I vowed that could I gain her, our fair Queen,
No hand but hers, should make your Enid burst
Sunlike from cloud--and
likewise thought perhaps,
That service done so
graciously would bind
The two together; fain I would the two
Should love each other: how can Enid find
A nobler friend? Another thought was mine;
I came among you here so suddenly,
That though her gentle presence at the lists
Might well have served for proof that I was loved,
I doubted whether daughter's tenderness,
Or easy nature, might not let itself
Be moulded by your wishes for her weal;
Or whether some false sense in her own self
Of my contrasting
brightness, overbore
Her fancy
dwelling in this dusky hall;
And such a sense might make her long for court
And all its
perilous glories: and I thought,
That could I someway prove such force in her
Linked with such love for me, that at a word
(No reason given her) she could cast aside
A splendour dear to women, new to her,
And
therefore dearer; or if not so new,
Yet
therefore tenfold dearer by the power
Of intermitted usage; then I felt
That I could rest, a rock in ebbs and flows,
Fixt on her faith. Now,
therefore, I do rest,
A
prophet certain of my prophecy,
That never shadow of
mistrust can cross
Between us. Grant me
pardon for my thoughts:
And for my strange
petition I will make
Amends
hereafter by some gaudy-day,
When your fair child shall wear your
costly gift
Beside your own warm
hearth, with, on her knees,
Who knows? another gift of the high God,
Which, maybe, shall have
learned to lisp you thanks.'
He spoke: the mother smiled, but half in tears,
Then brought a
mantle down and wrapt her in it,
And claspt and kissed her, and they rode away.
Now
thrice that morning Guinevere had climbed
The giant tower, from whose high crest, they say,
Men saw the
goodly hills of Somerset,
And white sails flying on the yellow sea;
But not to
goodly hill or yellow sea
Looked the fair Queen, but up the vale of Usk,
By the flat
meadow, till she saw them come;
And then descending met them at the gates,
Embraced her with all
welcome as a friend,
And did her honour as the Prince's bride,
And clothed her for her bridals like the sun;
And all that week was old Caerleon gay,
For by the hands of Dubric, the high saint,
They twain were
wedded with all ceremony.
And this was on the last year's Whitsuntide.
But Enid ever kept the faded silk,
Remembering how first he came on her,
Drest in that dress, and how he loved her in it,
And all her foolish fears about the dress,
And all his journey toward her, as himself
Had told her, and their coming to the court.
And now this morning when he said to her,
'Put on your worst and meanest dress,' she found
And took it, and arrayed herself therein.
Geraint and Enid
O purblind race of
miserable men,
How many among us at this very hour
Do forge a life-long trouble for ourselves,
By
taking true for false, or false for true;
Here, through the
feebletwilight of this world
Groping, how many, until we pass and reach
That other, where we see as we are seen!
So fared it with Geraint, who issuing forth
That morning, when they both had got to horse,
Perhaps because he loved her
passionately,
And felt that
tempest brooding round his heart,
Which, if he spoke at all, would break perforce
Upon a head so dear in
thunder, said:
'Not at my side. I
charge thee ride before,
Ever a good way on before; and this
I
charge thee, on thy duty as a wife,
Whatever happens, not to speak to me,
No, not a word!' and Enid was aghast;
And forth they rode, but
scarce three paces on,
When crying out, 'Effeminate as I am,
I will not fight my way with gilded arms,
All shall be iron;' he loosed a
mighty purse,
Hung at his belt, and hurled it toward the squire.
So the last sight that Enid had of home
Was all the
marblethreshold flashing, strown
With gold and scattered
coinage, and the squire
Chafing his shoulder: then he cried again,
'To the wilds!' and Enid leading down the tracks
Through which he bad her lead him on, they past
The marches, and by
bandit-haunted holds,
Gray swamps and pools, waste places of the hern,
And wildernesses,
perilous paths, they rode:
Round was their pace at first, but slackened soon:
A stranger meeting them had surely thought
They rode so slowly and they looked so pale,
That each had suffered some
exceeding wrong.
