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noise as of someone going on tiptoes through the

trees in the orchard. She was frightened and closed
the window quickly. For an hour she moved about

the room trembling with excitement and when she
could not longer bear the waiting, she crept into the

hall and down the stairs into a closet-like room that
opened off the parlor.

Louise had decided that she would perform the
courageous act that had for weeks been in her mind.

She was convinced that John Hardy had concealed
himself in the orchard beneath her window and she

was determined to find him and tell him that she
wanted him to come close to her, to hold her in his

arms, to tell her of his thoughts and dreams and to
listen while she told him her thoughts and dreams.

"In the darkness it will be easier to say things," she
whispered to herself, as she stood in the little room

groping for the door.
And then suddenly Louise realized that she was

not alone in the house. In the parlor on the other
side of the door a man's voice spoke softly and the

door opened. Louise just had time to conceal herself
in a little opening beneath the stairway when Mary

Hardy, accompanied by her young man, came into
the little dark room.

For an hour Louise sat on the floor in the darkness
and listened. Without words Mary Hardy, with the

aid of the man who had come to spend the evening
with her, brought to the country girl a knowledge

of men and women. Putting her head down until
she was curled into a little ball she lay perfectly still.

It seemed to her that by some strange impulse of
the gods, a great gift had been brought to Mary

Hardy and she could not understand the older wom-
an's determined protest.

The young man took Mary Hardy into his arms
and kissed her. When she struggled and laughed,

he but held her the more tightly. For an hour the
contest between them went on and then they went

back into the parlor and Louise escaped up the
stairs. "I hope you were quiet out there. You must

not disturb the little mouse at her studies," she
heard Harriet saying to her sister as she stood by

her own door in the hallway above.
Louise wrote a note to John Hardy and late that

night, when all in the house were asleep, she crept
downstairs and slipped it under his door. She was

afraid that if she did not do the thing at once her
courage would fail. In the note she tried to be quite

definite about what she wanted. "I want someone
to love me and I want to love someone," she wrote.

"If you are the one for me I want you to come into
the orchard at night and make a noise under my

window. It will be easy for me to crawl down over
the shed and come to you. I am thinking about it

all the time, so if you are to come at all you must
come soon."

For a long time Louise did not know what would
be the outcome of her bold attempt to secure for

herself a lover. In a way she still did not know
whether or not she wanted him to come. Sometimes

it seemed to her that to be held tightly and kissed
was the whole secret of life, and then a new impulse

came and she was terribly afraid. The age-old wom-
an's desire to be possessed had taken possession of

her, but so vague was her notion of life that it
seemed to her just the touch of John Hardy's hand

upon her own hand would satisfy. She wondered if
he would understand that. At the table next day

while Albert Hardy talked and the two girls whis-
pered and laughed, she did not look at John but at

the table and as soon as possible escaped. In the
evening she went out of the house until she was

sure he had taken the wood to her room and gone
away. When after several evenings of intense lis-

tening she heard no call from the darkness in the
orchard, she was half beside herself with grief and

decided that for her there was no way to break
through the wall that had shut her off from the joy

of life.
And then on a Monday evening two or three

weeks after the writing of the note, John Hardy
came for her. Louise had so entirely given up the

thought of his coming that for a long time she did
not hear the call that came up from the orchard. On

the Friday evening before, as she was being driven
back to the farm for the week-end by one of the

hired men, she had on an impulse done a thing that
had startled her, and as John Hardy stood in the

darkness below and called her name softly and insis-
tently, she walked about in her room and wondered

what new impulse had led her to commit so ridicu-
lous an act.

The farm hand, a young fellow with black curly
hair, had come for her somewhat late on that Friday

evening and they drove home in the darkness. Lou-
ise, whose mind was filled with thoughts of John

Hardy, tried to make talk but the country boy was
embarrassed and would say nothing. Her mind

began to review the loneliness of her childhood and
she remembered with a pang the sharp new loneli-

ness that had just come to her. "I hate everyone,"
she cried suddenly, and then broke forth into a ti-

rade that frightened her escort. "I hate father and
the old man Hardy, too," she declared vehemently.

