, so far from home and from everybody I am
closely connected with: but, of course, it is at best a tolerable
exile.