That men went down before his spear at a touch,
But
knowing he was Lancelot; his great name
Conquered; and
therefore would he hide his name
From all men, even the King, and to this end
Had made a pretext of a hindering wound,
That he might joust unknown of all, and learn
If his old
prowess were in aught decayed;
And added, "Our true Arthur, when he learns,
Will well allow me pretext, as for gain
Of purer glory."'
Then replied the King:
'Far lovelier in our Lancelot had it been,
In lieu of idly dallying with the truth,
To have trusted me as he hath trusted thee.
Surely his King and most familiar friend
Might well have kept his secret. True, indeed,
Albeit I know my
knights fantastical,
So fine a fear in our large Lancelot
Must needs have moved my
laughter: now remains
But little cause for
laughter: his own kin--
Ill news, my Queen, for all who love him, this!--
His kith and kin, not
knowing, set upon him;
So that he went sore wounded from the field:
Yet good news too: for
goodly hopes are mine
That Lancelot is no more a
lonely heart.
He wore, against his wont, upon his helm
A
sleeve of
scarlet, broidered with great pearls,
Some gentle
maiden's gift.'
'Yea, lord,' she said,
'Thy hopes are mine,' and
saying that, she choked,
And
sharply turned about to hide her face,
Past to her
chamber, and there flung herself
Down on the great King's couch, and writhed upon it,
And clenched her fingers till they bit the palm,
And shrieked out 'Traitor' to the unhearing wall,
Then flashed into wild tears, and rose again,
And moved about her palace, proud and pale.
Gawain the while through all the region round
Rode with his diamond, wearied of the quest,
Touched at all points, except the
poplar grove,
And came at last, though late, to Astolat:
Whom glittering in enamelled arms the maid
Glanced at, and cried, 'What news from Camelot, lord?
What of the
knight with the red
sleeve?' 'He won.'
'I knew it,' she said. 'But parted from the jousts
Hurt in the side,'
whereat she caught her breath;
Through her own side she felt the sharp lance go;
Thereon she smote her hand: wellnigh she swooned:
And, while he gazed wonderingly at her, came
The Lord of Astolat out, to whom the Prince
Reported who he was, and on what quest
Sent, that he bore the prize and could not find
The
victor, but had
ridden a
random round
To seek him, and had wearied of the search.
To whom the Lord of Astolat, 'Bide with us,
And ride no more at
random, noble Prince!
Here was the
knight, and here he left a
shield;
This will he send or come for: furthermore
Our son is with him; we shall hear anon,
Needs must hear.' To this the
courteous Prince
Accorded with his wonted
courtesy,
Courtesy with a touch of
traitor in it,
And stayed; and cast his eyes on fair Elaine:
Where could be found face daintier? then her shape
From
forehead down to foot, perfect--again
From foot to
foreheadexquisitely turned:
'Well--if I bide, lo! this wild flower for me!'
And oft they met among the garden yews,
And there he set himself to play upon her
With sallying wit, free flashes from a height
Above her, graces of the court, and songs,
Sighs, and slow smiles, and golden eloquence
And amorous adulation, till the maid
Rebelled against it,
saying to him, 'Prince,
O loyal
nephew of our noble King,
Why ask you not to see the
shield he left,
Whence you might learn his name? Why slight your King,
And lose the quest he sent you on, and prove
No surer than our
falcon yesterday,
Who lost the hern we slipt her at, and went
To all the winds?' 'Nay, by mine head,' said he,
'I lose it, as we lose the lark in heaven,
O
damsel, in the light of your blue eyes;
But an ye will it let me see the
shield.'
And when the
shield was brought, and Gawain saw
Sir Lancelot's azure lions, crowned with gold,
Ramp in the field, he smote his thigh, and mocked:
'Right was the King! our Lancelot! that true man!'
'And right was I,' she answered
merrily, 'I,
Who dreamed my
knight the greatest
knight of all.'
'And if I dreamed,' said Gawain, 'that you love
This greatest
knight, your pardon! lo, ye know it!
Speak
therefore: shall I waste myself in vain?'
Full simple was her answer, 'What know I?
My brethren have been all my fellowship;
And I, when often they have talked of love,
Wished it had been my mother, for they talked,
Meseemed, of what they knew not; so myself--
I know not if I know what true love is,
But if I know, then, if I love not him,
I know there is none other I can love.'