"I get my lessons there in the school in town but I
hate that also."

Louise frightened the farm hand still more by
turning and putting her cheek down upon his shoul-

der. Vaguely she hoped that he like that young man
who had stood in the darkness with Mary would

put his arms about her and kiss her, but the country
boy was only alarmed. He struck the horse with the

whip and began to whistle. "The road is rough, eh?"
he said loudly. Louise was so angry that reaching

up she snatched his hat from his head and threw it
into the road. When he jumped out of the buggy

and went to get it, she drove off and left him to
walk the rest of the way back to the farm.

Louise Bentley took John Hardy to be her lover.
That was not what she wanted but it was so the

young man had interpreted her approach to him,
and so anxious was she to achieve something else

that she made no resistance. When after a few
months they were both afraid that she was about to

become a mother, they went one evening to the
county seat and were married. For a few months

they lived in the Hardy house and then took a house
of their own. All during the first year Louise tried

to make her husband understand the vague and in-
tangible hunger that had led to the writing of the

note and that was still unsatisfied. Again and again
she crept into his arms and tried to talk of it, but

always without success. Filled with his own notions
of love between men and women, he did not listen

but began to kiss her upon the lips. That confused
her so that in the end she did not want to be kissed.

She did not know what she wanted.
When the alarm that had tricked them into mar-

riage proved to be groundless, she was angry and
said bitter, hurtful things. Later when her son David

was born, she could not nurse him and did not
know whether she wanted him or not. Sometimes

she stayed in the room with him all day, walking
about and occasionally creeping close to touch him

tenderly with her hands, and then other days came
when she did not want to see or be near the tiny

bit of humanity that had come into the house. When
John Hardy reproached her for her cruelty, she

laughed. "It is a man child and will get what it
wants anyway," she said sharply. "Had it been a

woman child there is nothing in the world I would
not have done for it."

IV
Terror

WHEN DAVID HARDY was a tall boy of fifteen, he,
like his mother, had an adventure that changed the

whole current of his life and sent him out of his
quiet corner into the world. The shell of the circum-

stances of his life was broken and he was compelled
to start forth. He left Winesburg and no one there

ever saw him again. After his disappearance, his
mother and grandfather both died and his father be-

came very rich. He spent much money in trying to
locate his son, but that is no part of this story.

It was in the late fall of an unusual year on the
Bentley farms. Everywhere the crops had been

heavy. That spring, Jesse had bought part of a long
strip of black swamp land that lay in the valley of

Wine Creek. He got the land at a low price but had
spent a large sum of money to improve it. Great

ditches had to be dug and thousands of tile laid.
Neighboring farmers shook their heads over the ex-

pense. Some of them laughed and hoped that Jesse
would lose heavily by the venture, but the old man

went silently on with the work and said nothing.
When the land was drained he planted it to cab-

bages and onions, and again the neighbors laughed.
The crop was, however, enormous and brought high

prices. In the one year Jesse made enough money
to pay for all the cost of preparing the land and had

a surplus that enabled him to buy two more farms.
He was exultant and could not conceal his delight.

For the first time in all the history of his ownership
of the farms, he went among his men with a smiling

face.
Jesse bought a great many new machines for cut-

ting down the cost of labor and all of the remaining
acres in the strip of black fertile swamp land. One

day he went into Winesburg and bought a bicycle
and a new suit of clothes for David and he gave his

two sisters money with which to go to a religious
convention at Cleveland, Ohio.

In the fall of that year when the frost came and
the trees in the forests along Wine Creek were

golden brown, David spent every moment when he
did not have to attend school, out in the open.

Alone or with other boys he went every afternoon
into the woods to gather nuts. The other boys of the

countryside, most of them sons of laborers on the
Bentley farms, had guns with which they went



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