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Take, what I had not won except for you,
These jewels, and make me happy, making them

An armlet for the roundest arm on earth,
Or necklace for a neck to which the swan's

Is tawnier than her cygnet's: these are words:
Your beauty is your beauty, and I sin

In speaking, yet O grant my worship of it
Words, as we grant grief tears. Such sin in words

Perchance, we both can pardon: but, my Queen,
I hear of rumours flying through your court.

Our bond, as not the bond of man and wife,
Should have in it an absoluter trust

To make up that defect: let rumours be:
When did not rumours fly? these, as I trust

That you trust me in your own nobleness,
I may not well believe that you believe.'

While thus he spoke, half turned away, the Queen
Brake from the vast oriel-embowering vine

Leaf after leaf, and tore, and cast them off,
Till all the place whereon she stood was green;

Then, when he ceased, in one cold passive hand
Received at once and laid aside the gems

There on a table near her, and replied:
'It may be, I am quicker of belief

Than you believe me, Lancelot of the Lake.
Our bond is not the bond of man and wife.

This good is in it, whatsoe'er of ill,
It can be broken easier. I for you

This many a year have done despite and wrong
To one whom ever in my heart of hearts

I did acknowledge nobler. What are these?
Diamonds for me! they had been thrice their worth

Being your gift, had you not lost your own.
To loyal hearts the value of all gifts

Must vary as the giver's. Not for me!
For her! for your new fancy. Only this

Grant me, I pray you: have your joys apart.
I doubt not that however changed, you keep

So much of what is graceful: and myself
Would shun to break those bounds of courtesy

In which as Arthur's Queen I move and rule:
So cannot speak my mind. An end to this!

A strange one! yet I take it with Amen.
So pray you, add my diamonds to her pearls;

Deck her with these; tell her, she shines me down:
An armlet for an arm to which the Queen's

Is haggard, or a necklace for a neck
O as much fairer--as a faith once fair

Was richer than these diamonds--hers not mine--
Nay, by the mother of our Lord himself,

Or hers or mine, mine now to work my will--
She shall not have them.'

Saying which she seized,
And, through the casementstanding wide for heat,

Flung them, and down they flashed, and smote the stream.
Then from the smitten surface flashed, as it were,

Diamonds to meet them, and they past away.
Then while Sir Lancelot leant, in half disdain

At love, life, all things, on the window ledge,
Close underneath his eyes, and right across

Where these had fallen, slowly past the barge.
Whereon the lily maid of Astolat

Lay smiling, like a star in blackest night.
But the wild Queen, who saw not, burst away

To weep and wail in secret; and the barge,
On to the palace-doorway sliding, paused.

There two stood armed, and kept the door; to whom,
All up the marble stair, tier over tier,

Were added mouths that gaped, and eyes that asked
'What is it?' but that oarsman's haggard face,

As hard and still as is the face that men
Shape to their fancy's eye from broken rocks

On some cliff-side, appalled them, and they said
'He is enchanted, cannot speak--and she,

Look how she sleeps--the Fairy Queen, so fair!
Yea, but how pale! what are they? flesh and blood?

Or come to take the King to Fairyland?
For some do hold our Arthur cannot die,

But that he passes into Fairyland.'
While thus they babbled of the King, the King

Came girt with knights: then turned the tongueless man
From the half-face to the full eye, and rose

And pointed to the damsel, and the doors.
So Arthur bad the meek Sir Percivale

And pure Sir Galahad to uplift the maid;
And reverently they bore her into hall.

Then came the fine Gawain and wondered at her,
And Lancelot later came and mused at her,

And last the Queen herself, and pitied her:
But Arthur spied the letter in her hand,

Stoopt, took, brake seal, and read it; this was all:
'Most noble lord, Sir Lancelot of the Lake,

I, sometime called the maid of Astolat,
Come, for you left me taking no farewell,

Hither, to take my last farewell of you.
I loved you, and my love had no return,

And therefore my true love has been my death.
And therefore to our Lady Guinevere,

And to all other ladies, I make moan:
Pray for my soul, and yield me burial.

