Eyes too that long have watched how Lancelot draws
From
homage to the best and purest, might,
Name,
manhood, and a grace, but scantly thine,
Who, sitting in thine own hall, canst endure
To mouth so huge a foulness--to thy guest,
Me, me of Arthur's Table. Felon talk!
Let be! no more!'
But not the less by night
The scorn of Garlon, poisoning all his rest,
Stung him in dreams. At length, and dim through leaves
Blinkt the white morn, sprays grated, and old boughs
Whined in the wood. He rose, descended, met
The scorner in the castle court, and fain,
For hate and loathing, would have past him by;
But when Sir Garlon uttered mocking-wise;
'What, wear ye still that same crown-scandalous?'
His
countenance blackened, and his
forehead veins
Bloated, and branched; and tearing out of sheath
The brand, Sir Balin with a fiery 'Ha!
So thou be shadow, here I make thee ghost,'
Hard upon helm smote him, and the blade flew
Splintering in six, and clinkt upon the stones.
Then Garlon, reeling slowly
backward, fell,
And Balin by the banneret of his helm
Dragged him, and struck, but from the castle a cry
Sounded across the court, and--men-at-arms,
A score with
pointed lances, making at him--
He dashed the pummel at the
foremost face,
Beneath a low door dipt, and made his feet
Wings through a glimmering
gallery, till he marked
The
portal of King Pellam's
chapel wide
And
inward to the wall; he stept behind;
Thence in a moment heard them pass like wolves
Howling; but while he stared about the shrine,
In which he
scarce could spy the Christ for Saints,
Beheld before a golden altar lie
The longest lance his eyes had ever seen,
Point-painted red; and seizing thereupon
Pushed through an open
casement down, leaned on it,
Leapt in a semicircle, and lit on earth;
Then hand at ear, and harkening from what side
The blindfold rummage buried in the walls
Might echo, ran the
counter path, and found
His
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charger, mounted on him and away.
An arrow whizzed to the right, one to the left,
One
overhead; and Pellam's
feeble cry
'Stay, stay him! he defileth
heavenly things
With
earthly uses'--made him quickly dive
Beneath the boughs, and race through many a mile
Of dense and open, till his
goodly horse,
Arising
wearily at a fallen oak,
Stumbled
headlong, and cast him face to ground.
Half-wroth he had not ended, but all glad,
Knightlike, to find his
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charger yet unlamed,
Sir Balin drew the
shield from off his neck,
Stared at the
priceless cognizance, and thought
'I have shamed thee so that now thou shamest me,
Thee will I bear no more,' high on a branch
Hung it, and turned aside into the woods,
And there in gloom cast himself all along,
Moaning 'My
violences, my
violences!'
But now the
wholesome music of the wood
Was dumbed by one from out the hall of Mark,
A
damsel-errant, warbling, as she rode
The
woodland alleys, Vivien, with her Squire.
'The fire of Heaven has killed the
barren cold,
And kindled all the plain and all the wold.
The new leaf ever pushes off the old.
The fire of Heaven is not the flame of Hell.
'Old
priest, who
mumbleworship in your quire--
Old monk and nun, ye scorn the world's desire,
Yet in your
frosty cells ye feel the fire!
The fire of Heaven is not the flame of Hell.
'The fire of Heaven is on the dusty ways.
The
wayside blossoms open to the blaze.
The whole wood-world is one full peal of praise.
The fire of Heaven is not the flame of Hell.
'The fire of Heaven is lord of all things good,
And
starve not thou this fire within thy blood,
But follow Vivien through the fiery flood!
The fire of Heaven is not the flame of Hell!'
Then turning to her Squire 'This fire of Heaven,
This old sun-
worship, boy, will rise again,
And beat the cross to earth, and break the King
And all his Table.'
Then they reached a glade,
Where under one long lane of cloudless air
Before another wood, the royal crown
Sparkled, and swaying upon a
restless elm
Drew the vague glance of Vivien, and her Squire;
Amazed were these; 'Lo there' she cried--'a crown--
Borne by some high lord-prince of Arthur's hall,
And there a horse! the rider? where is he?
See, yonder lies one dead within the wood.
Not dead; he stirs!--but
sleeping. I will speak.
Hail, royal
knight, we break on thy sweet rest,
Not,
doubtless, all unearned by noble deeds.
But bounden art thou, if from Arthur's hall,
To help the weak. Behold, I fly from shame,
A lustful King, who sought to win my love
Through evil ways: the
knight, with whom I rode,
Hath suffered misadventure, and my
squireHath in him small defence; but thou, Sir Prince,
Wilt surely guide me to the
warrior King,
Arthur the
blameless, pure as any maid,
To get me shelter for my
maidenhood.
