such as Catherine could not listen to without dismay,
being more than double the
extent of all Mr. Allen's,
as well her father's, including church-yard and orchard.
The walls seemed
countless in number, endless in length;
a village of hot-houses seemed to arise among them,
and a whole
parish to be at work within the enclosure.
The general was flattered by her looks of surprise,
which told him almost as
plainly, as he soon forced her
to tell him in words, that she had never seen any gardens
at all equal to them before; and he then
modestly owned that,
"without any
ambition of that sort himself--without any
solicitude about it--he did believe them to be unrivalled
in the kingdom. If he had a hobby-horse, it was that.
He loved a garden. Though
careless enough in most
matters of eating, he loved good fruit--or if he did not,
his friends and children did. There were great vexations,
however, attending such a garden as his. The utmost
care could not always secure the most
valuable fruits.
The pinery had yielded only one hundred in the last year.
Mr. Allen, he
supposed, must feel these inconveniences as well
as himself."
"No, not at all. Mr. Allen did not care about
the garden, and never went into it."
With a
triumphant smile of self-satisfaction,
the general wished he could do the same, for he never
entered his, without being vexed in some way or other,
by its falling short of his plan.
"How were Mr. Allen's succession-houses worked?"
describing the nature of his own as they entered them.
"Mr. Allen had only one small hot-house, which
Mrs. Allen had the use of for her plants in winter,
and there was a fire in it now and then."
"He is a happy man!" said the general, with a look
of very happy contempt.
Having taken her into every division, and led her
under every wall, till she was
heartily weary of seeing
and wondering, he suffered the girls at last to seize
the
advantage of an outer door, and then expressing his
wish to examine the effect of some recent alterations
about the tea-house, proposed it as no unpleasant
extension of their walk, if Miss Morland were not tired.
"But where are you going, Eleanor? Why do you choose
that cold, damp path to it? Miss Morland will get wet.
Our best way is across the park."
"This is so favourite a walk of mine," said Miss Tilney,
"that I always think it the best and nearest way.
But perhaps it may be damp."
It was a narrow winding path through a thick grove of old
Scotch firs; and Catherine, struck by its
gloomy aspect,
and eager to enter it, could not, even by the general's
disapprobation, be kept from stepping forward. He perceived
her
inclination, and having again urged the plea of health
in vain, was too
polite to make further opposition.
He excused himself, however, from attending them: "The
rays of the sun were not too
cheerful for him, and he
would meet them by another course." He turned away;
and Catherine was shocked to find how much her spirits
were relieved by the
separation. The shock, however,
being less real than the
relief, offered it no injury;
and she began to talk with easy
gaiety of the delightful
melancholy which such a grove inspired.
"I am particularly fond of this spot," said her companion,
with a sigh. "It was my mother's favourite walk."
Catherine had never heard Mrs. Tilney mentioned in
the family before, and the interest excited by this tender
remembrance showed itself directly in her altered countenance,
and in the
attentive pause with which she waited for something more.
"I used to walk here so often with her!" added Eleanor;
"though I never loved it then, as I have loved it since.
At that time indeed I used to wonder at her choice.
But her memory endears it now."
"And ought it not," reflected Catherine, "to endear
it to her husband? Yet the general would not enter it."
Miss Tilney continuing silent, she ventured to say,
"Her death must have been a great affliction!"
"A great and increasing one," replied the other,
in a low voice. "I was only thirteen when it happened;
and though I felt my loss perhaps as
strongly as one
so young could feel it, I did not, I could not,
then know what a loss it was." She stopped for a moment,
and then added, with great
firmness, "I have no sister,
you know--and though Henry--though my brothers are
very
affectionate, and Henry is a great deal here,
which I am most
thankful for, it is impossible for me
not to be often
solitary."
"To be sure you must miss him very much."
"A mother would have been always present. A mother
would have been a
constant friend; her influence would
have been beyond all other."
"Was she a very
charming woman? Was she handsome?
Was there any picture of her in the abbey? And why had
she been so
partial to that grove? Was it from dejection
of spirits?"--were questions now
eagerly poured forth;
the first three received a ready affirmative, the two
others were passed by; and Catherine's interest in the
deceased Mrs. Tilney augmented with every question,
whether answered or not. Of her unhappiness in marriage,
she felt persuaded. The general certainly had been
an
unkind husband. He did not love her walk: could he
therefore have loved her? And besides, handsome as he was,
there was a something in the turn of his features which
spoke his not having behaved well to her.
"Her picture, I suppose," blushing at the consummate
art of her own question, "hangs in your father's room?"
"No; it was intended for the drawing-room; but my father
was
dissatisfied with the
painting, and for some time it
had no place. Soon after her death I obtained it for my own,
and hung it in my bed-chamber--where I shall be happy
to show it you; it is very like." Here was another proof.
A portrait--very like--of a
departed wife, not valued
by the husband! He must have been
dreadfully cruel to her!
Catherine attempted no longer to hide from herself the
nature of the feelings which, in spite of all his attentions,
he had
previously excited; and what had been
terror and
dislike before, was now
absolute aversion. Yes, aversion! His
cruelty to such a
charming woman made him
odious to her.
She had often read of such characters, characters which
Mr. Allen had been used to call
unnatural and overdrawn;
but here was proof
positive of the
contrary.
She had just settled this point when the end
of the path brought them directly upon the general;
and in spite of all her
virtuousindignation, she found
herself again obliged to walk with him, listen to him,
and even to smile when he smiled. Being no longer able,
however, to receive pleasure from the
surrounding objects,
she soon began to walk with lassitude; the general perceived it,
and with a concern for her health, which seemed to reproach
her for her opinion of him, was most
urgent for returning