Pray for my soul thou too, Sir Lancelot,
As thou art a knight peerless.'

Thus he read;
And ever in the reading, lords and dames

Wept, looking often from his face who read
To hers which lay so silent, and at times,

So touched were they, half-thinking that her lips,
Who had devised the letter, moved again.

Then freely spoke Sir Lancelot to them all:
'My lord liege Arthur, and all ye that hear,

Know that for this most gentle maiden's death
Right heavy am I; for good she was and true,

But loved me with a love beyond all love
In women, whomsoever I have known.

Yet to be loved makes not to love again;
Not at my years, however it hold in youth.

I swear by truth and knighthood that I gave
No cause, not willingly, for such a love:

To this I call my friends in testimony,
Her brethren, and her father, who himself

Besought me to be plain and blunt, and use,
To break her passion, some discourtesy

Against my nature: what I could, I did.
I left her and I bad her no farewell;

Though, had I dreamt the damsel would have died,
I might have put my wits to some rough use,

And helped her from herself.'
Then said the Queen

(Sea was her wrath, yet working after storm)
'Ye might at least have done her so much grace,

Fair lord, as would have helped her from her death.'
He raised his head, their eyes met and hers fell,

He adding,
'Queen, she would not be content

Save that I wedded her, which could not be.
Then might she follow me through the world, she asked;

It could not be. I told her that her love
Was but the flash of youth, would darken down

To rise hereafter in a stiller flame
Toward one more worthy of her--then would I,

More specially were he, she wedded, poor,
Estate them with large land and territory

In mine own realm beyond the narrow seas,
To keep them in all joyance: more than this

I could not; this she would not, and she died.'
He pausing, Arthur answered, 'O my knight,

It will be to thy worship, as my knight,
And mine, as head of all our Table Round,

To see that she be buried worshipfully.'
So toward that shrine which then in all the realm

Was richest, Arthur leading, slowly went
The marshalled Order of their Table Round,

And Lancelot sad beyond his wont, to see
The maiden buried, not as one unknown,

Nor meanly, but with gorgeous obsequies,
And mass, and rolling music, like a queen.

And when the knights had laid her comely head
Low in the dust of half-forgotten kings,

Then Arthur spake among them, 'Let her tomb
Be costly, and her image thereupon,

And let the shield of Lancelot at her feet
Be carven, and her lily in her hand.

And let the story of her dolorous voyage
For all true hearts be blazoned on her tomb

In letters gold and azure!' which was wrought
Thereafter; but when now the lords and dames

And people, from the high door streaming, brake
Disorderly, as homeward each, the Queen,

Who marked Sir Lancelot where he moved apart,
Drew near, and sighed in passing, 'Lancelot,

Forgive me; mine was jealousy in love.'
He answered with his eyes upon the ground,

'That is love's curse; pass on, my Queen, forgiven.'
But Arthur, who beheld his cloudy brows,

Approached him, and with full affection said,
'Lancelot, my Lancelot, thou in whom I have

Most joy and most affiance, for I know
What thou hast been in battle by my side,

And many a time have watched thee at the tilt
Strike down the lusty and long practised knight,

And let the younger and unskilled go by
To win his honour and to make his name,

And loved thy courtesies and thee, a man
Made to be loved; but now I would to God,

Seeing the homeless trouble in thine eyes,
Thou couldst have loved this maiden, shaped, it seems,

By God for thee alone, and from her face,
If one may judge the living by the dead,

Delicately pure and marvellously fair,
Who might have brought thee, now a lonely man

Wifeless and heirless, noble issue, sons
Born to the glory of thine name and fame,

My knight, the great Sir Lancelot of the Lake.'
Then answered Lancelot, 'Fair she was, my King,

Pure, as you ever wish your knights to be.
To doubt her fairness were to want an eye,

To doubt her pureness were to want a heart--
Yea, to be loved, if what is worthy love

Could bind him, but free love will not be bound.'
'Free love, so bound, were freest,' said the King.

'Let love be free; free love is for the best:


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