I
charge thee by that crown upon thy
shield,
And by the great Queen's name, arise and hence.'
And Balin rose, 'T
hither no more! nor Prince
Nor
knight am I, but one that hath defamed
The cognizance she gave me: here I dwell
Savage among the
savage woods, here die--
Die: let the wolves' black maws ensepulchre
Their brother beast, whose anger was his lord.
O me, that such a name as Guinevere's,
Which our high Lancelot hath so lifted up,
And been
thereby uplifted, should through me,
My
violence, and my villainy, come to shame.'
Thereat she suddenly laughed and
shrill, anon
Sighed all as suddenly. Said Balin to her
'Is this thy courtesy--to mock me, ha?
Hence, for I will not with thee.' Again she sighed
'Pardon, sweet lord! we
maidens often laugh
When sick at heart, when rather we should weep.
I knew thee wronged. I brake upon thy rest,
And now full loth am I to break thy dream,
But thou art man, and canst abide a truth,
Though bitter. Hither, boy--and mark me well.
Dost thou remember at Caerleon once--
A year ago--nay, then I love thee not--
Ay, thou rememberest well--one summer dawn--
By the great tower--Caerleon upon Usk--
Nay, truly we were
hidden: this fair lord,
The flower of all their vestal
knighthood, knelt
In amorous
homage--knelt--what else?--O ay
Knelt, and drew down from out his night-black hair
And
mumbled that white hand whose
ringed caress
Had wandered from her own King's golden head,
And lost itself in darkness, till she cried--
I thought the great tower would crash down on both--
"Rise, my sweet King, and kiss me on the lips,
Thou art my King." This lad, whose lightest word
Is mere white truth in simple nakedness,
Saw them
embrace: he reddens, cannot speak,
So
bashful, he! but all the
maiden Saints,
The deathless mother-
maidenhood of Heaven,
Cry out upon her. Up then, ride with me!
Talk not of shame! thou canst not, an thou would'st,
Do these more shame than these have done themselves.'
She lied with ease; but horror-stricken he,
Remembering that dark bower at Camelot,
Breathed in a
dismalwhisper 'It is truth.'
Sunnily she smiled 'And even in this lone wood,
Sweet lord, ye do right well to
whisper this.
Fools prate, and
perish traitors. Woods have tongues,
As walls have ears: but thou shalt go with me,
And we will speak at first
exceeding low.
Meet is it the good King be not deceived.
See now, I set thee high on
vantage ground,
From
whence to watch the time, and eagle-like
Stoop at thy will on Lancelot and the Queen.'
She ceased; his evil spirit upon him leapt,
He ground his teeth together,
sprang with a yell,
Tore from the branch, and cast on earth, the
shield,
Drove his mailed heel athwart the royal crown,
Stampt all into defacement, hurled it from him
Among the forest weeds, and cursed the tale,
The told-of, and the teller.
That weird yell,
Unearthlier than all
shriek of bird or beast,
Thrilled through the woods; and Balan lurking there
(His quest was unaccomplished) heard and thought
'The
scream of that Wood-devil I came to quell!'
Then nearing 'Lo! he hath slain some brother-
knight,
And tramples on the
goodlyshield to show
His loathing of our Order and the Queen.
My quest, meseems, is here. Or devil or man
Guard thou thine head.' Sir Balin spake not word,
But snatched a sudden buckler from the Squire,
And vaulted on his horse, and so they crashed
In onset, and King Pellam's holy spear,
Reputed to be red with sinless blood,
Redded at once with sinful, for the point
Across the
maidenshield of Balan pricked
The hauberk to the flesh; and Balin's horse
Was wearied to the death, and, when they clashed,
Rolling back upon Balin, crushed the man
Inward, and either fell, and swooned away.
Then to her Squire muttered the
damsel 'Fools!
This fellow hath
wrought some foulness with his Queen:
Else never had he borne her crown, nor raved
And thus foamed over at a rival name:
But thou, Sir Chick, that
scarce hast broken shell,
Art yet half-yolk, not even come to down--
Who never sawest Caerleon upon Usk--
And yet hast often pleaded for my love--
See what I see, be thou where I have been,
Or else Sir Chick--dismount and loose their casques
I fain would know what manner of men they be.'
And when the Squire had loosed them, 'Goodly!--look!
They might have cropt the
myriad flower of May,