'Yea, by God's death,' said he, 'ye love him well,
But would not, knew ye what all others know,
And whom he loves.' 'So be it,' cried Elaine,
And lifted her fair face and moved away:
But he pursued her,
calling, 'Stay a little!
One golden minute's grace! he wore your
sleeve:
Would he break faith with one I may not name?
Must our true man change like a leaf at last?
Nay--like enow: why then, far be it from me
To cross our
mighty Lancelot in his loves!
And,
damsel, for I deem you know full well
Where your great
knight is
hidden, let me leave
My quest with you; the diamond also: here!
For if you love, it will be sweet to give it;
And if he love, it will be sweet to have it
From your own hand; and whether he love or not,
A diamond is a diamond. Fare you well
A thousand times!--a thousand times farewell!
Yet, if he love, and his love hold, we two
May meet at court
hereafter: there, I think,
So ye will learn the courtesies of the court,
We two shall know each other.'
Then he gave,
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slightly kissed the hand to which he gave,
The diamond, and all wearied of the quest
Leapt on his horse, and carolling as he went
A true-love
ballad,
lightly rode away.
Thence to the court he past; there told the King
What the King knew, 'Sir Lancelot is the
knight.'
And added, 'Sire, my liege, so much I learnt;
But failed to find him, though I rode all round
The region: but I lighted on the maid
Whose
sleeve he wore; she loves him; and to her,
Deeming our
courtesy is the truest law,
I gave the diamond: she will render it;
For by mine head she knows his hiding-place.'
The seldom-frowning King frowned, and replied,
'Too
courteous truly! ye shall go no more
On quest of mine,
seeing that ye forget
Obedience is the
courtesy due to kings.'
He spake and parted. Wroth, but all in awe,
For twenty strokes of the blood, without a word,
Lingered that other, staring after him;
Then shook his hair,
strode off, and buzzed abroad
About the maid of Astolat, and her love.
All ears were pricked at once, all tongues were loosed:
'The maid of Astolat loves Sir Lancelot,
Sir Lancelot loves the maid of Astolat.'
Some read the King's face, some the Queen's, and all
Had
marvel what the maid might be, but most
Predoomed her as
unworthy. One old dame
Came suddenly on the Queen with the sharp news.
She, that had heard the noise of it before,
But sorrowing Lancelot should have stooped so low,
Marred her friend's aim with pale tranquillity.
So ran the tale like fire about the court,
Fire in dry
stubble a nine-days' wonder flared:
Till even the
knights at
banquet twice or thrice
Forgot to drink to Lancelot and the Queen,
And pledging Lancelot and the lily maid
Smiled at each other, while the Queen, who sat
With lips
severelyplacid, felt the knot
Climb in her
throat, and with her feet unseen
Crushed the wild
passion out against the floor
Beneath the
banquet, where all the meats became
As wormwood, and she hated all who pledged.
But far away the maid in Astolat,
Her
guiltless rival, she that ever kept
The one-day-seen Sir Lancelot in her heart,
Crept to her father, while he mused alone,
Sat on his knee, stroked his gray face and said,
'Father, you call me wilful, and the fault
Is yours who let me have my will, and now,
Sweet father, will you let me lose my wits?'
'Nay,' said he, 'surely.' 'Wherefore, let me hence,'
She answered, 'and find out our dear Lavaine.'
'Ye will not lose your wits for dear Lavaine:
Bide,' answered he: 'we needs must hear anon
Of him, and of that other.' 'Ay,' she said,
'And of that other, for I needs must hence
And find that other, wheresoe'er he be,
And with mine own hand give his diamond to him,
Lest I be found as
faithless in the quest
As yon proud Prince who left the quest to me.
Sweet father, I behold him in my dreams
Gaunt as it were the
skeleton of himself,
Death-pale, for lack of gentle
maiden's aid.
The gentler-born the
maiden, the more bound,
My father, to be sweet and serviceable
To noble
knights in
sickness, as ye know
When these have worn their tokens: let me hence
I pray you.' Then her father nodding said,
'Ay, ay, the diamond: wit ye well, my child,
Right fain were I to learn this
knight were whole,
Being our greatest: yea, and you must give it--
And sure I think this fruit is hung too high
For any mouth to gape for save a queen's--
Nay, I mean nothing: so then, get you gone,
Being so very wilful you must go.'
Lightly, her suit allowed, she slipt away,