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Held her awake: or if she slept, she dreamed

An awful dream; for then she seemed to stand
On some vast plain before a setting sun,

And from the sun there swiftly made at her
A ghastly something, and its shadow flew

Before it, till it touched her, and she turned--
When lo! her own, that broadening from her feet,

And blackening, swallowed all the land, and in it
Far cities burnt, and with a cry she woke.

And all this trouble did not pass but grew;
Till even the clear face of the guileless King,

And trustful courtesies of household life,
Became her bane; and at the last she said,

'O Lancelot, get thee hence to thine own land,
For if thou tarry we shall meet again,

And if we meet again, some evil chance
Will make the smouldering scandal break and blaze

Before the people, and our lord the King.'
And Lancelot ever promised, but remained,

And still they met and met. Again she said,
'O Lancelot, if thou love me get thee hence.'

And then they were agreed upon a night
(When the good King should not be there) to meet

And part for ever. Vivien, lurking, heard.
She told Sir Modred. Passion-pale they met

And greeted. Hands in hands, and eye to eye,
Low on the border of her couch they sat

Stammering and staring. It was their last hour,
A madness of farewells. And Modred brought

His creatures to the basement of the tower
For testimony; and crying with full voice

'Traitor, come out, ye are trapt at last,' aroused
Lancelot, who rushing outward lionlike

Leapt on him, and hurled him headlong, and he fell
Stunned, and his creatures took and bare him off,

And all was still: then she, 'The end is come,
And I am shamed for ever;' and he said,

'Mine be the shame; mine was the sin: but rise,
And fly to my strong castle overseas:

There will I hide thee, till my life shall end,
There hold thee with my life against the world.'

She answered, 'Lancelot, wilt thou hold me so?
Nay, friend, for we have taken our farewells.

Would God that thou couldst hide me from myself!
Mine is the shame, for I was wife, and thou

Unwedded: yet rise now, and let us fly,
For I will draw me into sanctuary,

And bide my doom.' So Lancelot got her horse,
Set her thereon, and mounted on his own,

And then they rode to the divided way,
There kissed, and parted weeping: for he past,

Love-loyal to the least wish of the Queen,
Back to his land; but she to Almesbury

Fled all night long by glimmering waste and weald,
And heard the Spirits of the waste and weald

Moan as she fled, or thought she heard them moan:
And in herself she moaned 'Too late, too late!'

Till in the cold wind that foreruns the morn,
A blot in heaven, the Raven, flying high,

Croaked, and she thought, 'He spies a field of death;
For now the Heathen of the Northern Sea,

Lured by the crimes and frailties of the court,
Begin to slay the folk, and spoil the land.'

And when she came to Almesbury she spake
There to the nuns, and said, 'Mine enemies

Pursue me, but, O peaceful Sisterhood,
Receive, and yield me sanctuary, nor ask

Her name to whom ye yield it, till her time
To tell you:' and her beauty, grace and power,

Wrought as a charm upon them, and they spared
To ask it.

So the stately Queen abode
For many a week, unknown, among the nuns;

Nor with them mixed, nor told her name, nor sought,
Wrapt in her grief, for housel or for shrift,

But communed only with the little maid,
Who pleased her with a babbling heedlessness

Which often lured her from herself; but now,
This night, a rumour wildly blown about

Came, that Sir Modred had usurped the realm,
And leagued him with the heathen, while the King

Was waging war on Lancelot: then she thought,
'With what a hate the people and the King

Must hate me,' and bowed down upon her hands
Silent, until the little maid, who brooked

No silence, brake it, uttering, 'Late! so late!
What hour, I wonder, now?' and when she drew

No answer, by and by began to hum
An air the nuns had taught her; 'Late, so late!'

Which when she heard, the Queen looked up, and said,
'O maiden, if indeed ye list to sing,

Sing, and unbind my heart that I may weep.'
Whereat full willingly sang the little maid.

'Late, late, so late! and dark the night and chill!
Late, late, so late! but we can enter still.

Too late, too late! ye cannot enter now.
'No light had we: for that we do repent;

And learning this, the bridegroom will relent.
Too late, too late! ye cannot enter now.

