gifted man: but if called to
define him, I should say, Artist not
Saint was the real bent of his being. He had endless
admiration, but
intrinsically rather a
deficiency of
reverence in
comparison. Fear,
with its corollaries, on the religious side, he appeared to have none,
nor ever to have had any.
In short, it was a strange enough
symptom to me of the bewildered
condition of the world, to behold a man of this
temper, and of this
veracity and nobleness, self-consecrated here, by free volition and
deliberateselection, to be a Christian Priest; and zealously
struggling to fancy himself such in very truth. Undoubtedly a
singular present fact;--from which, as from their point of
intersection, great perplexities and aberrations in the past, and
considerable confusions in the future might be seen ominously
radiating. Happily our friend, as I said, needed little hope. To-day
with its activities was always bright and rich to him. His
unmanageable, dislocated, devastated world,
spiritual or economical,
lay all illuminated in living
sunshine, making it almost beautiful to
his eyes, and gave him no hypochondria. A richer soul, in the way of
natural
outfit for
felicity, for
joyful activity in this world, so far
as his strength would go, was
nowhere to be met with.
The Letters which Mr. Hare has printed, Letters addressed, I imagine,
mostly to himself, in this and the following year or two, give record
of
abundant changeful plannings and laborings, on the part of
Sterling; still
chiefly in the
theological department. Translation
from Tholuck, from Schleiermacher;
treatise on this thing, then on
that, are on the anvil: it is a life of abstruse vague
speculations,
singularly
cheerful and
hopefulwithal, about Will, Morals, Jonathan
Edwards, Jewhood, Manhood, and of Books to be written on these topics.
Part of which
adventurous vague plans, as the Translation from
Tholuck, he
actually performed; other greater part, merging always
into wider undertakings, remained plan merely. I remember he talked
often about Tholuck, Schleiermacher, and others of that stamp; and
looked disappointed, though full of good nature, at my
obstinateindifference to them and their affairs.
His knowledge of German Literature, very slight at this time,
limiteditself
altogether to writers on Church matters,--Evidences,
Counter-Evidences, Theologies and Rumors of Theologies; by the
Tholucks, Schleiermachers, Neanders, and I know not whom. Of the true
sovereign souls of that Literature, the Goethes, Richters, Schillers,
Lessings, he had as good as no knowledge; and of Goethe in particular
an
obstinate misconception, with proper abhorrence appended,--which
did not abate for several years, nor quite
abolish itself till a very
late period. Till, in a word, he got Goethe's works fairly read and
studied for himself! This was often enough the course with Sterling
in such cases. He had a most swift glance of
recognition for the
worthy and for the
unworthy; and was prone, in his
ardent decisive
way, to put much faith in it. "Such a one is a
worthless idol; not
excellent, only sham-excellent:" here, on this
negative side
especially, you often had to admire how right he was;--often, but not
quite always. And he would
maintain, with endless ingenuity,
confidence and persistence, his fallacious
spectrum to be a real
image. However, it was sure to come all right in the end. Whatever
real
excellence he might misknow, you had but to let it stand before
him, soliciting new
examination from him: none surer than he to
recognize it at last, and to pay it all his dues, with the arrears and
interest on them. Goethe, who figures as some
absurd high-stalking
hollow play-actor, or empty
ornamental clock-case of an "Artist"
so-called, in the Tale of the _Onyx Ring_, was in the
throne of
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intellectual world before all was done; and the theory of
"Goethe's want of feeling," want of &c. &c. appeared to him also
abundantly
contemptible and forgettable.
Sterling's days, during this time as always, were full of occupation,
cheerfully interesting to himself and others; though, the wrecks of
theology so encumbering him, little fruit on the
positive side could
come of these labors. On the
negative side they were
productive; and
there also, so much of encumbrance requiring
removal, before fruit
could grow, there was plenty of labor needed. He looked happy as well
as busy; roamed
extensively among his friends, and loved to have them
about him,--
chiefly old Cam
bridge comrades now settling into
occupations in the world;--and was felt by all friends, by myself as
by few, to be a
welcomeillumination in the dim whirl of things. A
man of
altogether social and human ways; his address everywhere
pleasant and enlivening. A certain smile of thin but genuine
laughter, we might say, hung
gracefully over all he said and
did;--expressing
gracefully, according to the model of this epoch, the
stoical pococurantism which is required of the
cultivated Englishman.
