literature or enlightenment, had been small and sadly intermittent;
but he had, especially among young inquiring men, a higher than
literary, a kind of
prophetic or
magiciancharacter. He was thought
to hold, he alone in England, the key of German and other
Transcendentalisms; knew the
sublime secret of believing by "the
reason" what "the understanding" had been obliged to fling out as
incredible; and could still, after Hume and Voltaire had done their
best and worst with him,
profess himself an
orthodox Christian, and
say and print to the Church of England, with its
singular old rubrics
and surplices at Allhallowtide, _Esto perpetua_. A
sublime man; who,
alone in those dark days, had saved his crown of
spiritual manhood;
escaping from the black materialisms, and
revolutionarydeluges, with
"God, Freedom, Immortality" still his: a king of men. The practical
intellects of the world did not much heed him, or
carelessly reckoned
him a meta
physicaldreamer: but to the rising spirits of the young
generation he had this dusky
sublimecharacter; and sat there as a
kind of _Magus_, girt in
mystery and enigma; his Dodona oak-grove (Mr.
Gilman's house at Highgate) whispering strange things,
uncertainwhether
oracles or jargon.
The Gilmans did not
encourage much company, or excitation of any sort,
round their sage;
neverthelessaccess to him, if a youth did
reverently wish it, was not difficult. He would
stroll about the
pleasant garden with you, sit in the pleasant rooms of the
place,--perhaps take you to his own
peculiar room, high up, with a
rearward view, which was the chief view of all. A really charming
outlook, in fine weather. Close at hand, wide sweep of
flowery leafy
gardens, their few houses
mostlyhidden, the very chimney-pots veiled
under blossomy umbrage, flowed
gloriously down hill;
gloriouslyissuing in wide-tufted undulating plain-country, rich in all charms of
field and town. Waving
blooming country of the brightest green;
dotted all over with handsome villas, handsome groves; crossed by
roads and human
traffic, here inaudible or heard only as a
musicalhum: and behind all swam, under olive-tinted haze, the illimitable
limitary ocean of London, with its domes and steeples
definite in the
sun, big Paul's and the many memories attached to it
hanging high over
all. Nowhere, of its kind, could you see a grander
prospect on a
bright summer day, with the set of the air going
southward,--southward, and so draping with the city-smoke not you but
the city. Here for hours would Coleridge talk,
concerning all
conceivable or inconceivable things; and liked nothing better than to
have an
intelligent, or failing that, even a silent and patient human
listener. He
distinguished himself to all that ever heard him as at
least the most
surprisingtalker extant in this world,--and to some
small
minority, by no means to all, as the most excellent.
The good man, he was now getting old, towards sixty perhaps; and gave
you the idea of a life that had been full of
sufferings; a life
heavy-laden, half-vanquished, still swimming
painfully in seas of
manifold
physical and other
bewilderment. Brow and head were round,
and of
massive weight, but the face was flabby and irresolute. The
deep eyes, of a light hazel, were as full of sorrow as of inspiration;
confused pain looked
mildly from them, as in a kind of mild
astonishment. The whole figure and air, good and
amiable otherwise,
might be called flabby and irresolute;
expressive of
weakness under
possibility of strength. He hung
loosely on his limbs, with knees
bent, and stooping attitude; in walking, he rather shuffled than
decisively steps; and a lady once remarked, he never could fix which
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continually shifted,
in corkscrew fashion, and kept
trying both. A heavy-laden,
high-aspiring and surely much-
suffering man. His voice, naturally
soft and good, had
contracted itself into a
plaintive snuffle and
singsong; he spoke as if preaching,--you would have said, preaching
earnestly and also
hopelessly the weightiest things. I still
recollect his "object" and "subject," terms of
continual recurrence in
the Kantean
province; and how he sang and snuffled them into
"om-m-mject" and "sum-m-mject," with a kind of
solemn shake or quaver,
as he rolled along. No talk, in his century or in any other, could be
more
surprising.
