but all
abroad was dark, and it must yet be too early.
The various
ascending noises convinced her that the
servants must still be up. Till
midnight, she
supposedit would be in vain to watch; but then, when the clock
had struck twelve, and all was quiet, she would, if not
quite appalled by darkness, steal out and look once more.
The clock struck twelve--and Catherine had been half
an hour asleep.
CHAPTER 24
The next day afforded no opportunity for the proposed
examination of the
mysteriousapartments. It was Sunday,
and the whole time between morning and afternoon service
was required by the general in exercise
abroad or eating
cold meat at home; and great as was Catherine's curiosity,
her courage was not equal to a wish of exploring them
after dinner, either by the fading light of the sky between
six and seven o'clock, or by the yet more
partial though
stronger
illumination of a
treacherous lamp. The day was
unmarked
therefore by anything to interest her imagination
beyond the sight of a very
elegantmonument to the memory
of Mrs. Tilney, which immediately fronted the family pew.
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instantly caught and long retained;
and the perusal of the highly strained
epitaph, in which every
virtue was ascribed to her by the inconsolable husband,
who must have been in some way or other her destroyer,
affected her even to tears.
That the general, having erected such a
monument,
should be able to face it, was not perhaps very strange,
and yet that he could sit so
boldly collected within its view,
maintain so elevated an air, look so fearlessly around,
nay, that he should even enter the church, seemed wonderful
to Catherine. Not, however, that many instances of beings
equally hardened in guilt might not be produced. She could
remember dozens who had persevered in every possible vice,
going on from crime to crime, murdering whomsoever
they chose, without any feeling of
humanity or remorse;
till a
violent death or a religious
retirement closed
their black
career. The
erection of the
monument itself
could not in the smallest degree
affect her doubts of
Mrs. Tilney's
actualdecease. Were she even to
descend into
the family vault where her ashes were
supposed to slumber,
were she to behold the
coffin in which they were said
to be enclosed--what could it avail in such a case?
Catherine had read too much not to be
perfectly aware
of the ease with which a waxen figure might be introduced,
and a supposititious
funeral carried on.
The succeeding morning promised something better.
The general's early walk, ill-timed as it was in every
other view, was favourable here; and when she knew
him to be out of the house, she directly proposed
to Miss Tilney the
accomplishment of her promise.
Eleanor was ready to
oblige her; and Catherine reminding
her as they went of another promise, their first visit
in
consequence was to the
portrait in her bed-
chamber. It
represented a very lovely woman, with a mild and pensive
countenance, justifying, so far, the expectations of its
new
observer; but they were not in every respect answered,
for Catherine had depended upon meeting with features,
hair,
complexion, that should be the very counterpart,
the very image, if not of Henry's, of Eleanor's--the only
portraits of which she had been in the habit of thinking,
bearing always an equal
resemblance of mother and child.
A face once taken was taken for generations. But here she
was
obliged to look and consider and study for a likeness.
She contemplated it, however, in spite of this drawback,
with much
emotion, and, but for a yet stronger interest,
would have left it unwillingly.
Her
agitation as they entered the great
gallery was too
much for any
endeavour at
discourse; she could only look
at her
companion. Eleanor's
countenance was dejected,
yet sedate; and its
composure spoke her inured to all the
gloomy objects to which they were advancing. Again she
passed through the folding doors, again her hand was upon
the important lock, and Catherine, hardly able to breathe,
was turning to close the former with
fearful caution,
when the figure, the dreaded figure of the general himself
at the further end of the
gallery, stood before her! The
name of "Eleanor" at the same moment, in his loudest tone,
resounded through the building, giving to his daughter
the first intimation of his presence, and to Catherine
terror upon
terror. An attempt at
concealment had been
her first
instinctivemovement on perceiving him,
yet she could scarcely hope to have escaped his eye;
and when her friend, who with an apologizing look darted
hastily by her, had joined and disappeared with him,
she ran for safety to her own room, and, locking herself in,
believed that she should never have courage to go
down again. She remained there at least an hour,
in the greatest
agitation, deeply commiserating the state
of her poor friend, and expecting a summons herself from
the angry general to attend him in his own
apartment.
No summons, however, arrived; and at last, on seeing
a
carriage drive up to the abbey, she was emboldened
to
descend and meet him under the
protection of visitors.
The breakfast-room was gay with company; and she was named
to them by the general as the friend of his daughter, in a
complimentary style, which so well concealed his resentful ire,
as to make her feel secure at least of life for the present.
And Eleanor, with a command of
countenance which did
honour to her concern for his
character,
taking an early
occasion of
saying to her, "My father only wanted me
to answer a note," she began to hope that she had either
been
unseen by the general, or that from some consideration
of
policy she should be allowed to suppose herself so.
Upon this trust she dared still to remain in his presence,
after the company left them, and nothing occurred to
disturb it.
In the course of this morning's reflections,
she came to a
resolution of making her next attempt on
the
forbidden door alone. It would be much better in every
respect that Eleanor should know nothing of the matter.
To
involve her in the danger of a second detection,
to court her into an
apartment which must wring her heart,
could not be the office of a friend. The general's
utmost anger could not be to herself what it might be to
a daughter; and, besides, she thought the
examination itself
would be more
satisfactory if made without any
companion.
It would be impossible to explain to Eleanor the suspicions,
from which the other had, in all
likelihood, been hitherto
happily
exempt; nor could she
therefore, in her presence,
search for those proofs of the general's cruelty,
which however they might yet have escaped discovery,
she felt
confident of somewhere
drawing forth, in the shape
of some fragmented
journal, continued to the last gasp.
Of the way to the
apartment she was now
perfectly mistress;
and as she wished to get it over before Henry's return,
who was expected on the
morrow, there was no time to be lost,
The day was bright, her courage high; at four o'clock,
the sun was now two hours above the
horizon, and it
would be only her retiring to dress half an hour earlier
than usual.