For he was ever
saying to himself,
'O I that wasted time to tend upon her,
To
compass her with sweet observances,
To dress her
beautifully and keep her true'--
And there he broke the
sentence in his heart
Abruptly, as a man upon his tongue
May break it, when his
passion masters him.
And she was ever praying the sweet heavens
To save her dear lord whole from any wound.
And ever in her mind she cast about
For that unnoticed failing in herself,
Which made him look so cloudy and so cold;
Till the great plover's human
whistle amazed
Her heart, and glancing round the waste she feared
In ever wavering brake an ambuscade.
Then thought again, 'If there be such in me,
I might amend it by the grace of Heaven,
If he would only speak and tell me of it.'
But when the fourth part of the day was gone,
Then Enid was aware of three tall knights
On
horseback,
wholly armed, behind a rock
In shadow,
waiting for them, caitiffs all;
And heard one crying to his fellow, 'Look,
Here comes a laggard
hanging down his head,
Who seems no bolder than a
beaten hound;
Come, we will slay him and will have his horse
And
armour, and his
damsel shall be ours.'
Then Enid pondered in her heart, and said:
'I will go back a little to my lord,
And I will tell him all their caitiff talk;
For, be he wroth even to slaying me,
Far liefer by his dear hand had I die,
Than that my lord should suffer loss or shame.'
Then she went back some paces of return,
Met his full frown
timidly firm, and said;
'My lord, I saw three
bandits by the rock
Waiting to fall on you, and heard them boast
That they would slay you, and possess your horse
And
armour, and your
damsel should be theirs.'
He made a wrathful answer: 'Did I wish
Your
warning or your silence? one command
I laid upon you, not to speak to me,
And thus ye keep it! Well then, look--for now,
Whether ye wish me
victory or defeat,
Long for my life, or
hunger for my death,
Yourself shall see my
vigour is not lost.'
Then Enid waited pale and sorrowful,
And down upon him bare the
bandit three.
And at the midmost charging, Prince Geraint
Drave the long spear a cubit through his breast
And out beyond; and then against his brace
Of comrades, each of whom had broken on him
A lance that splintered like an icicle,
Swung from his brand a windy
buffet out
Once, twice, to right, to left, and stunned the twain
Or slew them, and dismounting like a man
That skins the wild beast after slaying him,
Stript from the three dead wolves of woman born
The three gay suits of
armour which they wore,
And let the bodies lie, but bound the suits
Of
armour on their horses, each on each,
And tied the bridle-reins of all the three
Together, and said to her, 'Drive them on
Before you;' and she drove them through the waste.
He followed nearer; ruth began to work
Against his anger in him, while he watched
The being he loved best in all the world,
With difficulty in mild obedience
Driving them on: he fain had
spoken to her,
And loosed in words of sudden fire the wrath
And smouldered wrong that burnt him all within;
But
evermore it seemed an easier thing
At once without
remorse to strike her dead,
Than to cry 'Halt,' and to her own bright face
Accuse her of the least immodesty:
And thus tongue-tied, it made him wroth the more
That she could speak whom his own ear had heard
Call herself false: and
suffering thus he made
Minutes an age: but in
scarce longer time
Than at Caerleon the full-tided Usk,
Before he turn to fall
seaward again,
Pauses, did Enid, keeping watch, behold
In the first
shallow shade of a deep wood,
Before a gloom of stubborn-shafted oaks,
Three other horsemen
waiting,
wholly armed,
Whereof one seemed far larger than her lord,
And shook her pulses, crying, 'Look, a prize!
Three horses and three
goodly suits of arms,
And all in
charge of whom? a girl: set on.'
'Nay,' said the second, 'yonder comes a knight.'
The third, 'A craven; how he hangs his head.'
The giant answered
merrily, 'Yea, but one?
Wait here, and when he passes fall upon him.'
And Enid pondered in her heart and said,
'I will abide the coming of my lord,
And I will tell him all their villainy.
My lord is weary with the fight before,
And they will fall upon him unawares.
I needs must
disobey him for his good;
How should I dare obey him to his harm?
Needs must I speak, and though he kill me for it,