Sterling, who assiduously attended him, with
profoundreverence, and
was often with him by himself, for a good many months, gives a record
of their first colloquy.[8] Their colloquies were numerous, and he
had taken note of many; but they are all gone to the fire, except this
first, which Mr. Hare has printed,--unluckily without date. It
contains a number of
ingenious, true and half-true
observations, and
is of course a
faithful epitome of the things said; but it gives small
idea of Coleridge's way of talking;--this one feature is perhaps the
most recognizable, "Our
interview lasted for three hours, during which
he talked two hours and three quarters." Nothing could be more
copious than his talk; and
furthermore it was always,
virtually or
literally, of the nature of a monologue;
suffering no interruption,
however reverent;
hastily putting aside all foreign additions,
annotations, or most ingenuous desires for elucidation, as well-meant
superfluities which would never do. Besides, it was talk not flowing
any-whither like a river, but spreading every-whither in inextricable
currents and regurgitations like a lake or sea;
terribly deficient in
definite goal or aim, nay often in
logical intelligibility; _what_ you
were to believe or do, on any
earthly or
heavenly thing, obstinately
refusing to appear from it. So that, most times, you felt
logically
lost; swamped near to drowning in this tide of
ingenious vocables,
spreading out
boundless as if to
submerge the world.
To sit as a
passivebucket and be pumped into, whether you consent or
not, can in the long-run be exhilarating to no creature; how
eloquentsoever the flood of
utterance that is descending. But if it be withal
a confused unintelligible flood of
utterance, threatening to
submergeall known landmarks of thought, and drown the world and you!--I have
heard Coleridge talk, with eager
musicalenergy, two
stricken hours,
his face
radiant and moist, and
communicate no meaning
whatsoever to
any individual of his hearers,--certain of whom, I for one, still kept
eagerly listening in hope; the most had long before given up, and
formed (if the room were large enough)
secondary humming groups of
their own. He began
anywhere: you put some question to him, made
some
suggestiveobservation: instead of answering this, or decidedly
setting out towards answer of it, he would
accumulate formidable
apparatus,
logical swim-bladders, transcendental life-preservers and
other precautionary and vehiculatory gear, for
setting out; perhaps
did at last get under way,--but was
swiftly solicited, turned aside by
the glance of some
radiant new game on this hand or that, into new
courses; and ever into new; and before long into all the Universe,
where it was
uncertain what game you would catch, or whether any.
His talk, alas, was
distinguished, like himself, by irresolution: it
disliked to he troubled with conditions, abstinences,
definitefulfilments;--loved to
wander at its own sweet will, and make its
auditor and his claims and
humble wishes a mere
passivebucket for
itself! He had knowledge about many things and topics, much curious
reading; but generally all topics led him, after a pass or two, into
the high seas of theosophic
philosophy, the hazy infinitude of Kantean
transcendentalism, with its "sum-m-mjects " and " om-m-mjects." Sad
enough; for with such indolent
impatience of the claims and ignorances
of others, he had not the least
talent for explaining this or anything
unknown to them; and you swam and fluttered in the mistiest wide
unintelligible
deluge of things, for most part in a rather profitless
uncomfortable manner.
Glorious islets, too, I have seen rise out of the haze; but they were
few, and soon swallowed in the general element again. Balmy sunny
islets, islets of the blest and the intelligible:--on which occasions
those
secondary humming groups would all cease humming, and hang
breathless upon the
eloquent words; till once your islet got wrapt in
the mist again, and they could recommence humming. Eloquent
artistically
expressive words you always had;
piercing radiances of a
most subtle
insight came at intervals; tones of noble pious
sympathy,
recognizable as pious though
strangely colored, were never wanting
long: but in general you could not call this
aimless, cloud-capt,
cloud-based, lawlessly meandering human
discourse of reason by the
name of "excellent talk," but only of "
surprising;" and were reminded
bitterly of Hazlitt's
account of it: "Excellent
talker, very,--if you
let him start from no premises and come to no conclusion." Coleridge
was not without what
talkers call wit, and there were touches of
prickly sarcasm in him,
contemptuous enough of the world and its idols
and popular dignitaries; he had traits even of
poetic humor: but in
general he seemed deficient in
laughter; or indeed in
sympathy for
concrete human things either on the sunny or on the stormy side. One
right peal of
concretelaughter at some convicted flesh-and-blood
absurdity, one burst of noble
indignation at some
injustice or
depravity, rubbing elbows with us on this solid Earth, how strange
would it have been in that Kantean haze-world, and how infinitely
cheering amid its
vacant air-castles and dim-melting ghosts and
shadows! None such ever came. His life had been an
abstract thinking