Such
laughter in him was not deep, but neither was it false (as
lamentably happens often); and the
cheerfulness it went to symbolize
was
hearty and beautiful,--visible in the silent unsymbolized state in
a still gracefuler fashion.
Of wit, so far as rapid
livelyintellect produces wit, he had plenty,
and did not abuse his
endowment that way, being always fundamentally
serious in the
purport of his speech: of what we call humor, he had
some, though little; nay of real sense for the ludicrous, in any form,
he had not much for a man of his vivacity; and you remarked that his
laugh was
limited in
compass, and of a clear but not rich quality. To
the like effect shone something, a kind of childlike half-embarrassed
shimmer of expression, on his fine vivid
countenance; curiously
mingling with its ardors and audacities. A beautiful childlike soul!
He was naturally a favorite in conversation, especially with all who
had any funds for conversing: frank and direct, yet
polite and
delicate
withal,--though at times too he could
crackle with his
dexterous petulancies, making the air all like needles round you; and
there was no end to his logic when you excited it; no end, unless in
some form of silence on your part. Elderly men of
reputation I have
sometimes known offended by him: for he took a frank way in the
matter of talk; spoke
freely out of him,
freely listening to what
others spoke, with a kind of "hail fellow well met" feeling; and
carelessly measured a men much less by his reputed
account in the bank
of wit, or in any other bank, than by what the man had to show for
himself in the shape of real
spiritual cash on the occasion. But
withal there was ever a fine element of natural
courtesy in Sterling;
his
deliberate demeanor to acknowledged superiors was fine and
graceful; his apologies and the like, when in a fit of
repentance he
felt commanded to apologize, were full of naivete, and very pretty and
ingenuous.
His
circle of friends was wide enough;
chiefly men of his own
standing, old College friends many of them; some of whom have now
become
universally known. Among whom the most important to him was
Frederic Maurice, who had not long before removed to the Chaplaincy of
Guy's Hospital here, and was still, as he had long been, his intimate
and counsellor. Their views and
articulate opinions, I suppose, were
now fast
beginning to diverge; and these went on diverging far enough:
but in their kindly union, in their perfect trustful familiarity,
precious to both parties, there never was the least break, but a
steady, equable and duly increasing current to the end. One of
Sterling's commonest expeditions, in this time, was a sally to the
other side of London Bridge: "Going to Guy's to-day." Maurice, in a
year or two, became Sterling's
brother-in-law;
wedded Mrs. Sterling's
younger sister,--a gentle excellent
female soul; by whom the relation
was, in many ways, strengthened and beautified for Sterling and all
friends of the parties. With the Literary notabilities I think he had
no
acquaintance; his thoughts indeed still tended rather towards a
certain class of the Clerical; but neither had he much to do with
these; for he was at no time the least of a tuft-hunter, but rather
had a marked natural
indifference to _tufts_.
The Rev. Mr. Dunn, a
venerable and
amiable Irish gentleman,
"distinguished," we were told, "by having refused a bishopric:" and
who was now living, in an opulent enough
retirement, amid his books
and philosophies and friends, in London,--is
memorable to me among
this
clerical class: one of the mildest, beautifulest old men I have
ever seen,--"like Fenelon," Sterling said: his very face, with its
kind true smile, with its look of
sufferingcheerfulness and pious
wisdom, was a sort of benediction. It is of him that Sterling writes,
in the Extract which Mr. Hare,
modestly reducing the name to an
initial "Mr. D.," has given us:[13] "Mr. Dunn, for
instance; the
defect of whose Theology, compounded as it is of the
doctrine of the
Greek Fathers, of the Mystics and of Ethical Philosophers,
consists,--if I may hint a fault in one whose
holiness,
meekness and
fervor would have made him the
beloveddisciple of him whom Jesus
loved,--in an
insufficientapprehension of the
reality and depth of
Sin." A
characteristic "defect" of this fine gentle soul. On Mr.
Dunn's death, which occurred two or three years later, Stirling gave,
in some veiled yet
transparent form, in _Blackwood's Magazine_, an
affectionate and
eloquent notice of him; which, stript of the veil,
was excerpted into the Newspapers also.[14]
Of Coleridge there was little said. Coleridge was now dead, not long
since; nor was his name
henceforth much heard in Sterling's
circle;