began to blow and he shivered. With all his strength
he tried to hold and to understand the mood that
had come upon him. In that high place in the dark-
ness the two oddly
sensitive human atoms held each
other
tightly and waited. In the mind of each was
the same thought. "I have come to this
lonely place
and here is this other," was the substance of the
thing felt.
In Winesburg the
crowded day had run itself out
into the long night of the late fall. Farm horses
jogged away along
lonely country roads pulling their
portion of weary people. Clerks began to bring sam-
ples of goods in off the sidewalks and lock the doors
of stores. In the Opera House a crowd had gathered
to see a show and further down Main Street the
fiddlers, their instruments tuned, sweated and
worked to keep the feet of youth flying over a dance
floor.
In the darkness in the grand-stand Helen White
and George Willard remained silent. Now and then
the spell that held them was broken and they turned
and tried in the dim light to see into each other's
eyes. They kissed but that
impulse did not last. At
the upper end of the Fair Ground a half dozen men
worked over horses that had raced during the after-
noon. The men had built a fire and were heating
kettles of water. Only their legs could be seen as
they passed back and forth in the light. When the
wind blew the little flames of the fire danced crazily
about.
George and Helen arose and walked away into
the darkness. They went along a path past a field of
corn that had not yet been cut. The wind whispered
among the dry corn blades. For a moment during
the walk back into town the spell that held them
was broken. When they had come to the crest of
Waterworks Hill they stopped by a tree and George
again put his hands on the girl's shoulders. She em-
braced him
eagerly and then again they drew
quickly back from that
impulse. They stopped kiss-
ing and stood a little apart. Mutual respect grew big
in them. They were both embarrassed and to relieve
their
embarrassment dropped into the animalism of
youth. They laughed and began to pull and haul at
each other. In some way chastened and purified by
the mood they had been in, they became, not man
and woman, not boy and girl, but excited little
animals.
It was so they went down the hill. In the darkness
they played like two splendid young things in a
young world. Once,
runningswiftly forward, Helen
tripped George and he fell. He squirmed and shouted.
Shaking with
laughter, he roiled down the hill.
Helen ran after him. For just a moment she stopped
in the darkness. There was no way of
knowing what
woman's thoughts went through her mind but,
when the bottom of the hill was reached and she
came up to the boy, she took his arm and walked
beside him in
dignified silence. For some reason
they could not have explained they had both got
from their silent evening together the thing needed.
Man or boy, woman or girl, they had for a moment
taken hold of the thing that makes the
mature life
of men and women in the modern world possible.
DEPARTURE
YOUNG GEORGE WILLARD got out of bed at four in
the morning. It was April and the young tree leaves
were just coming out of their buds. The trees along
the
residence streets in Winesburg are maple and
the seeds are
winged. When the wind blows they
whirl crazily about, filling the air and making a car-
pet underfoot.
George came
downstairs into the hotel office car-
rying a brown leather bag. His trunk was packed
for
departure. Since two o'clock he had been awake
thinking of the journey he was about to take and
wondering what he would find at the end of his
journey. The boy who slept in the hotel office lay
on a cot by the door. His mouth was open and he
snored lustily. George crept past the cot and went
out into the silent deserted main street. The east was
pink with the dawn and long streaks of light climbed
into the sky where a few stars still shone.
Beyond the last house on Trunion Pike in Wines-
burg there is a great stretch of open fields. The fields
are owned by farmers who live in town and drive
homeward at evening along Trunion Pike in light
creaking wagons. In the fields are planted berries
and small fruits. In the late afternoon in the hot
summers when the road and the fields are covered
with dust, a smoky haze lies over the great flat basin
of land. To look across it is like looking out across
the sea. In the spring when the land is green the
effect is somewhat different. The land becomes a
wide green billiard table on which tiny human in-
sects toil up and down.
All through his
boyhood and young manhood
George Willard had been in the habit of walking on
Trunion Pike. He had been in the midst of the great
open place on winter nights when it was covered
with snow and only the moon looked down at him;
he had been there in the fall when bleak winds blew
and on summer evenings when the air vibrated with
the song of insects. On the April morning he wanted
to go there again, to walk again in the silence. He
did walk to where the road dipped down by a little
stream two miles from town and then turned and
walked
silently back again. When he got to Main
Street clerks were
sweeping the sidewalks before the
stores. "Hey, you George. How does it feel to be
going away?" they asked.
The westbound train leaves Winesburg at seven
forty-five in the morning. Tom Little is conductor.
His train runs from Cleveland to where it connects
with a great trunk line railroad with terminals in
Chicago and New York. Tom has what in railroad
circles is called an "easy run." Every evening he
returns to his family. In the fall and spring he
spends his Sundays
fishing in Lake Erie. He has a
round red face and small blue eyes. He knows the
people in the towns along his railroad better than a
city man knows the people who live in his apart-
ment building.
George came down the little
incline from the New
Willard House at seven o'clock. Tom Willard carried
his bag. The son had become taller than the father.
On the station
platformeveryone shook the young
man's hand. More than a dozen people waited
about. Then they talked of their own affairs. Even
Will Henderson, who was lazy and often slept until
nine, had got out of bed. George was embarrassed.
Gertrude Wilmot, a tall thin woman of fifty who
worked in the Winesburg post office, came along
the station
platform. She had never before paid any
attention to George. Now she stopped and put out
her hand. In two words she voiced what
everyonefelt. "Good luck," she said
sharply and then turning
went on her way.
When the train came into the station George felt
relieved. He scampered
hurriedlyaboard. Helen
White came
running along Main Street hoping to
have a
parting word with him, but he had found a
seat and did not see her. When the train started Tom
Little punched his ticket, grinned and, although he
knew George well and knew on what adventure he
was just
setting out, made no
comment. Tom had
seen a thousand George Willards go out of their
towns to the city. It was a
commonplace enough
incident with him. In the smoking car there was a
man who had just invited Tom to go on a
fishingtrip to Sandusky Bay. He wanted to accept the invi-
tation and talk over details.
George glanced up and down the car to be sure
no one was looking, then took out his pocketbook
and counted his money. His mind was occupied
with a desire not to appear green. Almost the last
words his father had said to him
concerned the mat-
ter of his
behavior when he got to the city. "Be a
sharp one," Tom Willard had said. "Keep your eyes
on your money. Be awake. That's the ticket. Don't
let anyone think you're a greenhorn."
After George counted his money he looked out of
the window and was surprised to see that the train
was still in Winesburg.
The young man, going out of his town to meet
the adventure of life, began to think but he did not
think of anything very big or
dramatic. Things like
his mother's death, his
departure from Winesburg,
the
uncertainty of his future life in the city, the seri-
ous and larger aspects of his life did not come into
his mind.
He thought of little things--Turk Smollet wheel-
ing boards through the main street of his town in
the morning, a tall woman,
beautifully gowned,
who had once stayed
overnight at his father's hotel,
Butch Wheeler the lamp lighter of Winesburg hur-
rying through the streets on a summer evening and
holding a torch in his hand, Helen White standing
by a window in the Winesburg post office and put-
ting a stamp on an envelope.
The young man's mind was carried away by his
growing
passion for dreams. One looking at him
would not have thought him particularly sharp.
With the
recollection of little things occupying his
mind he closed his eyes and leaned back in the car
seat. He stayed that way for a long time and when
he aroused himself and again looked out of the car
window the town of Winesburg had disappeared
and his life there had become but a
background on
which to paint the dreams of his manhood.
End