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began to blow and he shivered. With all his strength

he tried to hold and to understand the mood that
had come upon him. In that high place in the dark-

ness the two oddly sensitive human atoms held each
other tightly and waited. In the mind of each was

the same thought. "I have come to this lonely place
and here is this other," was the substance of the

thing felt.
In Winesburg the crowded day had run itself out

into the long night of the late fall. Farm horses
jogged away along lonely country roads pulling their

portion of weary people. Clerks began to bring sam-
ples of goods in off the sidewalks and lock the doors

of stores. In the Opera House a crowd had gathered
to see a show and further down Main Street the

fiddlers, their instruments tuned, sweated and
worked to keep the feet of youth flying over a dance

floor.
In the darkness in the grand-stand Helen White

and George Willard remained silent. Now and then
the spell that held them was broken and they turned

and tried in the dim light to see into each other's
eyes. They kissed but that impulse did not last. At

the upper end of the Fair Ground a half dozen men
worked over horses that had raced during the after-

noon. The men had built a fire and were heating
kettles of water. Only their legs could be seen as

they passed back and forth in the light. When the
wind blew the little flames of the fire danced crazily

about.
George and Helen arose and walked away into

the darkness. They went along a path past a field of
corn that had not yet been cut. The wind whispered

among the dry corn blades. For a moment during
the walk back into town the spell that held them

was broken. When they had come to the crest of
Waterworks Hill they stopped by a tree and George

again put his hands on the girl's shoulders. She em-
braced him eagerly and then again they drew

quickly back from that impulse. They stopped kiss-
ing and stood a little apart. Mutual respect grew big

in them. They were both embarrassed and to relieve
their embarrassment dropped into the animalism of

youth. They laughed and began to pull and haul at
each other. In some way chastened and purified by

the mood they had been in, they became, not man
and woman, not boy and girl, but excited little

animals.
It was so they went down the hill. In the darkness

they played like two splendid young things in a
young world. Once, runningswiftly forward, Helen

tripped George and he fell. He squirmed and shouted.
Shaking with laughter, he roiled down the hill.

Helen ran after him. For just a moment she stopped
in the darkness. There was no way of knowing what

woman's thoughts went through her mind but,
when the bottom of the hill was reached and she

came up to the boy, she took his arm and walked
beside him in dignified silence. For some reason

they could not have explained they had both got
from their silent evening together the thing needed.

Man or boy, woman or girl, they had for a moment
taken hold of the thing that makes the mature life

of men and women in the modern world possible.
DEPARTURE

YOUNG GEORGE WILLARD got out of bed at four in
the morning. It was April and the young tree leaves

were just coming out of their buds. The trees along
the residence streets in Winesburg are maple and

the seeds are winged. When the wind blows they
whirl crazily about, filling the air and making a car-

pet underfoot.
George came downstairs into the hotel office car-

rying a brown leather bag. His trunk was packed
for departure. Since two o'clock he had been awake

thinking of the journey he was about to take and
wondering what he would find at the end of his

journey. The boy who slept in the hotel office lay
on a cot by the door. His mouth was open and he

snored lustily. George crept past the cot and went
out into the silent deserted main street. The east was

pink with the dawn and long streaks of light climbed
into the sky where a few stars still shone.

Beyond the last house on Trunion Pike in Wines-
burg there is a great stretch of open fields. The fields

are owned by farmers who live in town and drive
homeward at evening along Trunion Pike in light

creaking wagons. In the fields are planted berries
and small fruits. In the late afternoon in the hot

summers when the road and the fields are covered
with dust, a smoky haze lies over the great flat basin

of land. To look across it is like looking out across
the sea. In the spring when the land is green the

effect is somewhat different. The land becomes a
wide green billiard table on which tiny human in-

sects toil up and down.
All through his boyhood and young manhood

George Willard had been in the habit of walking on
Trunion Pike. He had been in the midst of the great

open place on winter nights when it was covered
with snow and only the moon looked down at him;

he had been there in the fall when bleak winds blew
and on summer evenings when the air vibrated with

the song of insects. On the April morning he wanted
to go there again, to walk again in the silence. He

did walk to where the road dipped down by a little
stream two miles from town and then turned and

walked silently back again. When he got to Main
Street clerks were sweeping the sidewalks before the

stores. "Hey, you George. How does it feel to be
going away?" they asked.

The westbound train leaves Winesburg at seven
forty-five in the morning. Tom Little is conductor.

His train runs from Cleveland to where it connects
with a great trunk line railroad with terminals in

Chicago and New York. Tom has what in railroad
circles is called an "easy run." Every evening he

returns to his family. In the fall and spring he
spends his Sundays fishing in Lake Erie. He has a

round red face and small blue eyes. He knows the
people in the towns along his railroad better than a

city man knows the people who live in his apart-
ment building.

George came down the little incline from the New
Willard House at seven o'clock. Tom Willard carried

his bag. The son had become taller than the father.
On the station platformeveryone shook the young

man's hand. More than a dozen people waited
about. Then they talked of their own affairs. Even

Will Henderson, who was lazy and often slept until
nine, had got out of bed. George was embarrassed.

Gertrude Wilmot, a tall thin woman of fifty who
worked in the Winesburg post office, came along

the station platform. She had never before paid any
attention to George. Now she stopped and put out

her hand. In two words she voiced what everyone
felt. "Good luck," she said sharply and then turning

went on her way.
When the train came into the station George felt

relieved. He scampered hurriedlyaboard. Helen
White came running along Main Street hoping to

have a parting word with him, but he had found a
seat and did not see her. When the train started Tom

Little punched his ticket, grinned and, although he
knew George well and knew on what adventure he

was just setting out, made no comment. Tom had
seen a thousand George Willards go out of their

towns to the city. It was a commonplace enough
incident with him. In the smoking car there was a

man who had just invited Tom to go on a fishing
trip to Sandusky Bay. He wanted to accept the invi-

tation and talk over details.
George glanced up and down the car to be sure

no one was looking, then took out his pocketbook
and counted his money. His mind was occupied

with a desire not to appear green. Almost the last
words his father had said to him concerned the mat-

ter of his behavior when he got to the city. "Be a
sharp one," Tom Willard had said. "Keep your eyes

on your money. Be awake. That's the ticket. Don't
let anyone think you're a greenhorn."

After George counted his money he looked out of
the window and was surprised to see that the train

was still in Winesburg.
The young man, going out of his town to meet

the adventure of life, began to think but he did not
think of anything very big or dramatic. Things like

his mother's death, his departure from Winesburg,
the uncertainty of his future life in the city, the seri-

ous and larger aspects of his life did not come into
his mind.

He thought of little things--Turk Smollet wheel-
ing boards through the main street of his town in

the morning, a tall woman, beautifully gowned,
who had once stayed overnight at his father's hotel,

Butch Wheeler the lamp lighter of Winesburg hur-
rying through the streets on a summer evening and

holding a torch in his hand, Helen White standing
by a window in the Winesburg post office and put-

ting a stamp on an envelope.
The young man's mind was carried away by his

growing passion for dreams. One looking at him
would not have thought him particularly sharp.

With the recollection of little things occupying his
mind he closed his eyes and leaned back in the car

seat. He stayed that way for a long time and when
he aroused himself and again looked out of the car

window the town of Winesburg had disappeared
and his life there had become but a background on

which to paint the dreams of his manhood.
End


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