'No light: so late! and dark and chill the night!
O let us in, that we may find the light!

Too late, too late: ye cannot enter now.
'Have we not heard the bridegroom is so sweet?

O let us in, though late, to kiss his feet!
No, no, too late! ye cannot enter now.'

So sang the novice, while full passionately,
Her head upon her hands, remembering

Her thought when first she came, wept the sad Queen.
Then said the little novice prattling to her,

'O pray you, noble lady, weep no more;
But let my words, the words of one so small,

Who knowing nothing knows but to obey,
And if I do not there is penance given--

Comfort your sorrows; for they do not flow
From evil done; right sure am I of that,

Who see your tender grace and stateliness.
But weigh your sorrows with our lord the King's,

And weighing find them less; for gone is he
To wage grim war against Sir Lancelot there,

Round that strong castle where he holds the Queen;
And Modred whom he left in charge of all,

The traitor--Ah sweet lady, the King's grief
For his own self, and his own Queen, and realm,

Must needs be thrice as great as any of ours.
For me, I thank the saints, I am not great.

For if there ever come a grief to me
I cry my cry in silence, and have done.

None knows it, and my tears have brought me good:
But even were the griefs of little ones

As great as those of great ones, yet this grief
Is added to the griefs the great must bear,

That howsoever much they may desire
Silence, they cannot weep behind a cloud:

As even here they talk at Almesbury
About the good King and his wicked Queen,

And were I such a King with such a Queen,
Well might I wish to veil her wickedness,

But were I such a King, it could not be.'
Then to her own sad heart muttered the Queen,

'Will the child kill me with her innocent talk?'
But openly she answered, 'Must not I,

If this false traitor have displaced his lord,
Grieve with the common grief of all the realm?'

'Yea,' said the maid, 'this is all woman's grief,
That she is woman, whose disloyal life

Hath wroughtconfusion in the Table Round
Which good King Arthur founded, years ago,

With signs and miracles and wonders, there
At Camelot, ere the coming of the Queen.'

Then thought the Queen within herself again,
'Will the child kill me with her foolish prate?'

But openly she spake and said to her,
'O little maid, shut in by nunnery walls,

What canst thou know of Kings and Tables Round,
Or what of signs and wonders, but the signs

And simple miracles of thy nunnery?'
To whom the little novice garrulously,

'Yea, but I know: the land was full of signs
And wonders ere the coming of the Queen.

So said my father, and himself was knight
Of the great Table--at the founding of it;

And rode thereto from Lyonnesse, and he said
That as he rode, an hour or maybe twain

After the sunset, down the coast, he heard
Strange music, and he paused, and turning--there,

All down the lonely coast of Lyonnesse,
Each with a beacon-star upon his head,

And with a wild sea-light about his feet,
He saw them--headland after headland flame

Far on into the rich heart of the west:
And in the light the white mermaiden swam,

And strong man-breasted things stood from the sea,
And sent a deep sea-voice through all the land,

To which the little elves of chasm and cleft
Made answer, sounding like a distant horn.

So said my father--yea, and furthermore,
Next morning, while he past the dim-lit woods,

Himself beheld three spirits mad with joy
Come dashing down on a tall wayside flower,

That shook beneath them, as the thistle shakes
When three gray linnets wrangle for the seed:

And still at evenings on before his horse
The flickering fairy-circle wheeled and broke

Flying, and linked again, and wheeled and broke
Flying, for all the land was full of life.

And when at last he came to Camelot,
A wreath of airy dancers hand-in-hand

Swung round the lighted lantern of the hall;
And in the hall itself was such a feast

As never man had dreamed; for every knight
Had whatsoever meat he longed for served

By hands unseen; and even as he said
Down in the cellars merry bloated things

Shouldered the spigot, straddling on the butts
While the wine ran: so glad were spirits and men

Before the coming of the sinful Queen.'
Then spake the Queen and somewhat bitterly,

'Were they so glad? ill prophets were they all,
Spirits and men: could none of them foresee,

Not even thy wise father with his signs
And wonders, what has fallen upon the realm?'



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